Help! Five Beast Alphas Want To Breed Me!!(BL)-Chapter 186: I’m In Love With You 2

Alana🌸;

"You... love me?" I question in honest shock as I can feel my heart pounding in my chest. It’s pounding so hard it almost hurts...

"You... I..." I stutter, but I don’t know what else to say.

"I know it’s sudden," She suddenly speaks again, and I stare at her in silence.

"And I know I might be ruining whatever peace we have, but I needed to say it before you left." She adds as she looks at me, and I swallow.

"But Alpha Igma..." I try to speak but she doesn’t let me.

"Just... hear me out... There’s... there’s more." She says, and this time, my heart stutters.

"More?" I repeat and she hesitates for a moment before rising from her chair.

She walks around the table cautiously and stands beside me.

I bite my lower lip as I stare at the gorgeous woman staring at me like I’m some treasure she’s toiled years to find.

She reaches out, and my eyes don’t miss that her hand is trembling as it brushes a strand of hair from my face.

Her touch sends a wave of warmth down my spine, and my throat goes parched. Her scent fills the air. The sweet, welcoming scent of her... and something else... something intoxicating...

She exhales before going on her knees beside me, and I stare down at her in confusion.

"Alpha Igma? Why... what are you kneeling, I.."I begin, as I get off my chair immediately and kneel in front of her.

"You shouldn’t kneel in front of me. I’m... I’m an omega..." I confess and she lets out a soft chuckle before tucking some strands of my hair behind my ear and I find myself leaning into her touch.

"You’re my mate, Alana." She whispers, and I freeze. The words hit harder than anything else she’s said tonight.

For a second, all I hear is my heartbeat. Suddenly faster and chaotic cacophony of flutters. My mouth falls open as brain refuses to understand what I just heard.

Her mate?

That’s... impossible. Isn’t it?

"I..." I try to speak, but the sound catches in my throat.

"I... your... what?" I stutter in building anxiety and she gently cradles my face. Her blue eyes are soft and pleading as she holds my gaze.

"I’ve known for a while," she whispers, and I stare in silence.

"I’ve known since the first day we met." She adds, and my hands fall from her arms, to my lap.

"I felt it the first time I touched your hand. That pull... that strange ache in my chest when you walked away from me that day. I didn’t want to believe it, because... we wolves stopped receiving the blessing of finding our mates a long time ago. But it’s the truth, Alana. You’re my mate." She explains further and I just stare at her.

My lips tremble as I don’t know what to say. I can’t even remember how to breathe anymore.

All I can think is that this... this moment... Everything that’s happening right now feels like something out of a dream.

The kind you wake up from with tears in your eyes because it was too beautiful to be real.

Her hand remains against my cheek, and for a long moment, I just let myself feel it... the warmth, the sincerity, the way the world seems to melt away until there’s only us.

"Alpha Igma..." I whisper, finally able to find my voice, and she nods eagerly as she stares at me.

"Yes?" she breathes, and I blink at her.

"I think... I might be dreaming." I state honestly, and she chuckles lightly.

"Is it a good dream or a bad dream?" She whispers and I battle to blink back to tears coning in my eyes.

My fears erupt in the form of memories. The torture I endured in the brothel. The beatings... the abuse... the brokenness I have become.

"Alpha Igma I... I think you should know that... I won’t be able to give you children." I whisper honestly as I look away from her.

"I’m faulty. I... My womb’s damaged." I confess as I shut my eyes and warm tears race down my cheeks.

"I’m... also not a virgin. I... I spent years trapped in a brothel. I ermm... I’m damaged goods, Alpha Igma, I’m... I’m sorry I’m what you... got as a mate. I should have told you all this before things got too far. You... you deserve better than..." I begin to ramble, but I’m cut off by her suddenly pulling me into an embrace.

For a moment, she doesn’t say anything. She just strokes my hair and my heart aches as I wonder if she’ll turn her back on me because of it.

I mean, it’s enough reason. I’ll understand. It’s just... I think I love her too, and... it’s going to hurt to have to walk away from...

"You’re not damaged, Alana." She whispers and I freeze.

"I don’t care about the shadows of your past. If you’ve let go of them, who am I to hold on?" She adds, and my heart freezes over in my chest.

"I love this Alana here with me. The brave, diligent, emotional mature one. We can walk around all our issues. I just... I just want you to know that I love you. Above any other thing, I... I love you and want to have you by my side till I’m old and frail, Alana. Will you... will you give me a chance to show you that I mean that?" She whispers further and I slowly look up at her.

She gives me a small smile as her blue eyes study me, and I sniffle.

"You mean that?" I question, and she nods softly.

"Yeah. I want to be your Alpha. You can boss me around as much as you’d like, I won’t complain, my little Flopplin." She replies and I giggle.

I sit up properly and move closer to her. Our eyes lock and I bite my lower lip nervously as I move closer to her.

I feel her arm wrap around my waist and I let out a nervous breath as I place my hand against her chest.

"I... I’m nervous..." I whisper honestly, and she lets out a chuckle.

"Me too..." She whispers before gently locking her lips with mine and as my eyes flutter shut, a whole jungle awakens in my stomach.

Is... this what love feels like?

It feels so much like a dream.