MTL - Chasing Summer-Chapter 77
The air froze for a second.
Something slowly melted in the cold air, and then Chi Yao said, "I'm not unhappy."
"Do you know what you look like now," Lin Zhexia looked at him and said, "Like a drunk person who insists on saying that he didn't drink too much."
"..."
Chi Yao didn't speak.
After a while, he raised his eyebrows and said, "Have you ever thought that this person just doesn't drink too much?"
He added: "Not everyone drinks as badly as you."
Lin Zhexia: "Then you have a smile."
Chi Yao: "..."
She added, "It's not a superficial smile, it's a smile from the heart. If you have the ability, just show me a smile."
Chi Yao passed her and went to the kitchen to get water: "Don't laugh."
"You're just angry."
"Not angry."
Lin Zhexia got off the sofa and followed him into the kitchen: "Then you still refuse to laugh."
"I'm sorry," Chi Yao closed the refrigerator door, bickering with her like countless times before, "I like to be quiet when I'm happy."
"..."
It's a good one to be quiet.
Lin Zhexia couldn't say no to him.
The refrigerator door had just been closed, and Chi Yao's hand hadn't been retracted yet. She bent down and took the initiative to sneak in through the gap between Chi Yao and the refrigerator. After she stood up straight, the posture of the two of them looked like Chi Yao took the initiative Like putting her on the refrigerator.
The two got very close.
After Lin Zhexia got in by instinct, she didn't know what to do next.
Her mind went blank for a moment.
Then, she remembered that it is often said on the Internet that there is nothing between lovers that cannot be resolved with a kiss.
So she tiptoed secretly, approached him, and mustered up the courage to kiss him.
Despite being together for so long, she still seems jerky when it comes to kissing. Maybe it was because the person in front of him was Chi Yao.
So no matter how long they are together, she still feels shy.
Chi Yao didn't expect her to come up suddenly, and was obviously taken aback.
Lin Zhexia backed away after kissing, bumped into his light-colored pupils, and said seriously: "I don't like that guy from the skateboard club."
"It's not just him, I don't like people like him. How can you take the mate selection criteria that you said casually before? I don't remember when it all happened."
Lin Zhexia explained, the topic was out of control, and turned a little bit: "...When I was a child, I said that I hoped that you could kneel down and kowtow to me three times, but I never saw you listen to me like that."
"..."
The atmosphere was strangely quiet for a few seconds because of her "kowtow three heads".
When Lin Zhexia tried to continue to say something, Chi Yao lowered his hands, the cold air brought in from the outside of his body had subconsciously dissipated, and after taking off his coat, there was only a thin sweater inside.
Chi Yao didn't want to say it.
For him, this kind of nameless emotion should not be spoken.
But Lin Zhexia was too serious, she cared about his emotions very seriously, so he couldn't keep silent.
He tightened his hand holding the water bottle and staggered her gaze: "It's not entirely because of this."
"It's not just him," Chi Yao finally said, "There are others. You will meet many other people in the future."
That's the end of their conversation for the night.
The hour hand points to twelve.
At this point, the dormitory building has already been closed, and students are prohibited from entering and leaving.
Naturally, Lin Zhexia had no way to go back, and could only stay at Chi Yao's house for one night.
Fortunately, she also lived here temporarily during the holidays, so the daily change of clothes and supplies are complete.
Nothing happened that night, and she had to have morning class the next day, but before she curled up in Chi Yao's arms and fell asleep, she was still thinking about his last words in a daze, but it was too late, she The consciousness became more and more unclear, and I didn't figure it out until I fell asleep.
The next day, she went back to the dormitory early in the morning to get her textbooks.
Lan Xiaoxue just got up, and greeted her while brushing her teeth: "I'm back."
"Well," Lin Zhexia responded, "Thank you for helping me put the books yesterday."
"What's the matter, it's easy."
Lan Xiaoxue didn't ask her where she went last night, she just said, "Last night, Qin Lei played two roles in the dormitory check, and I helped you hide it, otherwise the housekeeper would have to talk to you today, it would be so annoying very."
Lian Da dormitory inspection system is very strict.
In order to ensure the safety of students living on campus, many rules have been set up when checking dorms.
However, there are policies and there are countermeasures. They usually find someone to pretend to be the roommate who is not in the dormitory, and then go down to sign in for themselves after checking the dormitory. But this approach has some risks.
Lin Zhexia asked worriedly: "Auntie didn't recognize her?"
Lan Xiaoxue pointed to a wig next to her. It was black and brown and very long. She said annoyedly: "Yesterday they all rebelled and joined other clubs. Qin Lei went to the cos club and got a wig for joining the club that day. , came in handy."
"..."
It can still be like this.
"Then I'll treat you to dinner tonight." Lin Zhexia thought for a while and said politely, "Just tell me what you want to eat."
Lan Xiaoxue responded directly: "Okay, there is a new grilled fish restaurant in the school cafeteria, let's eat there at night."
In the evening, Lin Zhexia and Chi Yao made a report, and went to the cafeteria to eat with a few roommates.
The grilled fish was quickly brought up by the waiter, and the table was immediately filled with huge grills.
A few people gathered around the grilled fish and talked about the club's recruitment yesterday.
"That wig is still very practical."
"I knew I would go to your cosplay club too, but our club didn't give anything away."
"..."
They were chatting, but Lin Zhexia didn't speak.
She was a little absent-minded when eating, and she was holding a piece of **** to send to her mouth.
Lan Xiaoxue reminded her: "You picked ginger."
Lin Zhexia: "...Oh, I was mixed in, I didn't see clearly."
"What's the matter?" Lan Xiaoxue asked, "The relationship is not going well?"
Lin Zhexia put down her chopsticks, she really needed to talk to someone, so she said frankly, "A little bit."
The others pricked up their ears to listen.
Lin Zhexia briefly talked about the past between himself and Chi Yao, and finally concluded: "I don't understand why, isn't that just the angry thing I said before, and he said that I will meet many other people in the future. What do you mean by human?"
What she didn't say was: Does he regret being with her?
Want her to choose someone else?
…
But she soon felt that this reason was unlikely, Chi Yao was not such a person.
She thought about it, but couldn't think of the real reason.
Lan Xiaoxue and Qin Lei watched from the sidelines and said, "There's something I don't understand, it's not obvious."
Lin Zhexia: "Obviously?"
Lan Xiaoxue: "That's right, he is afraid that you like others, and he is worried whether you really like him."
Lin Zhexia didn't understand.
Because in her mind, Chi Yao is someone she has liked for a long time and finally got together. She never thought that such a person would be messed up because of her, and would worry that she liked others.
In her heart, Chi Yao should always be that proud young man who attracts people's attention and seems to shine. He shouldn't have such worries.
"What he cares about is not your standard of mate selection, but the fact that you may meet someone who meets your standard like the senior of the skateboard club, and you may like that person instead of really liking him."
Lan Xiaoxue explained again, and then she asked suspiciously, "How did you two get together at that time? I thought childhood sweethearts like you should be very strong after being together. That's the kind, you will be very sure that the other party is If you like yourself, why does he feel insecure, as if he is not very sure about your liking for him?"
How did they get together.
Following Lan Xiaoxue's words, Lin Zhexia thought along the lines: Because he chased her, she agreed.
…
When she thought of this, she reacted slowly.
Chi Yao didn't know that she liked him since high school, so he would think that he only liked him after being chased by him.
That's why he was afraid that she would meet someone who met the "mate selection criteria".
This person may not be the senior of the skateboarding club, but it may be someone else.
That's why he said "you'll meet a lot of other people in the future".
Lin Zhexia paid the bill ahead of time, took a few mouthfuls of rice in a hurry, and then put down the chopsticks: "Eat slowly, I have something to talk to him, so let's go first."
Lan Xiaoxue waved her hand: "Go, have a good chat with your brother."
Lin Zhexia has their professional schedule, and knows that they will have evening classes tonight.
So she pinched the end of get out of class all the way, and waited for them at the corner of their classroom in advance.
She squatted against the wall, reciting words while waiting.
Soon, the get out of class bell rang.
Several people came out of the classroom with their shoulders crossed. She glanced at the person who was surrounded by the last one walking in the crowd.
The young man was tall and had long legs, with one hand in his pocket, and the people around him wanted to pass him a cigarette case as if they were filial elder brothers. He glanced at the pack of cigarettes, but did not reach out to take it. Just as he was about to say "take it away", Someone stood in front of him and refused for him: "He doesn't smoke."
Chi Yao raised his eyes and saw the girl who unexpectedly appeared in front of him.
Lin Zhexia was serious, even a little angry: "Next time you pass him cigarettes, I will report you."
other people:"…"
"Sister-in-law, I misunderstood, we don't smoke," someone stood up and explained lamely, "It's because I don't smoke, that's why I bought a pack of cigarettes and came back to admire them, I want to see what the cigarettes look like."
"..."
Lin Zhexia wanted to roll her eyes.
But she came here this time because she had more important things to do, so she didn't continue to dwell on this topic.
She walked all the way to the apartment with Chi Yao.
"Are you going back directly?" Lin Zhexia asked, "Don't go to the cafeteria to eat."
Chi Yao said, "Go back and order takeaway."
Lin Zhexia let out an "oh".
Chi Yao walked near the apartment and found that she was still following him: "Aren't you going back to the dormitory?"
"No," Lin Zhexia held hands with him, tightened his fingers, and said, "I'll go back with you."
Chi Yao hadn't cleared up his thoughts yet, and wanted to calm down for a while, so he casually threatened her and said pointedly: "If you live with me, you may not be able to get up for morning class tomorrow."
Unexpectedly, Lin Zhexia was not afraid at all this time.
She blushed at the tips of her ears, but she still said, "Then it's better to be late."
"Anyway," her voice became smaller and smaller, "it doesn't matter if you are late once, and you will only deduct points after three times."
Chi Yao's throat tightened.
After a while, he said, "Do you know what you're talking about?"
Lin Zhexia followed him into the elevator: "Of course I know, besides, I have something else I want to tell you."
Chi Yao couldn't think of what she would say.
When he opened the door and entered the room, he wanted to turn on the light, but Lin Zexia stopped him.
"Can you leave the light off," she said nervously, "I'm afraid I'll be embarrassed."
Chi Yao's hand paused in the air, but finally did not press down.
In fact, even if the lights were not turned on, there was still some light in the room. The dim light from outside came in through the windows, hitting the outlines of the furniture.
I'm so full of words I don't know where to start.
Lin Zhexia opened his mouth, and memories of high school flashed before his eyes.
She didn't say it on purpose, but when Chi Yao said that she liked her for a long time at first, she didn't know how to say it, so she missed the best time to confess.
I tried to speak again later, but couldn't find an opportunity.
She finally said softly: "Actually, I was very happy when you chased me."
"I never thought that you would like me. I thought that I might only continue to like you silently."
It was rare for Chi Yao to react so slowly.
His lips were tightly lined, grasping the key point of her words: "What do you mean...continue to like me?"
Lin Zhexia searched for his eyes through the silhouette in the darkness, and at the moment they looked at each other through the darkness, she said, "Because I liked you since I was in high school."
"At the beginning, I didn't know that it was liking, but I just felt that every time I got close to you, I would become very strange. Later..." Lin Zhexia skipped the long and trivial part later, and only said, "But You are my best friend, I can't like you, let alone let you find out that I like you."
"So when you chased me, I was really happy."
She carefully counted the things that happened that only she knew: "I was very nervous when I took a couple photo with you. You sat next to me at the movie on Valentine's Day. I even wanted to thank He Positive."
"You want to go on stage, I'm watching you play the guitar at your house, and I really want you not to go, because I don't want you to be seen by other people."
She never thought that she would seriously confess her love to Chi Yao under the current situation.
Confession feels amazing.
The one standing in front of Chi Yao now is her, but it doesn't seem to be her.
Like her in high school.
The girl who had secretly liked Chi Yao carefully and secretly, finally said those things that she had no chance to say in high school.
"Me too, I have liked you for a long, long time."
When Lin Zhexia said this, the whole room was extremely quiet.
"So I won't," she finally swore, "No matter how many people I meet in the future, I will only like you."
After she finished speaking, she quietly waited for Chi Yao's response.
Because she was nervous, she was distracted to guess what Chi Yao would say back to her. Was she narcissistically saying "It's normal to like me", or was she so moved that she couldn't control herself...
But Chi Yao didn't say the last word.
He just reached out and pressed her neck aggressively, forcing her to come closer to him. He seemed to have adapted to the darkness, with an unbiased angle, capturing her precisely, and she had no strength to resist in front of him.
Then, his kiss pressed down.
This kiss was different from the previous ones, he had never kissed her so recklessly. They are like two people on the verge of suffocation, exchanging their last breath of oxygen.
No one remembers when the kiss ended.
Until Chi Yao talked to her, he held her down and asked her "Can I do it?" in her ear.
"Can you?" These three words have obvious meanings.
Lin Zhexia didn't speak, and took the initiative to sit up with his hands propped up, and reached out to take the thin bag of familiar things in his hand.
After taking it apart, what little courage she had left succeeded.
Chi Yao guided her to change positions, stopped pressing her, let her switch positions with him, reminded her to "go up", and then put the hand with the black hair rope on her waist.
Her waist is very sensitive, and she wants to hide, but she can't hide at all.
In the end, I could only warn him very imposingly: "...don't touch my waist."
In the next second, Chi Yao let go of his hand.
But he grabbed her hand with his loosened hand, and he said lazily, "Okay, then I'll touch mine for you."
"..."
Lin Zhexia's whole body was about to smoke: "I don't want to touch it."
"If you don't touch me, who will touch me," Chi Yao said, "...It was originally practiced for you."
Lin Zhexia was already on the top, as long as he lowered his eyes, he could see the faint contours of his abdominal muscles. He was still very thin, his bones were very hard, and he exuded a youthful air. His abdominal muscles were a very thin layer, not exaggerated, but Being led and touched by him, one can still feel the power hidden underneath.
Lin Zhexia didn't dare to look any more, she staggered her eyes, and stared at the silver earring beside Chi Yao's ear, feeling a little dizzy from the metallic light.
During the movement, Chi Yao suddenly stopped for a few seconds: "Say it again."
Lin Zhexia's voice was a little broken, and he couldn't get up and down, and asked him aggrievedly: "Say...what are you talking about."
"Say you like me for a long time."
Possibly due to posture.
In the past, because of her shyness, she always chose to bury her under the quilt and pretend to be an ostrich.
So she never once felt that the person under her body and all the traces on her body belonged to her.
Black hair ties around the wrists. earrings. Even the body.
These are all in the long years, because of her existence.
Lin Zhexia tried her best to restrain her increasingly broken voice, and tried to complete the sentence: "I like you...for a long time."