MTL - Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement-Chapter 48 Everyone's heart
Yu Qiu nodded to Xu Hong and looked around. "What about other people?"
Xu Hong pointed his finger at the heart.
Yu Qiu was surprised, "They...all are still inside?"
"Yeah. This road should be difficult for most people to go." Xu Hong sighed and looked at Yu Qiu laughed. "This performance is very good for the younger brother."
Yu Qiugang was so good at the corner of his eyes that he couldn't help but hear this.
Xu Hong discovered that the corner of the autumn eyes was red, and he bowed his eyes. Then he opened his eyes and comforted. "Nothing... you are so good, sometimes you cry out and crawl out..."
Because there are only two people at the moment, too quiet, Xu Hong can't stand the loneliness. After a while, I can't help but ask, "What did the younger brother see this time?"
Yu Qiu looked at him and said that he would not tell him if he died.
Xu Hong coughed, and he did not ask anything about his own fashion. He continued to look straight ahead.
Then a burst of crying finally broke the silence. Shen Qianlan covered his face with his hands, and cried out of his heart and ran out all the way, spreading his tears to the ground.
"Xiaolan..." Xu Hong sighed and pointed his finger at Yu Qiu. "You lost face in front of your brother."
Shen Qianlan was crying. When he saw him, he estimated that he didn’t even hear anything. He raised his hand and slammed it up again, then continued to cry and ran forward, hiding in a no one to see. In the corner, only Xu Hong was stunned with a new palm print on his cheek.
Yu Qiu couldn't help but laugh. "You are very popular!"
Xu Hong reached out and covered his cheeks, still so stunned.
For a long while, Xu Hong suddenly said to the autumn, "Yu Shidi, you are against me now, it is not like before."
"Which is it before?"
"That kind of..." Xu Hongwang said, "It seems that I don't want to take care of it. Every time I talk to me, I have to bite my head and be stubborn. I have thought about how long I have offended you..."
“Hey...” Yu Qiu said, “In fact, there is nothing wrong with it, that is, you look like a person I know before.”
"that is it?"
"Yes, it's just like this."
Xu Hong touched his knee: Why is it always me?
The two stood at the intersection for a while, but they didn't come out for a long time. Shen Qianlan didn't come back. Gu Ruxue still had tea there, and it was really boring.
"Actually, you can go to rest." Xu Hong gave him a wooden sign.
"I wait."
Ok... Xu Hong silently took the wooden sign back.
"Are you also walking through this path?" Yu Qiu suddenly asked.
"Of course." Xu Hongdao, "I went with Gu Lan together with Gu Shishu, you should have seen it."
"What did you see?" Yu Qiu asked again.
"Mother." Xu Hong answered without hesitation.
"...mother?"
"Why are you so surprised?" Xu Hong snorted. "It's usually a parent...not a mother or a father."
Yu Qiu was even more surprised. "Is it?"
"If you don't believe that there are a few more people, ask them." Xu Hongdao, "70% is a parent, 20% is a lover or a double partner or a child, only the remaining one is another."
Seeing that Qiuqiu is still stunned, Xu Hong explained, "This road reflects the deepest heart... so most of them are parents. After all, it is the first mentor in life. This kind of influence is easy to cover. Past."
Nodded in the autumn, it seems that I finally understood.
"Don't you?" Xu Hong asked with a little curiosity.
"Hey..." Yu Qiu thought, "From this level... it should be equivalent to a father."
"Father?" Xu Hong chewed these two words, and I don't know why I felt that my knee was in the middle of an arrow.
In a few words, several people came out of their hearts. One of them was pale, and one kept squatting, and a red-faced ear gnashed his teeth. The rest of the face was as usual, and he always knew nothing about autumn.
Yu Qiu is somewhat worried: how can Xiaochun sleep not come out.
He couldn't help but think: What will Xiao Chunmian see? Is it really a parent?
In the heart of the road, the footsteps sounded again. Yu Qiu quickly looked at it. I saw a person holding the wall with his hands. He was sweating, his teeth were biting, and he trembled step by step, but he was unswervingly determined. The ground came out from the inside. Still not Xiao Chunmian, but another acquaintance, Gao Conghan.
Gao from the cold is closing his eyes, seems to be to avoid being discovered after the magic. After all, he is now emotionally fluctuating, and he doesn't know how stable it will be.
"Look." Xu Hong whispered, "Is it absolutely a childhood abuse, do you believe it or not?"
Yu Qiu Fu amount: Dude, do you want to gossip like this.
Then Xu Hong looked at his face and was surprised. "Isn't that the little magic repair?"
Cough in autumn.
"Speak up..." Yu Qiu asked, "Have you checked him recently?"
"Because you all said no," Xu Hong replied. "So even if it is, I am really wrong..."
In the autumn, the subtle strangeness came again. Xu Hong’s appearance, which is too easy to compromise, is really uncomfortable for him.
When Gao Conghan was about to walk to the intersection, he suddenly trembled and trembled, then quickly leaned back against the wall and hurriedly adjusted his breathing. If he can hear the whispering whisper of Xu Hong before, he will laugh three times: Quasi, ah, my mother is too accurate!
The illusion of Gao Conghan is the family he had hosted in his childhood.
To be honest, he really didn't know why the family wanted to adopt him. After all, the family was very poor. If you simply raise a plaything for abuse, it would be too wasteful. But apart from a plaything that was simply used for abuse, he really couldn't think of what he could be in the eyes of the family.
The family has a biological son who has been playing with him since he was a child. He can't resist, and the result of the rebellion is that the adopted father and the mother are ruined with the rattan. The thing he was taught since childhood was that everything in this family was not his. He could only wait for the charity of his family, and he could not think of taking the initiative to get anything. He used to have a piece of meat in front of his own son, and was splashed by a pot of boiling water. Finally, he burned a whole arm and burned almost.
He had to escape.
Then, the first thing he did after he got the power was to go back to the town and kill the family of three. His embarrassment must be reported, and the roots have been laid from the beginning. However, this hatred that had been revengeful for a long time has appeared in his illusion, and it still makes him difficult.
When Gao Cong was still struggling for the final steps of the approaching intersection, Yu Qiu finally got a bright eye and waited for the person he wanted to wait for.
Xiao Chunmian stepped on the gentle steps and showed his body shape from the depths of his heart.
His pace is very light, very slow, yet flat and steady. Xiao Chunmian’s face is a strange look. It seems that the brow is tight and it seems to be smiling.
Xu Hong couldn't help but scorn: He observed his heart for so long, and he couldn't see what the illusion of Xiao Chunmian might be.
However, in fact, the illusion of Xiao Chunmian is still the most unbelievable thing: parents.
To be precise, it is his aunt.
For many years, Xiao Chunmian once thought that it was his biological mother, so naturally it caused a trouble: his mother did not like him half a minute, but he did not know why.
Is it because he is too clumsy because he is too ugly, or because he is not likable?
Now I want to come. Xiaochunmian’s efforts to become a good person at the beginning are based on a very selfish motive: he wants to be liked.
But reality does not always satisfy a child's innocent ideal. Even if he is committed to becoming a great good man, he still can't be loved by everyone. At least his aunt never likes him.
This is a strange phenomenon. No matter how good a person is, he will always be deeply disgusted by other people while being loved by some people. And no matter how bad a person is, he will always suffer a part of disgust. It is deeply loved by other people.
Perhaps it is because people are multifaceted and people are so fickle.
For example, Xiao Chunmian himself, after becoming a good person because he wants to be liked, and found that the facts are not always as good as ideal, he decisively abandoned the original motive that he wanted to be liked. Although his aunt still doesn't like him, he is detached. He doesn't stick to it because he finds that he doesn't really like his aunt.
To be precise, he doesn't have the "so like" thing.
Since then, Xiao Chunmian has been pursuing her own way of doing good based on another, more selfish motive: he feels cool.
In addition to doing good deeds, there is nothing in the world that will give him the same sense of pleasure.
- Until he met Yu Qiu.
In this way, Xiao Chunmian thinks about his own way through the illusion of his aunt.
A road that was originally firmly rooted in his heart, but recently unexpectedly encountered obstacles.
Xiao Chunmian has already made further thoughts in the future, and has already reached the end of the road. Xiao Chunmian suddenly opened his eyes, and there were two points in the look.
Yu Qiu greeted him eagerly at the intersection, and he couldn’t help but see, "Why, you still haven’t done it yet?"
Xiao Chunmian decided to look at the autumn and a half, suddenly raised his lips and smiled.
He found his heart.