Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 89: Don’t (mild 18+)
Yujun’s POV
Jaehyun rubs harder into me like he misses me as much as I miss him too.
And I let out a small gasp as the brush of his nose against my scent gland sends small shots of lightning through my body and I shut my eyes.
My scent is getting heavy in the air with each rub from the alpha, he knows how to take charge of my body.
He knows how to bring out and wake up things in me that have been repressed and forgotten from years of hiding.
"Mine" he says in a voice that sound rough and raw, like man finally getting the water he hasn’t had in days.
I throw my head back further for him to have more but my shirt limits how much of my scent gland he can have access to.
His breathing pattern changes the more my scent is coaxed out of my gland, and I bite down on my lips to keep myself sane and to stop myself from making noises.
My omega whimpers with restless excitement and I shut my eyes.
Jaehyun pulls off abruptly from behind me and I turn around to look at him, his eyes are wild and wide with his pupils dilated and his alpha shining through.
His chest heaves as he turns from me and storms out of the kitchen.
Hurriedly, I put off the stove under the boiling water and follow after him, my own breathing heavy and hectic.
"Yah" I call when I see him walking to the door, preparing to leave his own apartment while dressed in a simple loose shirt and sweatpants.
He worries me.
"Yah, Hwang Jaehyun look at me" I say with authority and he freezes at my command.
Obeying me in the way I’ve been taught that an alpha shouldn’t do for an omega.
Hwang Jaehyun isn’t just any alpha...he’s different.
Use me like a drug.
You own me.
I belong to you.
All of his words come rushing back to me as I walk up to him and hold him by the shoulder to turn him around.
I need him to look at my he isn’t, the sadness is gone from his eyes and so is the exhaustion but why won’t he look at me?
"You’re running from me?" I ask and he shakes his head, beads of water from his hair drops on my hand and he seems to shake under my touch, his jaws clenching from the tension.
"I’m in pre-rut, I’m not safe right now...I’m going into my rut soon and..." he explains and throws his head back, his face is twisted like he’s truly in pain.
He lets out a groan and a bead of sweat forms on his forehead as his nostrils flare and his jaw ticks.
"And I don’t want to hurt you" he completes his sentence.
"I want to be with you" I blurt and he looks at me with red eyes, "you have no idea what you are asking for" he says in a whisper, his veins popping on his neck.
I smell his pheromones and goddess, the smell from him should be illegal, his scent is strong and dizzying, a blend of real lust and unbridle desire.
My knees go weak from the air and the thick tension between us and I step forward, "you’re right" I say.
"I don’t know" I confess and he growls lowly, not at me but at himself...fighting himself in the same way he has always done because of me.
"I’m sorry" he says and turns away again to leave the apartment when I grab him by the hem of his shirt and pull him hard and fast enough to myself for a kiss.
Jaehyun doesn’t protest or relent when our lips crash against each other.
Instead, he takes over the kiss instantly with a growl resounding in his chest like rumbling thunder as he kisses me breathless.
Pleased with the reaction, I relax and give myself to the alpha as his tongue slips into my mouth and tangles with mine, a private dance between the pink muscles.
I taste the fruity taste of champagne off his tongue as he licks the taste off mine.
Breathing heavily, he pulls away from the kiss leaving only a string of saliva connecting us together.
"Don’t do this to me Junnah, I can’t take it" he says, the heat of his breath fans my face, "I am..." I try to speak to him, but he kisses me to shut me up.
"It will break my heart if you leave after tonight" he says and I can only look at his spit slick lips as he speaks.
"Yujun choose me...I beg you" he says and kisses me again, deliberately not giving me the chance to answer.
We both already know what my answer will be; family before anything.
"Stop talking so much" I say as tear form in my eyes and he kisses me deeper, burying his fingers in my hair and holding me in place.
He kisses me like he’s marking his territory.
"Jaehyun" I gasp into his mouth as he bites down on my lip hard enough to draw blood, the bite hurts but I don’t pull away from him.
Instead, I let him lap up the blood he pulled out of me, leaving my mouth open for him to take it all.
He brings his hands down to my hips and press me into himself, a small whimper leaves my mouth from the feel of his arousal pressing into mine.
He is as hard as I am and a trickle of slick slip out of my hole into my briefs, he moves his hand from my hips to my ass, cupping my cheeks and helping me to grind against him.
"Fuck..." he whispers and drop his head to my shoulder, "fuck" he repeats before he starts to unfasten my buttons and pulls my shirt down enough to latch on to my scent gland directly.
"I wont stop" he warms against my neck.
"Don’t" I say and I feel his teeth graze my skin.
Don’t.
