It All Started With Hatred-Chapter 95: You and I Can never be together

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Bringing her hands to her face, She covered her face.

Five minutes later, PetaI heard a knock on the door. Getting up from the bed, She walked towards the door, opening it to see the one she had been avoiding the whole day.

Now that she was in front of him, He couldn’t control himself anymore, Pulling her towards him, He wrapped his arms around her, Hugging her.

Petal’s body froze when he pulled her into his arms. One hand was on the back of her head and the other was on the small of her back, Pressing her body against his. It happened so fast that she couldn’t react and just stood there unmoving in his arms.

There he goes demolishing every wall she bullets to keep herself immune from him, But with just one touch of him, Her walls shattered like it was nothing in front of his strong arms, Petal took into his scent and it calmed her heart but only put her mind into future conflicts about her decisions.

Ethan hugged her as if she is going to disappear if he let her go, He felt strange feelings take over his mind and heart, He had got back home early after he finished his work as quickly as he could just to see her, That’s all that he needed to get a glimpse of her, But his hopes crushed when he came back and didn’t find her.

He waited for her hours, But she didn’t come back, Ethan was aware that she was trying to stay away from him, He was the person who hurt her, frightening her, But he was in love with her now, That’s how the fate decided to punish him and he had accepted his punishment, But he can’t accept the fact that she will run away from him.

Kissing the crown of her head, He brought his hand that was on her back and cupped her face, Slowly he urged her to lift his head and look at him.

8Petal looked up at him with tears in her eyes. She was angry and happy at the same time. Just how twisted her mind was. Never had she dreamed that her love story would be as sad and heartbreaking as this one.

"I wanted to see you, I waited for you all day." Ethan said, rubbing his thumb over her cheek.

Hearing his words, Petal closed her eyes, If she didn’t get the hint by now, She will be stupid, Pulling away from him she took a step back while she wiped her tears.

Ethan felt empty immediately, again when she moved away from him. He watched as she looked at the ground as if she was disappointed in herself, Hadn’t she forgiven him?

If she didn’t, then why did she take care of him?

"Why did you want to see me?" PetaI asked, signaling to look at him now.

Ethan stepped inside the room and closed the door behind him.

"PetaI." Ethan said her name and her heart skipped a beat.

Walking towards her, He took her hand that was on her side in his, He noticed how she was startled for a second by his closeness but she tried not to.

"I know that what I’m going to say might make you hate me even more, But just happened, I had no control of it and I’m not going to refuse how I feel, I love you." Finally, he said it and she looked up at him with wide eyes.

The words that were threatening to slip out of his mouth every time he saw her had finally, He said it, He finally said his confession, Even if she refused him and pushed him away, He would still want to be close to her.

Petal’s breathing became uneven, She stared at him not believing what he just said. Was he lying just to make her fall in his trap, Blinking her eyes, She let the tears in her eyes fall, Rolling down on her cheeks.

Pulling her hand out of his, She turned around facing the window, Taking a few seconds before she turned to look at him.

"I’m going to pretend that I heard anything, You should do the same too." She said signaling before she ran her fingers through her nervously, She was on the verge of breaking down. She didn’t know for how long she would be able to hold herself together.

Ethan’s hands turned into fists. She hasn’t just refused his feelings but she dared to ask him to forget his own feelings. Walking towards her, Ethan placed his hands on her small shoulders, Preventing her from running away from him.

"Did you hear what I said? How could I ask to forget when I think of nothing but you AL the time, Dying on your hands will be easier than... " Ethan’s words were cut by her lips.

Soft plump lips were suddenly pressed against his, Shakily kissing him, Ethan who recovered from the shock and realized what was happening, Kissed her back, Unlike her, Ethan was much experienced.

Ethan kissed her back, Moving his lips against hers for some time, letting her get used to the feeling, His hands that were on her shoulders moved to her nap and gently angling her face as his other hand went to the back of her head, His fingers tangled between her soft dark hair,

Petal felt as the world around her stopped, The only things that she could feel were his lips on hers, His warm hands, and the wild beating of her heart.

Her body shuddered when she felt him take her lower lip nibbling on it before he started to suck on it, Slowly and gently, Suckling on it until it became sore.

Petal’s hands unconsciously fisted on the fabric of his shirt. Nervously, Her head body usually was warm, The more he kissed her the more the heat in her body increased. His lips were intoxicating, sinful, Making her yearn for things she had never felt before.

He tasted like cigarettes and mint, and now she was regretting it, But her body was loving it.

As for Ethan, She was the purest and the most divine thing he ever tasted, She was like that forbidden fruit in heaven that is forbidden for a sinful person like him, Her luscious lips were addicted, She tasted so sweet and high on the taste of her lips, He kissed her slowly, not wanting her to scare her away from him.

Pulling away, He stared at her face that was red, Blushing, Her breath was labored, Her hands were fisted into his shirt, She was trembling as she was shocked.

Petal opened her eyes staring at him, Already missing his kisses that were soft, warm, and breathtaking, She had a taste of the evil man and she had become addicted to him,

Ethan stared warmly at her. She was lost, scared,, and wanted to feel safe. He would take her to save the heaven that she was looking for, If she wanted to and allowed it, If opened her heart for him, Taking a hold of her hand, He guided her toward the bed.

There were no words between them, The silence around them soothed her, PetaI allowed him to guide her toward the bed. Sitting down she looked up at him and saw him take off his jacket, throwing it on the bed. Now that he removed the jacket, She could see the muscles visible through his shirt. He was strong and healthy, Unlike her.

Thinking about that, It reminded her of how different the both of them were and of her disability. Lowering her gaze, She felt him sit beside her on the bed.

"Look at me, Petal, There’s no point in shying away now." Ethan spoke, placing his hand under her chin, Guiding her face to look at him.

Petal thought that he was right. She was the one who kissed him first. She did that because she wanted him to stop talking about him dying. Her mind couldn’t accept the idea.

"You and I Can never be together." Petal said, Her own words hurt her.

"I know, But for now, Let me believe that this impossible wish is true." Ethan said as he brought his face closer to hers.

Once again, She was the one to close the gap between them and press her lips on his asking to give her the same warmth and gentleness that he kissed her with just a few moments ago and he did.

Ethan kissed just the same way he kissed her earlier, Slow and gentle, Stealing her heart, mind, and body, He took her right hand and placed it on his neck and then he took her left placing it on his chest, He wanted to feel her even more, He wanted her to touch him just like he was touching her.

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