Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 181: Drive Drive DRIVE

Jaehyun’s POV 𝑓𝘳𝘦𝑒𝑤𝑒𝘣𝘯ℴ𝘷𝘦𝓁.𝑐𝑜𝑚

I’m blinded by the sun as I push the door open, I can’t hear anything beyond the rush of my blood and the pounding of my heart in my ears.

We never fucking take anyone to the city, our pack doctor and his staff are always enough, doctor always knows what to do about everything.

I’ve seen him bring half dead people to life.

"Where’s my fucking car key?" I ask as I get to my parked car, the red car is sitting and waiting for me, just there.

"Where is my car key?" I ask again, calmer this time, on the verge of losing my mind.

"You are in no shape to drive, get back in" doctor says and I growl at him weakly, "you don’t get it" I say to him, respecting that he is a good man.

"Your omega is pregnant-"

"My omega is pregnant and away from me and..."

"Catch" Jisung hyung says from behind us and the key to my car is tossed into my hand, I hold it up to look at it and he nods.

"You are in no condition to drive, why wont you listen to me?" doctor complains and crosses his arms.

"Let him be" Jisung hyung says, and the old doctor mutters something along the lines of like mother like son under his breath as I open the door with one hand, the other hand is still feeling the reality of being shot.

Should I go mad again to silence the pain?

"Listen" doctor says and I stop in my track.

"If you want to be an alpha that can protect his family, you should also make sure you can protect yourself" he says and I nod.

"Stop being reckless all the time, Jaehyun, you might not make it one of these days" he says with sad eyes and nods at me to go.

I get into the car and ignite the engine with difficulty, my shoulder hurts but I pull through, thinking of my omega and my pup.

My alpha lets out a loud howl inside of me and I groan in pain, we are both grieving, we are both sorry.

Nothing breaks me worse than the reality that whatever might be wrong with Yujun is my fault. I’m the reason he’s hurting, the reason he is in pain.

"Fuck!" I scream in the empty space and hit the steering wheel as if it’s its fault that I’m in this mess, "fuck" I say much weaker, more exhausted.

I roll down the window to filter out my suffocating pheromone, the smell is almost acidic with how much my head is spinning, going a million thoughts a second.

’Yujun’ my alpha whines louder and I step on the gas to speed up, going past speed limits as I drive down the road.

My phone lights up beside me as it starts to ring and I don’t look at it, I keep driving, my goal and purpose is waiting for me at a hospital.

The call doesn’t stop, and my speed doesn’t slow, I press down harder on the gas, zooming past other cars.

’Shut it up’ my alpha growls about the phone.

The continuous ringing of the phone, the smell of burning patchouli, the roar of my engine.

"Arghhh" I let out a loud and raw shout, needing a way to force down some of the tension before I fucking explode in the car. I look at the phone briefly, it’s my dad and I accept the call.

"Father" I say through my teeth, hating the concept of my own father being the stumbling block between me and my omega.

"Where are you?" he asks, his voice is quiet, as quiet as when he called me at the store.

"Away from Hwangyeon"

"Come back home" he says and I growl quietly, "I can’t father"

"I’m not asking you as your father, I’m commanding you as your lord" he says, his voice still low and I slam down on the brake.

The car jolts forward, forcing my body into the steering wheel, I groan at the impact and lift my head slowly.

"You need to be here in two hours" he says and I look at the phone before responding, "forgive me my Lord, but I will go against you" I say and end the call.

Yujun needs me, no, I need Yujun.

I switch off my phone and toss it over my shoulder, driving quickly, I take the sharp turn that could have ended my life.

My car skids and almost runs off course but I get a steady grip, biting down on my cheek till the familiar taste of blood floods my mouth, just how I like it.

I finally get to the hospital and hazardously jump out of my car, leaving it open and unattended to.

The city hospital is not where mom works, but he frequents there for the sake of pack members, I need him here.

I can’t stand seeing anything wrong with Yujun without him by my side.

I push into the hospital and the first person I see is my mom’s personal assistant and she looks surprised to see me.

"J-Jaehyun? What are you doing here?" she asks with wide eyes, and I go to her with my palms together, "is he here?" I ask desperately and she looks over her shoulder, "child, put yourself together, you know there are people watching"

"I don’t care, is he? Is he here?" I ask again and she nods.

"Follow me" she says and I do, following her down the hall, ruining the sterile smell of the hospital with my acidic pheromones.

The door of a private room is open, and I see Yujun sitting on the bed with his hands on his stomach and knees drawn up.

"Junnah..." I say with a broken voice, and he looks at me with tears in his eyes.

"You’re late" he says in an equally small voice, and I fall to my knees, he looks weak and exhausted.

The tears that have been waiting to fall fills my eyes as I open my mouth; "I’m sorry...I’m sorry" I say.

"I saw Haeri" he says and I look up to see him wearing a wobbly smile...Haeri?

Haeri?