Vivian’s POV

There was nothing like good sex to make a person forget all about unpleasant things, and to Vivian, Bryce was firmly in that category. Lucky for her, Ryan was very good at sex.

So the moment that he had put his hands on her, all thoughts of her ex’s lame attempt to reach out were instantly forgotten.

Instead Vivian, her pussy throbbing, was too busy enjoying the stretch of Ryan’s dick as it slid against her walls. Every time that they had sex, it was always spectacular.

But something about that night was different. For starters, after sending his message. Ryan had showed up at her door instead of waiting for Vivian to come to his penthouse, and since then it had been game on.

Now they were on their third round, and Vivian found that instead of the flame waning it was getting stronger. He thrust into her like a man possessed. Both of them making sounds that were barely human.

Having already come twice before, Vivian should not have been as eager this time around.

But she wanted more, she wanted it harder...faster, and Ryan gave it to her. His hands moving all over her body. Marking her like a canvas, teeth trailing where his fingers had touched. Sucking at her skin, nibbling here and there.

That, combined with the way that Ryan was breaching hair just right. His dick nestled in her slippery passage was more than Vivian could take. She came calling Ryan’s name, her spent body falling against a wet spot on the sheets. Too tired to try and get away from it, Vivian just lay there. Breathing in short bursts as Ryan continued to pound into her.

"Vivian," He rasped, desperation in his voice. She let out a whimper in response, her eyes going wide in confusion as all of the movement suddenly stopped. Ryan pulling himself out despite the way that his body was shaking.

What was going on?

Forcing herself to focus Vivian stared up at him, saw the pained look in his eyes, and the way that his dick was still uncomfortably hard, then it all clicked into place.

Ryan Terrell, as desperate as he was for release, had stopped moving when she’d whimpered. Thinking that he was causing her pain, he’d instantly pulled out.

What at man.

Reaching down, Vivian gently took the throbbing length in her hand and guided it to her entrance

"Vivian, what are you-?"

"Shh,"

She covered his mouth with her finger, and smiled up at him

"It’s alright, use me. I want to feel you,"

Ryan thrust forward involuntarily at that. The tip of his dick sliding in, making both of them hiss.

"Vivian," He was so tense that she could see the veins of his neck clearly. Not hesitating at all, Vivian thrust upwards, taking a little bit more of Ryan’s dick into it

Oh!

Despite her soreness, she could already feel the need to come building within her again. Her pussy demanding that Ryan’s dick satisfy it. And so Vivian moved once more trying to bury more of Ryan’s length in her. This time the man let go of his iron glad control and sank in all the way. Both of them groaning once he was fully sheathed

"Go ahead, use me," Vivian’s words broke something in Ryan.

And she saw the moment that the humanity left those blue eyes. In its place there was a feral beast that instantly devoured her.

He fucked her so good that Vivian actually forgot who she was for a split second. Her entire focus on taking and taking everything that his dick could give her, and still wanting more...Even better Ryan kept giving her more. He thrust into her with abandon. Filling her up in a way that only he could.

When he thrust in a finger alongside his dick, Vivian lost it completely.

The pleasure overwhelming her body so much that it felt like her soul drifted. She was aware of everything going on with her body. But she was also in some far off place where it really did not matter

She felt it when Ryan finally began to lose it. His finger leaving her cunt in favour of gripping her thighs tight. Ryan came biting down on the side of her breasts, and when Vivian finally returned to her body the man was still laying there. His tongue flicking out to lick at her nipple.

His dick slipping out of her pussy as it softened. He made to roll off of her, but Vivian would not let him. She held him in place. Her fingers carding through his hair as she twined her legs with his. Feeling Ryan settle Vivian began to hum softly

***

When they had been going at it, Vivian at first had believed that the desperation was coming only from her end. But somewhere during the second round, she had realized that something was going on with Ryan as well.

His need to touch her more than usual, to feel every inch of her being a dead giveaway to his emotional turmoil. Now with both of them swimming in post coital bliss. Vivian was tempted to let the whole thing drop. After all they were only friends with benefits.

Their arrangement did not need them to share an emotional connection. And yet as she continued to run her hands up and down Ryan’s back, gently scratching at his nape before returning to his hair. Vivian found it impossible to stay quiet.

"Whatever it is that is bothering you, you know you can tell me right. Whatever you say will not leave these four walls,"

In her arms Ryan instantly tensed, and Vivian’s heart sank.

Great, she had just ruined a good thing by getting too emotional. Ryan would definitely be running for the hills now. But before she could release him from her arms. The man settled down again, then he huffed,

"I saw somebody from my past today,"

Oh.

To keep herself from saying anything else. Vivian resumed running her fingers through his hair

"I have not seen her in such a long time. When we parted it was not on the best of terms.

And today I saw her looking as happy as can be, like what happened between us had no impact on her whatsoever,"

Her heart hurting for reasons unknown, Vivian forced herself to stay quiet and continue gently running her hands through Ryan’s hair.

’Just how weak and pathetic are you Vivian Rose,’ a part of her whispered.

She ignored it, but it was relentless.

’You are holding a man in your arms, having just had sex with him, and he is thinking about another woman. Have you no shame?’ Ignoring the snide voice, Vivian firmly reminded herself that what they had was only physical.

Even so she decided to share a few comforting words with Ryan.

"Then perhaps it is a good thing, that you saw her doing good today," Ryan raised his head and looked at her. The hurt in his eyes almost making her look away, but she held his gaze.

"How can it be a good thing when I feel like I am stuck?" Her own heart hurting Vivian gave Ryan what she hoped was an understanding smile.

"Take her moving on as a sign that it is all right for you to move on too. Just as it took two to make your relationship work. It will take the two of you moving on completely for it to be well and truly over,"

Decidedly not thinking about the mess that she had with Bryce. Vivian resumed running her fingers through Ryan’s hair. He in turn settled back down. Not saying anything after her little pep talk.