MTL - She is the Third Kind of Stunning-Chapter 38 test

In the study room, the innermost third of the area is used for placing bookshelves. The shelves are full of books on medicine, humanities and history.

The remaining two-thirds of the space are separated by a screen.

Behind the screen is a small bed, usually Jian Qing stays up late in the study to catch up on papers, and sleeps here for a while when sleepy.

On the front side of the screen, that is, on the side facing the door, there is a desk with a desktop computer, a printer, various papers, documents, and textbooks on the desk.

Jian Qing's face was blocked by the computer, Lu Yinxi couldn't see her expression, she didn't hear the answer for a long time, she leaned against the door, knocked on the door twice, and urged: "Mr. Jian, let's eat first, finish eating Be busy again."

"Well, just come." The words spoken were concise and calm, without the slightest strange emotion.

Jian Qing folded the paper in her hand, locked it in the drawer, stood up, and walked to the door.

Lu Yinxi leaned against the door, looking at her with a smile in his eyes.

Jian Qing stretched out her hand, wanting to rub Lu Yinxi's head, turned her hand in the middle of the air, and turned off the light in the study instead.

She stood in the dark, her eyes dimmed: "What did you fire?"

Lu Yinxi looked at her, with bright eyes shining, and pulled her out: "Your favorite yam slices, garlic pork ribs, tomato and egg soup."

"Is that what I like?"

It is clearly Lu Yinxi's favorite, and it is also the few dishes she cooks most skillfully.

Lu Yinxi liked it according to his head: "You will like it if you eat it a few times, so what, love will grow with time." He walked to the dining table, picked up a small rib and put it in his mouth.

Jian Qing looked at her and didn't speak again.

After Lu Yinxi swallowed it, he smiled inexplicably: "Why do you look at me like this? It seems that I am a heartless person. I just ate a few extra ribs."

Jian Qing also smiled lightly, looked away, poured soup for herself, and asked, "What are your plans after being discharged from the hospital?"

Lu Yinxi seemed to remember something: "By the way, I have to tell you in advance."

Jian Qing put down her chopsticks and listened carefully.

Lu Yinxi said: "It took a lot of time to stay in the hospital. There are still half a month left. I may not go to the hospital every day. The film and television city is in the suburbs, and most of the shooting time is in the studio there. There will be 3 days of scenery shooting here, and 2 days of scenery shooting on the campus. I want to step on the spot, and then I have to do some preparations before joining the group. In the next week, I will only go to the hospital for about 4 or 5 days. "

Jian Qing hummed and asked, "What else?"

If there is anything left unsaid, she gives her a chance to be honest.

"No more. After joining the crew, I should go to the hotel arranged by the crew. From now on, I can't be by your side all the time. You have to eat on time, and the flowers and plants in the house need to be watered occasionally. When you don't have shifts, come Find me, and I'll take you to the film and television city for a stroll."

Lu Yinxi didn't say a word about wanting to move out.

She hasn't figured out how to speak yet.

Jian Qing buckled a silver key and a small blue sign from the key chain and handed them to Lu Yinxi, and said slowly: "The film and television city is near the university town. I will go to the old campus every Tuesday and Wednesday this semester. I am in There is a residence there, and I will give you the key, and I will take you to have a look when there is no work tomorrow.”

I didn't ask for advice, and directly arranged a residence for him.

Lu Yinxi looked at the bunch of keys, he didn't pick them up, and he didn't pick them up.

Jian Qing stared at her expressionlessly.

Lu Yinxi made a joke: "Three caves for the cunning rabbit?"

Then, he carefully held the key in the palm of his hand.

Seeing her accepting it, Jian Qing looked away, didn't speak again, and bowed his head to eat.

The meal was a little silent, Lu Yinxi avoided making eye contact, and Jian Qing stopped looking at her from time to time.

The two had different thoughts. After dinner, Jian Qing cleaned up the dishes and put them in the dishwasher, while Lu Yinxi stood on the balcony outside to enjoy the wind and looked up at the stars.

He Bei was rescued successfully, and once gave Lu Yinxi great hope, but now that hope was destroyed, she began to bind her hands and feet again, trying to restrain and suppress her feelings.

But that feeling has taken root and grown stronger day by day, so huge that it cannot be ignored.

If she continued to get along like this day and night, she felt that she would not be able to contain that affection, and maybe, at some point, she would confess her love once her mind became hot.

She couldn't figure out her position in Jian Qing's heart, she only knew that she was a special existence to Jian Qing.

To what extent it was special, she couldn't tell.

Is there a love between lovers? Or just possessive and controlling?

If you ask these questions, there is a high probability that you will only get a silent answer.

Jian Qing is used to being silent, so she can only guess.

She is very confident in all aspects of herself, but she can't be confident when dealing with feelings.

Perhaps no one can be confident in the face of feelings.

Someone came up behind him, and then put a coat on his body: "Don't catch a cold."

Cool and pleasant voice.

Lu Yinxi turned her head, looked at Jian Qing, and smiled slightly: "I'm not the weak sister Daiyu, how can I catch a cold when the wind blows?"

Although this past month has indeed been full of disasters and disasters.

Toothache again, fever again, and a walk before the gate of hell.

Jian Qing didn't speak, and stood beside the railing with Lu Yinxi, sticking to the railing more than one meter high, condescending, overlooking the busy traffic at the bottom of the building.

The city is brightly lit, but this corner is quiet and silent.

Jian Qing lowered her head slightly, crossed her ten fingers together, and kept rubbing the knuckles of her right thumb with her left thumb.

The balcony was lit with warm yellow lights, and the light hit her body, coating her with a soft color.

Lu Yinxi looked at her side face, his mind softened little by little, and asked softly: "Doctor Jian, do you have something on your mind?"

Jian Qing moved her lips, hesitated for half a second, then pursed her lips again, swallowed the words back, shook her head, and said, "No."

Lu Yinxi imitated her appearance, folded his hands, looked down at the busy traffic on the street, and said with a smile: "It feels like a lot of things have happened in the past one and a half months. Many things happened before I could react."

Jian Qing said: "Life and death are impermanent in the hospital."

Lu Yinxi nodded and hummed.

Many people will not experience life and death several times in a lifetime, and it happens every day in the hospital.

Yesterday he also said that Yan Yan's children, friends, and lovers might be taken away by an accident the next day.

She went on to say: "In any case, life is a very precious thing, don't give up lightly at any time."

She didn't know what Jian Qing would encounter in the future, she only knew that Jian Qing would end up committing suicide.

She didn't want to see that ending.

The gentle voice drifted into her ears with the wind, Jian Qing moved her ears, turned her head and asked her: "Why are you talking to me?"

Lu Yinxi and her looked at each other, and said vaguely, and said with a smile: "I feel like I'm posting, here are just the two of us, I won't tell you who I'm talking to."

Jian Qing turned her head, lowered her eyes, and continued to look at the busy traffic: "You have many strange things."

If she refuses to tell, she won't ask, but that doesn't mean she doesn't care.

"Maybe I'm from an alien." Lu Yinxi pointed to the stars in the sky.

Jian Qing meant something, and asked tentatively, "Then you want to leave and go back to your place?"

Lu Yinxi still had a smile on his face, and said in a pretendingly relaxed and joking tone: "The time has come, maybe I will go back..."

Jian Qing turned to look at her, his expression turned cold instantly.

The smile on Lu Yinxi's lips froze.

The two looked at each other without saying a word.

Jian Qing's eyes were complicated, she looked at her fixedly, after a while, she sneered and said, "It seems that I am a post here."

A post station where you can come and go whenever you want.

After saying this, Jian Qing turned away expressionlessly.

Lu Yinxi wanted to catch up and explain, but then realized that he couldn't say anything to explain, so he froze in place.

What to explain? Say that you will never leave? As long as you need it, can you stay by your side for the rest of your life?

She can't do it.

This is an impossible promise...

The sound of footsteps went away, Lu Yinxi watched Jian Qing's back leave, turned around, continued to lie on the railing, and looked at the busy traffic below.

The more I looked, the more blurred my vision became, and the bright lights turned into a hazy mass of light, and my heart felt dense pain like pinpricks.

Lu Yinxi squatted down, rubbed his eyes, took a deep breath, trying to hold back his tears.

Liking someone makes her more and more vulnerable. She didn't shed tears when she was most panicked at first. Why can't she control her tears at this time?

Jian Qing locked herself in the study room, and locked the door behind her with a "click".

On the desk are the documents she brought back from the hospital, various studies on Streptococcus pneumoniae infection, severe pneumonia, and the original medical records of Lu Yinxi.

She flipped through a few pages at random, without thinking, so she opened the drawer and took out the paper that was smeared with pencil marks.

She thought, is there something she didn't do well enough? That's why everyone doesn't want to stay with her.

After pondering for a long time, she tore up the paper and threw it into the trash can.

After leaving the study, Jian Qing subconsciously looked in the direction of the balcony.

The balcony lights were still on.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room, Jian Qing slowly peeled a few sugar tangerines, arranged them on the coffee table, and looked in the direction of the balcony.

After waiting for a long time, Lu Yinxi did not come back.

Jian Qing went back to the bedroom, turned off the lights, and turned on the star projection that Lu Yinxi had sent her.

She leaned on the back of the door, folded her arms, and looked at the starlight in the room in a bored way.

Lu Yinxi came back from the balcony with red eyes, but did not see Jian Qing.

She sniffed and smelled the fragrance of oranges.

She saw the peeled sugar oranges on the coffee table, walked over, and ate them one by one.

Thinking of the last time, she made Jian Qing angry, and when Jian Qing calmed down, he also peeled a plate of oranges for her.

Are you not angry now?

Lu Yinxi stood up, walked to the door of Jian Qing's bedroom, wanted to knock on the door, and explained to Jian Qing that she really didn't regard this place as a post station, she came whenever she wanted, and left whenever she wanted.

When I reached the door, I lost my courage again. I just raised my hand and put it down again.

Lu Yinxi had no choice but to lean against the wall by the door, slowly gathering courage...

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