Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 225: Haeri.

Jaehyun’s POV

My knees give out and I almost drop to the floor with the relief that floods me, even dad sighs beside me as he holds me up, he is also relieved with the news.

Oh my goddess.

I’m a father?

"Me?" I ask, completely dumbfounded by this news, "I’m a dad?" I whisper, I have never been more stunned in my entire life.

Our stubborn girl made it?

"Is she really okay?" I ask my mom, knowing that she’s supposed to be born in a month’s time, not now, "isn’t she too early?" I ask in worry.

"She is, she will be under monitoring from now but oh, Jaehyun-ah" mom says with the most in love look on his face, "your pup is already clutching tight enough to break a grown man’s finger" he says and I see the tears shining in his eyes.

Oh Haeri, you’ve barely spent an hour on earth and you’re already this loved.

"Yujun...my mate...how is he?" I ask and mom looks of love slightly dims, "he is being tended to, it might take a while, but I have faith" he says softly.

My alpha whines and tries to contact my mate through our bond, the bond is intact, but he is absent, I shut my eyes tight.

Please, please, moon goddess I swear to be better person, please let me have my mate back.

A body crashes into mine I open my eyes to see Yunah, she’s hugging me like her life depends on it with her arms tight around me as she sobs.

"Oppa!" she cries and I place my hand on her head, looking at a guilty looking Gawon, the omega doesn’t look at me, and I divert my gaze to the young omega hugging me.

"I thought you died! You were buried! Oppa!" Yunah sobs into my chest and I keep patting her head, "I’m here and I’m okay, Yunah" I say softly and hug her a little tighter.

"Everything is crazy, you’re here now, Yujun oppa is here too, the baby is here and there was never any baby shopping" the omega cries some more and Gawon comes forward to comfort her mate.

"Yunah-ya..." Gawon calls.

I look at my mom, not knowing what to do, I only want to see my daughter and my mate. Fuck that, I just want to see my pup in my omega’s arms.

"Everything will be fine, but Yunah is right, the baby needs clothes" mom says, ever the Luna and always ready to find a way bring ease to everyone.

"Haeri" I say our pup’s name.

"Haeri needs new clothes" mom corrects himself, saying his granddaughter’s name with a soft pride.

"Can I see her?" I ask quietly, "not yet, she is getting cleaned and ready to meet the world" mom says and I nod, hands shaking already with the excitement to meet my baby and the anxiety of if I will be good for her...

"You and the girls can go, I’m sure Yunah will know the things to buy" my father suggests and Yunah squeals like a teenager, "Yunah, logical clothes" Gawon adds in a voice that was meant for only her mate.

"Yes, yes" Yunah says and I look down at myself, I look like I broke out a prison and I fucking reek of my mate’s blood, my alpha growls at the mention of my mate.

"Yujun will be fine, just go, Haeri will need her father soon" mom says, he already knows what I would be thinking of, and I run my fingers through my hair.

"I’ll wash up" I say and return to the main home, on my way down the long hallway I feel a touch on my shoulder, and I look back to see Gawon.

"Oh, is everything okay?" I ask as I see her expression.

"I wanted to apologize for putting Yujun in trouble" she says and bows ninety degrees to me and I frown at her, "what are you talking about?" I ask.

"I wanted revenge for my sister so bad, so I took the evidence of Chan killing her to Yujun, I wasn’t thinking...I just wanted to show him...I didn’t think Chan would find out or hurt Yujun" the omega says and drops to her knees with her hands pressed together.

"I just wanted someone who understands to know" she says and burst into sobs.

This is the first time I’ve seen this much emotion from her.

"I’m so sorry, it’s my fault, I should have showed the Lord but I was so sure no one will believe a nobody like me even with evidence...I’m sorry, even my parents didn’t care" she sobs and my scent sours as my alpha growl.

Is this the reason Yujun was hurt?

’Father’s plan would have worked if not for this omega’ my alpha snarls inside me, full of bitter rage and ready to snap at Gawon.

"Fuck" I say and cover my eyes with my hands.

"FUCK"

"I’m sorry, you can punish me however you see fit, I’m sorry" the young girl cries with her head down and I look at her with anger boiling underneath my skin.

Isn’t she just like me? She did exactly what I would have done...for the sake of love.

"Gawon" I call and she looks up with pain filled eyes, "it’s okay, please don’t cry anymore, Yujun is strong and he’ll be fine" I say for both of us and she shakes her head.

"I deserve to die, I almost killed the person that has been the sibling I lost" she says and I go to help her get up, "Yujun will wake up soon and want to hold his pup" I say and she nods.

"We can’t have him worrying about a naked baby, shall we?" I ask her and she manages to let out a small laugh, "no"

"Good, we’ll get through this" I say and give her a hug.

"Thank you...oppa" she says, using the title I never expect to hear from her.

"See you soon, little sister" I say and she nods before stepping back and I leave her for my room.

Once in the space I lean against the door.

Saying that was hard, so fucking hard, I grab my hair and groan in anger.

I am about to let out a shout of anger but then I remember...Yujun will never forgive me if he finds out I am holding a grudge against Gawon.

"Yujun...hurry and wake up, so I don’t lose my mind" I say tiredly to myself.