MTL - A Lifetime of Peace and Care-Chapter 41 Warm life

When you think you have to get something, but you finally lose it, it is the most painful, just as she thinks she is so close to him, but she is still rejected.

Although, Yi Ran also knows that he must be hurt and not hurt, it is not as good as one millionth of his injuries.

But if this time, they can't face frustration together, and no one can cross this gap.

Yuran silently stared at the man in front of her for a moment, she felt that nothing could be done, but had to make changes to let him see.

"Gu Tingchuan, you once told me that I don't know how to manage my feelings, so I will choose to avoid it. However, we will say goodbye and cherish this marriage."

Gu Tingchuan felt that some familiar emotions in his heart slowly recovered. He shook his fingers with the coffee cup, put down the cup, and looked at her deeply.

"This time you have encountered these things, I don't know how to comfort you. In fact... I can probably say what I can say, but it doesn't seem to help you."

She smiled self-deprecatingly, her hands on the table, and the tone was quite calm: "You don't come out of the studio, it's been a few days... It seems that you don't need my company, you are good."

Gu Tingchuan frowned slightly. He just used to be alone in dealing with these things. All the emotions were in the bottom of his heart and he didn't want to tell others, but he did not try to rely on her to seek reliance on her.

Yi Ran An stood quietly there, as quiet and silent as the snow melted, which made Gu Tingchuan feel a little vague.

"I never feel that you have difficulty communicating with me. Even if we come from different ‘classes, you can understand me... just, if things are changed, it will be very difficult.”

Because, he is proud and has a strong personality.

She used to think that they could exchange their minds with any couple. Nowadays, those tacit understandings are too real and lose their sense of reality.

"I would have liked to say that we can go out together and let go, maybe your 'inspiration' will come back, but if you don't want it, no one can force you... Sorry, if I can help you, It is."

She clearly should be able to help him, but now she feels the same, and she feels that she needs to change her way to make him realize that the difficulties between them must be solved together.

"Gu Tingchuan, I am going to move home for a few days."

Gu Tingchuan’s face finally got a meal, looked up and looked again: “What do you say...what?”

"You need to calmly think a lot of questions, I will give you enough time, I believe you can make a judgment." Yiran said in no way, the more he reacted, the better he would be.

"And, I know you are not the only one for me..."

Gu Tingchuan, if you still need me, look for me.

Yiran used the fork to eat the last bite cake, then finished the coffee in the cup, stood up silently and walked to the edge of the sofa, and didn't want to say anything anymore. He took the small bag that was sorted out earlier, not light. Close the door and leave.

The rush of the door quickly disappeared without interest, and Gu Tingchuan looked at the door and did not slow down for a long time.

He clearly knows that the abnormalities of these days have caused too much damage to her, so that it is irreversible to each other, so she must tell her that there is a corner of collapse in his heart, even his pain. It also needs to be shared with her...

However, Yi Ran apparently was completely disappointed with him.

Gu Tingchuan's look was completely cold. He looked at the breakfast prepared by her in front of him, but he couldn't eat any more. After thinking for a while, he got up and walked back to the studio and turned on the lights on the wall.

This is the place he has been spending the longest time. From the computers, projections, and players that work, to the air conditioners, TVs, and even refrigerators used in life, they are all just cold machines. In fact, where is a softer concern.

He went to the table and started to sweep the pen, paper, and disc on the long table to the ground, and then he opened the chair and sat down heavily.

Gu Tingchuan was not a child who was good at talking with his family. He knew it when he was young. It is useful to talk about it, and he can't improve his situation.

After thinking about it calmly, he was ready to call his mobile phone to call Yiran. For a moment, he saw the white medicine bottle that fell on the ground. It was the assistant who bought him for a migraine headache a few days ago. He Tilted and squatted and rested at the corner of the table.

These days, his mental stress is so great that he can't sleep and his headaches break. This feeling is especially strong when he creates it. It is like the test that God gave you while giving you talent.

At this point, Gu Tingchuan had to admit that he had long been used to being in the same place and was accustomed to the change of their identity. Not only did he want to condone her, but also spoiled her, and she also had a desire to talk to her.

... I don't know what the girl used to give him a "ecstasy soup", he thought with a funny smile.

As she turned to leave, there was an inexpressible pain in his heart, and the slightest scent of the most sweet poison made him irresistibly want to pour all of it to make her happy, only to know that it was hopelessly ... I have fallen in love with her.

Just thinking of this, Gu Tingchuan heard the ringing of the door outside, he hurriedly got up to the door, the moment he opened the door, his mouth almost blurted out: "...Yiran."

Xiao Zhao, standing outside, looked blank and didn’t know if he should come in. When he turned back and looked indifferently, he closed the door and cautiously reminded: "Gu, you let me come today. Looking for you...?"

He "oh" and walked slowly to the sofa in the living room to sit down and touched the phone he had placed.

Xiao Zhao took his laptop and came over and realized that his status had improved. He fixed his mind: "There is your work schedule today, do you need to add or amend..."

Gu Tingchuan directly interrupted a few words he had not finished yet: "There is only one work arrangement today."

Xiao Zhao looked down at the boss, and suddenly he couldn’t figure it out.

Gu’s fingers were covered on his cold and faint forehead, and whispered, “Mrs. Gu is back to her family.”

Xiao Zhao quietly smoked his mouth and saw the boss adjust his sitting position. He held his mobile phone at his fingertips, raised his eyes and looked at him, and then looked down again.

How to recover it is more appropriate.

It is time for him to recognize the reality. After all, movies are movies, and life... is always life.

......

The snow stopped for a day, and the next day, the next non-stop, the fluffy snow flying everywhere fluttered in the air of the hustle and bustle, accompanied by the dim light of the street after the night, adding a bit of romance and romance.

Yiran suddenly returned home, so that his parents were also taken aback. What's more, the mother of Yi also heard some rumors, and came to find out whether it was awkward with Tinchuan. In any case, this time should be accompanied by her husband. That's right.

She had to say that she came back to live because Gu Tingchuan was too busy, and she also showed a light and innocent look on her face.

After dinner, I received a call from Zhang Rongrong. Because of the shortage of the young man’s hospital, I worked overtime for a while, and they have not gathered for a while.

"How is the guide recently, the situation is not very good."

When she heard her voice inexplicably, she felt relaxed, lowered her voice, and whispered herself: "My heart has no fluctuations, and even wants to laugh."

"Hey." Zhang Rongrong found that she still had a mood to make a joke, but she was relieved: "You don't want to die, Gu Tingchuan can only talk to you if you can take the initiative to talk to you."

Yiran touched his nose and told her a little. Zhang Rongrong said with a serious statement: "Looking at his psychological state, he did not deliberately not communicate with you. Maybe it is a barrier. It would be better to have more guidance."

She held the phone in one hand and placed it on the mouse of the computer: "...I am leaving it, probably still a little under consideration?"

Zhang Rongrong smiled softly and said: "It doesn't mean that it may have a miraculous effect. What's more, a lot of psychological stagnation is the need to pour out your heart to ease, let him develop the habit of communicating with you, it is a good thing."

Yiran "hmm", but did not go on, the other party has ordered: "You must hurry and reconcile, I have a wedding in the second half of the year, you must give me the Gu guide, I will be the Gu in the future. My wife’s girlfriend, Mom, then I have a lot of face.”

Yi Ran: "..." was speechless for a while.

It wasn't long before the phone was hung up. The phone was shaking again. She was inexplicably flustered before she looked down at the screen. When it was discovered that the man was actually calling, it was somewhat calm.

Waiting until the phone rings a few times, Yiran is connected. For a moment, Gu Tingchuan’s voice is quietly and gently passed on this snowy evening: “Yi Ran.”

Her heart trembled, but she thought that she could not shake it so easily, so she said calmly: "What?"

Gu Tingchuan had a pair of black scorpions slightly smashed, and the corners of his lips were smeared with a slight curvature. The sound was even more sultry but serious: "The car I sent came downstairs, come over, let's talk about it."

Yiran was surprised at this. After thinking about it, he still asked him: "Where is ‘come?'

The man smiled sullenly: "Get on the bus first, let me leave a little mystery."

But I don't know why, just listening to Gu Tingchuan's voice, she has been able to imagine the look of the snow in the distance, the depths of the snow, his clear eyebrows add some invisible brilliance, let people care Forget to return.