Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 73: Why fight back?

CW: dark themes ahead read cautiously

Unknown POV

I dig the blunt blade of my old pocket knife into my father’s study table, I slowly drag it along the surface just to hear the satisfying screech.

Using my legs, I spin around in the comfortable office seat just for the thrill of it while humming a song I heard the other day on the radio; something about a hype boy.

The timing has to be perfect if the effect will be perfect.

I play the video once more, I can’t believe I forgot about it after so long.

’Things happen for a reason’ I say to myself.

I open the X app carefully and switch to my burner account, no one will ever be able to find me, the worst Yujun can do is suspect and cry...if he’s brave enough, maybe he will make things easier and just end his life.

A round of laughter bubbles from my inside. I’m so excited to see what the world would think of the powerful Choi Alpha, once I have him out of the way, all that will be left is Hwang clan.

I laugh again and pause when the door is pushed open gently, it’s just a maid.

"What do you want?" I ask her gently with a charming smile on my face and she bows.

"Lord Hwang asks to see you" she says while blushing.

"Ah, I see...did he say why?" I ask as I fold my pocket knife and slide it into my suit’s breast pocket

"No sir" she says and I wave her way, she bows once more before leaving.

I walk over to stand in front of the mirror and pat my well arranged hair to make sure I look presentable first and foremost.

The video. I almost forgot again.

With a slow shake of my head, I upload the video and add a few hash tags that will be sure to attract attention within hours.

This is going to be fun.

He should have been scared of me but he wasn’t and I will make sure he pays.

Yujun’s POV

Father not coming for me himself is a sign of how much pain is waiting for me.

My heart is pounding in my chest, but I make no attempt to run or save myself, I just let the guards pick me like a rag doll from the floor while I pick and hold on to my Jaehyun’s hoodie.

Mother and Yunah are still arguing with each other, blissfully unaware of my being carried out.

I make no sound that would alert them and the men that carries me out move stealthily, moving almost silently as the drag me out.

My body is limp in their strong grips as they take me to stand in front of the waiting car.

The black luxury sedan.

My favorite car.

I give in as my body is maneuvered into the car that I have ridden a good number of times for my pretentious son of Choi alpha appearances in public.

The car that had once been my golden carriage has now become my black maria and there is nothing I can do but accept my fate.

Through the ride I stay silent while my body screams for help, shaking with unspoken and unexplainable fear.

My fist is closed around the hoodie I almost lost, and my breathing is slow, already knowing what is waiting for me, nothing new.

"Take it" one of the guards says and passes a phone to me.

I take the phone with my shaking hands and look at the screen; it’s the same video of me on the X platform.

I look at his face, wondering why I am being shown what I have already seen.

"The comments" he says and nudges his chin towards the phone in my hand and I look back to the phone.

I really don’t want to see this anymore, I don’t want to know what others are saying...I already know my fate, but I obey anyways.

The video has garnered a larger number of views; within minutes two thousand views were racked up to eight thousand.

People only ever seem to look forward to the downfall of anyone they have known to be at the top.

Wow that is Choi Yujun, right? This has to be fake

There is no way that is real, how can he be an omega?? Men shouldn’t be omegas

Isn’t this pathetic? He looks like a freak of nature

The chois are full of surprises, first Yunah forced bite and now Yujun is an omega? wow.

My hands shake harder with every word I read, and the more it dawns on me the gravity of what my exposure has the ability to do to my family, I put the phone down on my lap.

"Head alpha Choi says you have to read it all" the guard says who had given me the phone says, and I almost shake my head in refusal, but I obey anyways.

I always obey, I have to always obey or else.

Everyone strangeness apart, doesn’t he look fuckable?

I need to know who leaked this Kikiki, crazy

Look at how desperate he looks, stupid faker, shouldn’t he be taken to a lab or something?

I always knew his stupid face looked weak, I didn’t realize he was this worthless

Piece of shit male omega

The Choi clan has a male omega curse for a first son?? It’s over for them all

I can’t read anymore. I can’t keep looking at the crude words these people who know nothing about me keep saying.

"That’s enough" the gruff voice of my father’s right-hand man who has been sitting silently next to me finally says and the guard takes the phone from my hand.

"Yujun" he calls my name, and I keep my face forward.

"Do you know the damage you have brought?" my father’s righthand man asks and when I still choose to stay silent, he turns his head to look at me with eyes that pass more message than using words.

He looks at me like I disgust him.

"I knew from the start that you will bring failure...pity, you would have been useful in other ways" he says, his eyes move over my body in a way they shouldn’t, and I shrink into myself.

The man bursts into laughter at my reaction and then with a smile on his face he keeps talking.

"Tell you what little omega" he says and leans into my space, his beer laced breath fanning my face and I almost retch in disgust.

"If you give me a good reason" he emphasizes on the word ’reason’ with a drawl, "I might ask your father to...be kinder to you" he says and I hear a strong and unapologetic growl rumbling in my chest.

My own eyes widen at the quick reaction of my omega as the man blinks and slightly moves away from me, "you dare to growl at an alpha?" he asks and I do it again, deliberately this time around.

"Proud and shameless, a combination that will get you killed" he says and grabs my chin with brute force that has his blunt finger digging into my cheeks.

"Don’t touch me" I hiss at him through clenched teeth while struggling to take my face out of his hand.

And he takes his hands off me for a second and returns it to my face with a slap that forces my head to the side.

The guard at the front looks back, wearing a smug smile, happy at my getting hit.

"Say that again you piece of shit" he says and I open my mouth to repeat myself when he lands another slap, I keep my face straight and take the pain.

I know it’s nothing compared to what is waiting for me within the cold walls of the room I will be locked away but my eyes still burn with unshed tears.

"You have truly forgotten every training we instilled in you, you mutt" he says and grabs my now long hair, "don’t worry, we will make sure you never forget again" he whispers in my face.

I shut my eyes as his harsh breath assaults my senses and my omega claws inside me to fight back.

Why fight back when I will never make it out alive?

’Fight for us’ my omega pleads and as the man releases me, I bow my head, ignoring the war cries of my omega.

"Welcome to your rehabilitation center Yujun" he says and gets out of the car.

I hear him ordering a guard to drag me out while I force my omega to shut up the way I have always done from the start.

’Jaehyun’ my omega says.

’Jaehyun-ah, alpha save us’

’There is no saving’ I say to us both as I am led to the entrance of the building.

My father is standing by the wall with a deep scowl on his face.

"Lock the doors" he orders and I know.

It’s over.