365 Days To Love-Chapter 193 - ONE HUNDRED AND NINETY-THREE:Her Fault.

Chapter 193: Chapter ONE HUNDRED AND NINETY-THREE:Her Fault.

It hurts.

It hurt real bad when she remembered Hazel’s words to her earlier,it was very obvious that she was not interested in having any sort of relationship with her.

She knew that.

But yet,her persistence couldn’t let her give her daughter the space to think,it wasn’t her fault either.

She was not able to sleep yesterday night,not after finding out that her daughter who was long thought dead by that nun was alive all this while.

She couldn’t understand the reason why a sister would lie about such a trivial matter like that,and was she desperate enough on that very day she asked about her daughter?

Yes.

A normal human being wouldn’t have such a black heart, after seeing how desperate she was in searching for her babygirl.

That would be another issue that would be taken care of,as of now,she isn’t able to do anything but sit and hope she comes down anytime soon.

She has always been close.

Her baby girl had always been close to her,yet,she couldn’t see that because of her lack of interest in the internet.

Now,she had realized the reason why Mary gave her such an unbelievable look, after finding out that she doesn’t know who Hazel is.

Hazel.

Such a nice name,but it would have been all better if Arabella was there instead of that.

Antonio had foolishly left in disgrace moments ago, after hearing Hazel speak bad about him,she didn’t feel remorseful for what their daughter did.

He deserves everything that’s happening to him right now, for being such a bad husband and dad to their kids.

But from what she noticed about him,was the fact that all these years of staying apart from each other.

He had never for once thought of getting another wife,or having any flings. She didn’t understand the reason why he would tell her that, when it’s obvious to him that she’s married now.

Well,fake married.

But at least,that did come into handy today,it did give her immense pleasure seeing that he was hurt when he saw her with James.

James altogether did worse by displaying his sudden affection in front of everyone,that she could have hated the way he was touchy with her had it been Antonio wasn’t present.

That was what she wanted.

To make him jealous.

To make him realize that he lost a gem while picking up a stone instead,and that earlier was only the beginning.

When she’s done with him,he would have nothing left with him,not even their children and his precious company to begin with.

Yet,the thought of that didn’t settle well with her,not after she had found her children.

But that’s just her emotion acting up,and the need to be one big family again had her having a second’s thoughts had it been Ethan didn’t walk up to her.

"Can i sit for a while with you?’’Ethan asked nervously,his hands were in his pocket of the denim jeans he had on with a black shirt on top.

He didn’t know why exactly he didn’t despise his mother,there was enough reason to do that and that would be for abandoning his sister and leaving the country.

That was a huge issue altogether that would take time to settle.Hazel was more stubborn and determined when she’s angry,and forgiving their mom was certainly not on her list at the moment.

He could have sided with his sister,yes,that’s what Siblings do right?

But he’s tired and exhausted from all these,he’s the one who’s supposed to be really mad for living in lies for all these years,but all of that hate had disappeared the moment he found her and their mother.

So,he doesn’t understand the reason why Hazel doesn’t want to take any chances at forgiving her mom.

Of course,their dad’s off limits and she can go ahead, and hate him for the rest of their life,he’s an asshole.An aged asshole!

It hurts seeing his mother his way,and the peace between the both of them was more heartwarming than what is going on right now.

"Of course,you can ’’it didn’t come as a surprise anymore that her boy was already warming up to her.

God!

He’s all grown up.

She really missed a lot,she missed a lot about her children but that would all be solved real soon.

She would get the remaining time with them,but it’s really sad that Hazel,yeah, Arabella would be getting married tomorrow and there is nothing she could do about it.

She hasn’t even given both of them blessings,how sure is she that Zaiden is the right partner for her?

Remembering everything that she would have done as her mother,brought tears to her face but she tried to hold it in.

Ethan was right here.

She didn’t want to bother him with the fact that she’s hurt, but even as she tried to pretend.she didn’t know that Ethan was quite observant,and had been watching behind closed doors for a while.

She had secluded herself away from where her new husband was,and was sitting alone with her thoughts running wild after what Hazel did.

He didn’t see her after she had left,but he knew that she was in safe hands,Zaiden went after her.

What he wouldn’t want would be her getting into danger, when her big day was tomorrow.

He wasn’t a fool.

He had eavesdropped on old man William’s conversation, with Ezekiel about his fear about tomorrow.

Everyone was not comfortable,well why would they be? When there’s a psychopath out there that wants to kill his sister.

This was more reason why he’s scared about Hazel getting married to Zaiden,it wasn’t a secret that such a wealthy family was the center of attention in the country and that would require attracting bad attention to themselves too.

Whoever killed that guard in this house was certainly working for the enemy of the family,and Hazel was about to become part of the family.

Thereby,being another target altogether becauses she’s loved by both Zaiden and the family , except Nathan,yeah except him.

It’s of no use trying to tell his mother about this,he didn’t want her getting more scared and stressed up than she already is.

She had a lot going on,and this issue was taking a toll on her like not paying attention to him, and spacing out when she had someone sitting right next to her.

"Mom!"He called again,this time more aggressively that she jerked from the sound.

She looked at Ethan,who had a shocked look on his face when he realized what he just did.

Mom.

He just called her mom.

Her baby just called her mom.

"I...I..’’Ethan tried speaking,but he was pulled in for an embrace,as she started crying while caressing his hair.

She didn’t need to take any permission before touching him,when he’s already shown her that he’s cool with her.

The only problem with him was the fact that he’s trying to adjust to all of this ,that’s all.

"I’m so sorry son,your mommy is so sorry"She apologized, using her free hand to cover her mouth from making any further sound.

Jane’s was just a few doors away from here,and he would rush in if he notices any sounds coming from where she is.

"It’s.. okay"Ethan mumbled, raising his right hand up, although it hung up in the air for a while before it came resting down finally on his mother’s back.

He needs to assure her that he’s fine with whatever she’s doing, he’s not going to make it hard for her to win him over too.

The problem was Hazel,Not him.

It took a while before they both broke the hug,he took out his handkerchief from his pocket, and wiped her tear stained face with it.

Being in such close proximity with her,he could see the strong resemblance she shared with her daughter.

Hazel was just the mini Isabella.

Arabella Sinclair.

She would rather go nameless than to go by her real name,but he’s sure Zaiden would do the needful by talking her out of what she feels for her parents.

She can’t run away from it.

No one can do that.

"I’m sorry about earlier with Hazel,she’s still...hurting"He couldn’t find any proper word to describe what was going on with her, and also not to make it seem obvious that it’s all his mother’s fault.

"I know Ethan,"She smiled, for the very first time,but that’s just for a second because her moody look took over."I’m to be blamed Ethan,I hurt her so much more than any parents would do to their child"

"You probably had a reason for that"

"That doesn’t change the fact that i did hurt her,it’s the cross i would have to carry all my life because i know she would never forgive me"She honestly said.

"Hazel is not that heartless,she would come around soon"

"When is that? She’s getting married tomorrow and there’s nothing i had done as her mother"

"I ..."Ethan’s conversation was cut short by the door swinging open in a haste to reveal her husband.

The look on his face shows that everything is not okay,she stood up immediately, the worst thought rushing through her mind.

"What’s wrong James?"she asked,totally forgetting that Ethan was here and she was speaking to her husband in a manner that a friend would talk to each other.

"There’s been a bit of a problem,"James said, looking at her son briefly before giving his attention back to her.

"It’s not about my baby right?"She asked.

It’s definitely about Hazel,she can see it in his eyes, something is wrong.

"I’m sorry Bella,She’s nowhere to be found"James explained,and saw the mixed emotion on her face as she tried to understand what he meant.

"What does that mean? She was outside with Zaiden moment’s ago?"Ethan demanded in a haste.

"A message was dropped earlier by her Fiance,they eloped together"He passed the information to both mother and son.

His main concern was on Isabella,he knew what she would think of this.

"It’s all my fault,"Bella whispered.