MTL - She is the Third Kind of Stunning-Chapter 39 cold war
Time passed by, and the bright white lights in the living room were a bit dazzling after a long time. Lu Yinxi closed her eyes and slowed down, and her legs and feet were a little numb after standing for a long time. She changed her posture and stood.
Jian Qing leaned against the back of the door, separated from Luyinxi by a wall.
She remembered that during the day, the two of them were talking and laughing at Yan Yan, how could they be acting like a baby with her while planning to leave her side?
Those of them who are actors, are they all doing the same thing in front of the face and the other behind the scenes?
Lu Yinxi stood outside the door for a long time, but he still didn't have the courage to knock on the door. Finally, he took out his mobile phone.
All accounts of the chat software Jianqing are pinned to the top.
At the beginning, Jian Qing was worried that there were two personalities in her body. She was afraid that when the other personality woke up, she would not have the memory of this time, and she was afraid that she would fall into a state of confusion and panic, so she put all the contact information at the top and noted "doctor ", I hope she can contact her as soon as possible.
Jian Qing's avatar is a blank picture with no words or expressions, just a picture with a white background.
Lu Yinxi gently stroked the blank head portrait with his fingertips, and clicked to open the dialog box.
There are 26 letters on the keyboard, she pieced them together, deleted and typed, and wrote the next sentence:
[I didn't use this place as a station. 】
I want to send it, but I suddenly feel that it is not convincing enough.
Added: [You are a very important person to me. 】
In the next second, I felt that it was too hypocritical and deleted the last sentence.
Mood is like a half bucket of water dangling in the air, swaying, up and down.
Fingertips did not dare to press the send button, Lu Yinxi just swipe back and forth on the screen to check the past chat records.
We get along day and night, and we usually talk face to face if we have anything to say, we rarely send messages to each other, and the chat history is still from half a month ago.
Suddenly, the screen vibrated.
Lu Yinxi held his breath and took a closer look. On the chat interface, there was a sentence [I patted "Jian Qing"]
—Accidentally clicked on Jian Qing's profile picture.
Take a picture twice, the dialog box will shake automatically, and then a pat message will pop up.
Lu Yinxi stared straight at the phone screen and waited for half a minute, but the other party didn't respond at all.
Jian Qing's cell phone is always with her, but she only takes it out to check when a call comes in, and usually doesn't pay much attention to the vibration and text message ringtones.
Probably haven't seen it yet...
Lu Yinxi pressed the back button.
Seeing the jittering message, Jian Qing turned pale, stared at the screen for a while, and was about to reply with a question mark, but saw the message and disappeared from the screen.
She turned off the screen expressionlessly and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Lu Yinxi walked back and forth in her door with her slippers on, hesitating again and again, and still said [I didn't use this place as a post station, you are my very important person. ] This sentence was sent out.
After sending, she didn't dare to read the reply, put away her phone, and hid in her room to shrink.
Knowing that it was a weak explanation, but still looking forward to the other party's response.
Jian Qing is not someone who doesn't respond to messages.
Lu Yinxi waited for a full hour from 10:30 to 11:30 in the evening, but still did not see Jian Qing's reply.
She put away her phone, didn't wait any longer, washed up, and got ready to sleep.
When I woke up the next day, there was still only my own words on the phone screen.
Yesterday, Jian Qing said that she would take herself to see the house near the university town. When she got up in the morning, she was nowhere to be seen.
Lu Yinxi waited at home for a while, but before she came back, she also went out to find an intermediary company.
Lu Yinxi is very familiar with the business of renting a house. She rented a basement and slept in a cubicle when she was in Beijing. At first, she just looked at the rental advertisements posted on the wall and rented a house without paying an extra agency fee; , signed a contract with the company, and lived in the dormitory arranged by the company. Four people shared a room, and they had to take turns to take a shower. Later, I got my own room and gained a firm foothold in that circle step by step.
The original owner is as weak as a dodder flower, she needs to rely on others to survive, but she is not.
Even if she can't return to her own world, she can survive in this world independently.
The agent took her through the streets and alleys of the city, and Lu Yinxi recorded the listings she had seen one by one, and occasionally glanced at her phone to see if she had received a reply from Jian Qing.
The chat interface always only has my own words.
The more I waited, the colder my heart became, and my anxious mood was occupied by thoughts of self-destruction.
Lu Yinxi couldn't help but wonder if Jian Qing didn't care about her at all, so what's the point of leaving her alone like this?
She simply deleted that chat record, out of sight and out of mind.
The university town is adjacent to the suburbs, and the nearby streets are all campuses of the university.
After the housekeeping aunt cleaned up the house, Jian Qing paid her the bill, took out a few pots of green plants that Lu Yinxi liked from the car, arranged them one by one, and tidied up the house to give it a little more life, before driving back to the urban area.
When I got home, the house was empty.
The heart was lifted into the air.
She went to Lu Yinxi's room to take a look, and saw that all the items were still there, so she let go of her hanging heart and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.
Dinner was ready, but Lu Yinxi hadn't come back yet, Jian Qing sat on the sofa and waited for her.
She somewhat regretted testing her.
It's better to pretend that you don't know anything, and maintain the illusion of peace and joy, what's the matter now?
She was older than her, so she should let her in, tolerate her, and take the initiative to take that step, but pride and self-esteem refused to give in.
From the beginning to the end, she didn't think about it, what did she do wrong? Where is it not doing well enough? Why do you want to leave? Or is it just a show from beginning to end?
There was a "click" sound of unlocking the door, Jian Qing followed the sound and saw Lu Yinxi coming in from the door.
Jian Qing doesn't like to wear the outer coat into the living room, so there is a hanger in the entrance hall, and everyone who comes in has to take off the coat.
Sometimes when she came back from the hospital, she would hang those coats to the balcony to bask in the sun.
Lu Yinxi followed her habit, the first thing she did when entering the door was to take off her coat.
There are people in the living room.
Lu Yinxi unbuttoned each button very slowly.
She didn't know how to face Jian Qing.
She has a gentle personality, is polite to everyone, and rarely gets angry with others. From childhood to adulthood, when she had conflicts with her friends, it was mostly friends who took the initiative to take the step of reconciliation.
She is angry with her mother, Gu Mingyu. Gu Mingyu is busy with work and doesn't bother to pay attention to her. Usually, after a month or two, her anger subsides, and she has to call her mother. Blood relationship is a natural bond.
Even if she and Gu Mingyu have been angry for five years, she has no intention of never seeing each other again, she is just waiting, waiting for Gu Mingyu to bow his head and admit his mistake first, and then she will obediently call "Mom".
Don't wait for Gu Mingyu to bow his head now, he doesn't know if he can go back to the original world.
Among all the pitifully few intimate relationships in the past, Lu Yinxi couldn't extract the experience of dealing with friction, bowing his head and reconciling.
It doesn't matter, no experience, she can do it for the first time.
She doesn't want to lose Jian Qing, she cares about her.
Firmly determined, Lu Yinxi walked into the living room with a smile on his lips, but there was no one on the sofa.
She went back to the room.
Not even given the opportunity to actively communicate.
Lu Yinxi pinched his cheeks and wiped the smile off his lips.
She goes to the table.
Two dishes and one soup, nothing moved.
Occupied by negative emotions all day long, Lu Yinxi has no appetite at all. He stands on the balcony and blows the wind for a while, watering the green plants and wiping the leaves.
She expected Jian Qing to come out and stay with her for a while as usual.
Even if you don't do or say anything, just being by her side can let her know that she is cared about.
But she was wearing thin clothes, blowing the cold wind for half an hour, and even sneezed loudly, but the man never came out to take a look.
Lu Yinxi finally realized how silly it is to make fun of his own body.
She felt that she should have a good cry, and then put Jian Qing behind her, but she couldn't cry at this time.
The other party didn't care about her, so she didn't want to cry, and she didn't want to bow her head and take the initiative to reconcile.
It's like crying and losing.
She went back to the room as if nothing had happened, watched a movie, played with her mobile phone, and diverted her attention.
Watching a high-scoring comedy, Lu Yinxi watched it from beginning to end without showing the slightest smile.
I can't be interested in doing anything, and the feeling of depression and sadness is firmly pressed in my heart.
She didn't even talk about love, but she felt that she had lost love unilaterally.
Sad to the extreme, the good memories of getting along in the past are covered in dust, and they are all thrown into the sky. Lu Yinxi gave up on herself and thought, this is a relationship that shouldn't have started in the first place, a relationship that can't see the future, it's better to just stop it like this, don't pay attention to anyone, and don't do friends anymore...
The food on the table was neglected all night. Jane woke up in the morning, put her hands on the edge of the table, stared at the plate blankly for a while, and then dumped all the food from the previous night into the trash can.
The beginning of the year is the same as the end of the year, when the hospital has the most inspections.
In the morning, the medical insurance office came to check the medical insurance, and urged to increase the bed turnover rate. If the number of days of inpatients is too long, we should communicate and let people be discharged as soon as possible; repeatedly emphasized that the medical insurance fund should not exceed the quota, and the department should bear it by itself; the medical department, quality control The department came to check the medical records and deducted points for the deficiencies in the medical records; the leaders of the Medical Administration Department of the Health and Medical Commission also came to visit and inspect the legal practice.
The ward is extremely busy, with patients to be treated and various examinations to be done at the same time.
No one's private emotions could be taken into account, Lu Yinxi was dragged by the head nurse to decorate the facade, avoiding the embarrassment of having direct contact with Jian Qing.
Jian Qing was busy in the ward, so busy that she couldn't take time off. She habitually made coffee for her, and suddenly thought that she didn't seem to have breakfast.
She poured out the coffee, replaced it with a cup of hot milk, put a few buns on Jian Qing's seat, and left.
She went to the piano room to play the piano, showed the leaders of the health administrative department the hospital's humanistic care for patients, and took a group photo with the leaders.
After the leader left, Lu Yinxi continued to play "Amazing Grace".
This is the song Teacher Zhou taught her back then.
The tune was soothing and peaceful. Sangsang sat beside Lu Yinxi and tugged at her sleeves: "Sister, play a more exciting song. The cells in my body are fighting, so I need to cheer them on."
Sangsang was admitted to the hospital for chemotherapy again. This time, she was able to walk flexibly with her prosthetic limbs and no longer needed to hold on to the walls.
Lu Yinxi peeled a piece of candy for her, and without a word, switched from "Amazing Grace" to the passionate "Symphony of Destiny", which shocked the bearded grandfather who was accompanying the bed in the next ward, and came to comfort her with a cane : "Little girl, are you broken in love? You play like a butcher!"
Lu Yinxi had no choice but to cover his face and admit that he was not good at skills, only those few songs.
Sangsang giggled when she heard it, and stopped forcing her, and continued to let her play "Amazing Grace".
On the way, Lu Yinxi went to the bathroom.
Walking in the corridor of the ward, Jian Qing walked towards her.
Meeting each other on a narrow road, Lu Yinxi wanted to take the initiative to say hello, but Jian Qing's eyes flicked past her, the indifferent eyes were so cold that she lost the courage to speak up.
So she also looked away and remained silent.
The two passed by, pretending not to know each other.
Lu Yinxi tried to see Jian Qing as an insignificant tool person again, not caring about her attitude.
When they passed by, they still couldn't help but stop, wanting to turn around and take a look at her back.
He stood still for three seconds.
As the footsteps faded away, Lu Yinxi restrained herself and didn't turn around to look at her.
Back in the piano room, Lu Yinxi continued to play the piano, and Sangsang threw a few candies into her pocket.
At first, Lu Yinxi didn't care, and said, "I don't eat sugar, it's easy to gain weight, you eat it yourself."
Later, when she found a pile of candies bulging in Sangsang's pocket, she asked, "Who gave you so much candy? Aren't you still changing your teeth? You can't eat so much, you're going to get tooth decay."
As he spoke, he took one out of her pocket and put it in his hand, looked around, and the more he looked, the more it looked like the brand of toffee that Jian Qing stuffed in his pocket back then.
The bags are all the same.
She fished out all the candy in Sangsang's pocket, and left two for Sangsang: "You are still changing your teeth, so you can't eat so much at once, my sister will keep it for you first."
Sangsang had a good temper, she still giggled, didn't bother with Lu Yinxi, and pulled a bag from the side, which contained various candies, buns, and biscuits, and gave them all to Lu Yinxi, and gave her a bottle of milk .
Lu Yinxi inserted the straw, ate the buns and drank the milk, probably guessing who gave these snacks.
The milk was heated and drank into the belly. With warmth, it warmed the internal organs, and those negative emotions were swept away.
The taste of the cold war was uncomfortable, Lu Yinxi felt that Jian Qing still cared about her, and she was going to take the initiative to find her to reconcile.
It's okay to apologize, and it's okay to speak soft words, as long as she takes care of herself.
"This year, we are piloting DRG payment here, and I haven't figured it out yet."
"Tomorrow, the Medical Insurance Office will give departmental training."
"Tsk, this medical reform reform, the power of the Medical Insurance Bureau is getting bigger and bigger every year."
"These days, whoever manages the money is the boss."
During the lunch break, everyone was chatting in the office. Lu Yinxi took off his white coat and returned to the office. Jian Qing was not there.
A doctor waved to her: "Xiaolu, your cousin went on a blind date with the director's nephew for dinner, and I ordered a meal for you. Sit down and eat with us. After eating, maybe your cousin will find you a cousin-in-law." return."
Everyone laughed.
The news of the blind date was no less than five thunderbolts, and it caused Lu Yinxi to instantly dispel the idea of reconciliation.
Everyone's laughter was too harsh, she couldn't laugh, she left the office, went to the changing room, took her coat and left.
Blind date?
Why didn't Jian Qing mention this?
That's right, they didn't even make eye contact these two days, how could they know that she was going on a blind date with the director's nephew?
When Lu Yinxi walked out of the hospital, it was as if someone had poured a basin of cold water from head to toe in the twelfth lunar month of winter, and it was cold from head to toe.
The temperature dropped suddenly today, and the cold wind from all directions made her shiver.
She tried to put on her coat coat and looked down
—I took the wrong clothes.
She was holding Jian Qing's black coat.
Lu Yinxi has the backbone not to change.
Heh, she just froze to death outside and didn't wear that scum's coat.
Five minutes later, Lu Yinxi's spine was blown away by the cold wind, and he put on a simple overcoat.
The psychological pain involved the physical, and the heart ached.
Her mind was a little confused, Lu Yinxi didn't know what she was going to do wandering aimlessly in the streets?
Jian Qing has to go to work in the afternoon, so she will definitely not go too far for a blind date.
I will only find a well-decorated shop near the hospital and chat with people.
She is looking for her.
What are you doing with her at this time?
have no idea.
Probably because he wanted to see that scene with his own eyes to make himself give up.
— she guessed right.
Walking along the Zhongshan Street near the hospital to the end, at a western restaurant at an intersection, she saw Jian Qing, a man in a suit and leather shoes.
The two sat by the window and talked about something.
There is a large bouquet of flowers beside Jian Qing.
Lu Yinxi rubbed his eyes, watched that scene over and over again, and his heart was broken into pieces.
Holding back her tears, she turned around and wanted to leave, but she seemed to be thinking of something, tightened her clothes, took a look at Jian Qing, and walked towards them.
Pushing open the door of the western restaurant, the waiter came over to inquire. She pointed to the table by the window and said with a smile that there was a reservation, then walked straight over, took off her coat without notice, and sat down.
The man in suit and leather shoes was a little surprised: "Miss, are you going—"
Jian Qing looked at Lu Yinxi, and said softly, "My people."
Lu Yinxi put on a signature smile: "Hi, I'm her cousin. I passed by this store just now and saw my cousin outside the window. I couldn't help but come in to say hello. Didn't I disturb you two?"
The man nodded, showing a warm smile: "It's okay, I know you, I saw you on TV, you have a nice name, Shuangluoxiongshengshu, Linkong Luyinxi, Luyinxi."
He is a handsome man, a mature gentleman, without showing the slightest displeasure at being disturbed, he called the waiter to order, hung up the coat that Lu Yinxi had taken off, and took the initiative to find topics to talk to ease the atmosphere of each other.
"My father chose the name, he likes Mei Yaochen's poems very much."
The man still had a smile on his face: "That's the founder of Song poetry, and he is called 'Maio' together with Ouyang Xiu."
Lu Yinxi didn't know much about literature, so he choked for a moment and changed the subject.
"What's your name, sir?"
"Miangui's surname is Shen."
"Which line of study did Mr. Shen pursue?"
"He is a teacher and teaches at **** University."
Lu Yinxi asked her name, occupation, and family background, as if she was on a blind date with him.
The man answered patiently one by one.
Jian Qing was eating quietly at the side, occasionally raising her head to glance at Luyinxi.
Lu Yinxi never looked at her, as if she didn't exist.
After asking the last question, Lu Yinxi raised his hand and glanced at his watch, as if he really came to check on his cousin, and said with a smile: "Mr. My cousin's husband. I have an appointment with someone, so I'm sorry, you can talk slowly. "
She looked at Jian Qing: "Cousin, you forgot to bring your coat when you went out. I brought it for you. Remember to wear it when you leave. It's cold outside, so don't freeze."
This is the first sentence she said to her since entering the door.
After finishing speaking, before Jian Qing could speak, she got up and left.
As soon as I went out, the tears could no longer be held back, and came out of my eyes.
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, blinked hard, and walked along a road, aimlessly.
In the end, she didn't know which square she came to, so she randomly found a bench behind the flowers and sat down.
She raised her hand to wipe her tears over and over again, but the tears couldn't be wiped away, and within a few seconds, her vision was blurred again.
She stopped wiping, lowered her head, and played back those heart-piercing scenes over and over again in her mind, letting her tears fall to the ground.
In fact, she doesn't even have the right to be sad. What kind of relationship do they have? What right does she have to be sad?
A pair of familiar boots suddenly appeared in the blurred vision, Lu Yinxi blinked, squeezed tears out of the eye sockets, and his vision gradually became clearer.
Sitting on the bench, she slowly raised her head, and saw a familiar black coat, a tall figure, and then went up to a pair of cold and beautiful eyes.
Jian Qing stood in front of her, condescending, looking at her tear-stained face.
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