MTL - Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement-Chapter 47 Yu Qiu and Xu Hong
Once in the heart, the road is still the road, the scenery on the road has changed. It becomes something that can't be ignored even if it is known as an illusion, because it is all the deepest reflection in the bottom of my heart.
Yu Qiu suddenly looked at the person who appeared in front of his eyes.
Xu Hong.
Not at the last moment of the previous life, lying in the gentle township, reminiscent of Xu Hong, who abandoned or even killed the autumn, is not the one encountered in this world, as if it is more strange than a pure stranger. Some Xu Hong.
It is the brother who seems to be worthy of dependence forever in the past few hundred years. It seems to be treated with gentleness forever. It seems that it can support the whole world of Qiuyi and seems to be irreplaceable.
Xu Hong extended his hand to him. "Teacher, keep behind me, don't lose."
Xu Hong looked at him in the moonlight and smiled. "Teacher, can't sleep? Then come and accompany me, I will tell you a story."
Xu Hong climbed to the top of the mountain overnight and lifted it up in the autumn. He let him ride his neck and watch a sunrise together. "Teacher, you see, this is my favorite scenery, very beautiful, right? ”
At that time, how old was the autumn? Oh, the body is probably as big as it is now, fourteen or five years old. But in the 14-year-old Yu Qiu, there was no mind that matched his age.
Yu Qiu's childhood injury to the gods, stupid for ten years, was later led by Xu Hong into the door, with the cultivation and a little cure the serious injury of the gods, and gradually restored the mind of a normal person. Even if Yu Qiu, who was cured, is still like a five-year-old child, he doesn't know anything, and he needs to learn from scratch.
Everything in the autumn of that year was taught by Xu Hong.
It is Xu Hong who will raise an adult in autumn.
After many years, Xu Hong even joked to tell Yu Qiu: You know, the younger brother, you urinated on me when I was young.
Yu Qiu was blocked, and he couldn’t take another step in this path.
Those memories that were deliberately neglected were turned over from the deepest buried heart, and they rushed over and over, and bloodyly spread in front of the autumn eyes.
Yu Qiu seems to have returned to the past.
Returning to the first moment when I finally woke up after ten years of ignorance, I remembered the first picture that I had remembered for centuries.
A person, a tall body of a monster, and a lot of bright red blood.
Yu Qiu had no way of knowing why he was lost in the depths of Xuanyang Mountain at that time. He only remembered that Xu Hong’s blood was glaring at him, completely ignoring his own injuries, and only shivered with a lost and frightened voice. Repeatedly chanting the same sentence, "Teacher... you are fine... just fine, you are fine..."
Xu Hong saved more than once in autumn.
Xu Hong’s grace for autumn can no longer be calculated by life.
Yu Qiuduo wants to forget all this!
He took a deep breath and forced himself to move on. He did not forget that he is now taking this road. He knows that he is not in the depths of the memory he sees at the moment, but is in the third level of the entry test of Xuanyangzong. He tried hard to bury the memories that had been turned over again.
But every step forward in the steps, the illusions will take another step forward.
In the years when the previous life was in Xuanyang Zong, Yu Qiu did not know how many teachers were old. He was only nurtured by Xu Hong. He was sent to the classroom by Xu Hong in the morning and was taken home by Xu Hong in the evening. Every day was like this, calm and serene, but not boring, because Xu Hong always accompanied him. That was the most wonderful time in the life of the past in the autumn, even if he was nothing at all, the interest in Fu Xi did not have any chance to produce anything worthy of praise.
The most beautiful time of this period ended in a sudden one day.
The head of Xuanyang Zong and the other masters of the Yuan Ying period at that time led all the masters of the Jindan period and even the condensed yuan period in several major gates to go out to do something. Then they suddenly disappeared and one did not return. Starting from this node, everything is turned upside down.
In the middle of the night, Yu Hong was shaken from the quilt by Xu Hong, yawning and being swayed by Xu Hong on his back, and then was completely awake by the fire of the sky.
There were alarms of enemies coming from all over the place. The Xuanyang Zong Nei was left in the refining period. The small monks in the base period were all panicked. Xu Hong, who should stand up and lead them, decisively abandoned his responsibility. Just taking care of the autumn and fleeing in the night. Yu Qiu was very astonished at the time, and could not accept this fact until a slap fell on his face. Xu Hong first touched him.
"But Xuanyang Zong..."
"Don't worry about what Xuanyang Zong! I just have you!"
After this night, Xuanyangzong was destroyed, and even the last successful escape was rare.
After becoming the lucky one, Xu Hong and Yu Qiu began to struggle to survive in the cracks of the real world. Everything has become difficult, and everything has become irrelevant. Except for Xu Hong, it seems that it can still support the back of the whole world.
"Teacher, keep up with me, I won't let you get hurt."
However, Yu Qiu knew that Xu Hong was under great pressure during that time. The whole world of comprehension in those years was a chaotic battlefield. In this troubled world, everyone was alive and scared. Xu Hong also had to drag on Yu Qiu, and naturally it would be more difficult than others to live.
Even in the most difficult moment of the paragraph, the most innocent moment in the autumn, Xu Hong did not think about abandoning autumn.
Xu Hong once lost an arm in a siege.
Afterwards, he smiled and said to the autumn, "But there is always an arm in the area. There is always a way to pick it up. As long as you are fine." It is true. After successfully entering the Golden Age, Xu Hong did not take much effort to heal the arm that was lost.
As long as it is in front of the autumn, Xu Hong seems to be so always in the sky, always so omnipotent.
But before Jin Dan, Xu Hong had specifically hid in a place that he thought would not be seen, and cried with the stubble. This was accidentally bumped into the autumn.
Probably after breaking through the scene, Yu Qiu's accomplishments on Fu Xi finally germinated, and from a not-so-small Xiao Fu Xiu, it became the first famous master of the Xuanyan mainland. Others won't know that when Yu Qiu got all these praises, the most happy thing in his heart was that he could finally help the brothers and finally be able to share some pressure for the brothers.
Life is still difficult, and the combination of Yu Qiu and Xu Hong has become a master of no one who can not be a small person.
"Brother, if it weren't you, I couldn't walk today."
"Is it?" At that time, Xu Hongzheng wiped the flying sword that followed him for many years. He heard his words and looked up and smiled. "It’s so good, I also rely on you to come to today."
They are so dependent on each other for hundreds of years.
...So why did it end up like that?
Yu Qiu couldn’t understand why he had hated Xu Hong’s hate and gnash his teeth, and hated that he would never see each other forever. What appeared in his heart at this time was not the scenes that made him hate, but these Warmth and veins.
It hurts, it hurts too much.
The warmth that was revealed in the illusion of this scene was actually more painful than the chilling words of Xu Hong seen in the mirror of the Shadow Magic in the autumn. It also caused him more pain, more pain, and pain. I don't want to be born.
Yu Qiu breathed in a hurry, and fled in this illusion of the scene, but finally found that he actually did not move, still staying in that place, still facing the origin.
Xu Hong is deeply rooted in the heart of autumn. It is not the last betrayal, but the scene in front of him.
Yu Qiu’s deepest feelings for Xu Hong are not hate, but attachment.
But all because of the last betrayal, warmth has become the deepest spike of hurt, and attachment has become a hate.
Yu Qiuqi asked himself: One person saved you so many times, gave you almost everything, even relying on him, you really become a person, and finally this person wants to take your life... really worthy of such hatred ? He has given you far more than he finally wanted to take away from you. But still hate, can't help but hate. It is because of the deep attachment that I hate it so much.
Even the ultimate shadow magic that will be tortured to death in the autumn will not make him hate this.
Yu Qiu grabbed his hair with both hands, trembled, bent down his knees and half squatted to the ground.
At the moment when I first saw the betrayal, Yu Qiu thought that perhaps this centuries of getting along was just an illusion. The real Xu Hong is such a hypocritical villain. He forced himself to believe this assertion, because only this argument allowed him to explain all of this, allowing him to think that he could break those attachments and make him no longer so painful.
But when the heart turned over all of this, Yu Qiu had to find that those who could not get along were not an illusion.
The last Xu Hong is true, but Xu Hong used to be true.
He finally found out that he could not simply hate Xu Hong as a person, and he could not forgive him. He could not even forget this person completely, even if he thought he could do it himself. He wants to rush to the eyes of Xu Hong, forcefully pick up Xu Hong's clothes, and asks loudly: Why is this?
Yu Qiu couldn't find this answer, so he couldn't see it at all.
He did not know where Xu Hong’s change started.
It was from the life of Xu Hong who appeared in the life of Xu Hong, telling him to start better if he abandoned it in autumn?
It was after more than a hundred years from Xu Hong’s arrival at Jindan’s peak, and finally was caught up in Yu Qiu’s cultivation.
It is from the reputation of Yu Qiu on the Xuanyan mainland more and more distant, and finally overshadowed Xu Hong began?
Or from the first time in the autumn, using Fu Yun to help Xu Hong solve an opponent, waiting for Xu Hong's praise with full expectation, but only waited for Xu Hong's Thunder anger to begin?
But there is never another person to tell him the real answer.
Yu Qiu has been reborn once, and will never have another chance to meet the former Xu Hong. As for this Xu Hong in this world, there is really no relationship with those in the past.
Yu Qiu did not know how long he had been in the same place.
Then he finally stood up, pressed the red eye, and walked forward again. It’s not the kind of mad rush, but step by step, going down the ground.
If the deceased is like this, don't regret it, why bother.
Yu Qiu finally saw the deepest haze buried in his heart, could not be solved, and did not need to be solved here. If you want to go through this path, he just needs to avoid it and dare to face it.
The scene on the heart is still changing. Yu Qiu’s heart is still stabbed by memories, but his footsteps have not stopped, but have been gone.
At the end of the day, the cloud is open to the moon.
At the end of the heart, there is a small pavilion. Gu Ruxue is sitting in the pavilion and has a cup of warm tea.
"Yu Shidi." One person stood at the intersection and smiled at him.
Xu Hong.
It is not the Xu Hong who was deeply missed by Qiu, but another stranger who is familiar with it.