Beast World: I Became the Little Villain's Mommy-Chapter 469: Extra: Bai Feng 4_1

Those who have never experienced love and expectation, because of love and expectation, repeatedly feel pain.

I had always been watching over Si Yan. I never imagined that what I thought was best for her would ultimately become her endless suffering.

With the Beast God absent, Si Yan’s divine soul had yet to return. I couldn’t let Heaven notice her, so I was unable to go out and do anything.

All I could do was constantly visit Myriad Beasts City, lavishing it with gifts and reminding them to pay more attention to Si Yan.

Yet, that foolish Kylin only had eyes for his Mistress Panda and Myriad Beasts City, completely ignoring his own children.

I saw Si Yan escape from Myriad Beasts City and make her way to the Yanxiang Tribe.

I saw her give birth to a litter of snake cubs.

I closed my eyes.

The feeling of powerlessness tore at my heart.

My place was safe, and Long Ze would sometimes visit.

He often stared at me for a long time before sighing deeply.

"Bai Feng, your emotional tribulation has arrived," he said.

My hand, grinding medicinal powder, trembled slightly.

Long Ze continued, "I must remind you, in any world, an emotional tribulation is the most terrifying. If you overcome it, you will become the Phoenix God. If you fail, you will die, and your path will end."

I had already encountered it.

Long ago, I had encountered it.

I had encountered it for hundreds of years.

In those hundreds of years of expectation and secret observation, she had already taken deep root in his heart.

...

I waited for more than twenty years.

Finally, the feeling of our fates being connected returned. I knew Si Yan was back.

At that time, though I should have been overjoyed, I didn’t feel much joy.

Her return meant that in that other world, she had suffered betrayal; she had died once.

The growth of a Beast God requires experience, and I couldn’t interfere too much with hers.

After composing myself, I remained restless within White Eagle City.

When I was restless, I would go harvest crops. My tree hollow was piled high like a mountain with grain, filled to the brim.

I saw her!!

She was as beautiful as I had imagined.

She was even more wonderful than I had imagined!

Suppressing my wildly thumping heart, I earnestly showcased my abilities before her.

Si Yan, I am powerful. I can protect you; I will protect you!

A male beholds the female he desires, and he sees another male eyeing her covetously.

My possessiveness made me act without hesitation, directly challenging Ming Yan to the first male competition of my life!

Even though I felt like I was bullying someone weaker.

But during the male competition, I was not the least bit careless.

Si Yan, my Si Yan. Any other male is an enemy; every male competition must be taken seriously!

During the few days she stayed in White Eagle City, my lonely heart was filled, and my desolate feelings were suffused with tenderness.

I finally understood what love is, what expectation is, what warmth is.

I saw her off, knowing that this time she would meet Long Ze.

Long Ze was the one best suited to accompany and help her.

I returned to my tree hollow and saw that the grain had been cleared out. I couldn’t help but laugh.

How many years had it been since I last laughed?

I was truly happy, exceptionally happy.

...

Because I had to resist the false heaven, I had to fulfill my role from my designated position.

So I couldn’t accompany Si Yan when she left the White Eagle Clan.

The Day of Scorching Flames arrived. I received Long Ze’s instructions, found the Silver Wolf Clan and the merman Lan Hai, and then set off to find Si Yan.

"Why is the High Priest flying so fast?"

"High Priest, slow down, we can’t keep up!!"

My heart yearned to return, swift as an arrow.

I wanted to see her, to smile at her.

This feeling was more intense than anything I had ever known.

My heart pounded wildly. The anticipation made my dormant heart spring to life.

For the first time, I was grateful for the longevity the Beast God had bestowed upon me.

Si Yan would become the Beast God, and I am the eternal High Priest of the Beast God. I can be with her for a long, long time. I don’t need to become a god; I only want to be her High Priest!

I saw her, and my heart was filled with ecstasy.

I even provoked the father of her cubs. At that moment, I felt I wasn’t a High Priest or a demigod, but rather a jealous and impulsive fighting cock.

However, it wasn’t long before I was struck by a wave of agonizing pain.

She had accepted him. That snake Beastman I loathed so intensely.

Pain split my heart in two. I stared blankly as an enticing scent wafted from the sealed cave, my mind a complete void.

After a while, I slowly regained my composure.

I began to contemplate the reality that I might not be able to have her all to myself.

I started to adjust my mindset: in the Beast World, a female could, on average, have ten males.