Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 174: Be my Lord (mild 18+)

Jaehyun’s POV

Yujun holds my hands all the way into our room.

I let him lead me and shut the door behind us, his movements are gentle and the look on his face is warm.

This has to be the most omega-like I’ve ever seen him.

"Come on" he says quietly as he helps me take a seat at the edge of the bed, his softness makes me feel bad, I should be the one taking care of him like this, not the other way around...

I should have done better at masking my worries, after all, I’m the one who claims to want to protect him for harm and worry right?

He gives me a smile and when I try to get up and make him sit instead of me being the one who’s sitting, the smile drops from his face, "Alpha" he says soft and breathy, and my alpha perks up with the single word being used to address us.

That title is sacred between the both of us, he doesn’t just use that title whenever because he feels like it, "I need you to sit still for a few seconds" Yujun says, his voice is still soft, but the order is firm and I sigh.

I can’t just fucking sit still, his mom will be home soon at their mansion and from tomorrow, I should be prepared to face anything, I shouldn’t be sitting still.

I should be loading my guns and sharpening my knives for what is coming.

The omega comes to stand between my legs and instinctively my hands go up to his waist, I run my hands from his waist down to his hips, feeling the way his body is already starting to change to accommodate our little jellyfish.

"I don’t want you to worry about anything, war will still come anyways" he says and I hug him to myself, it’s sickening how much we both know everything is against us.

Fuck.

"I’ll die for you" I say without second thoughts and my alpha growls, sealing the promise, I mean it with every cell in my body.

I had a life before Yujun but now, my word revolves around him, why should I fucking live if I don’t have him?

I will die for him.

"Don’t say things like that" Yujun says and pulls away from me. "I mean it" I insist, keeping my hands on his hips.

"Even if this ends, you’ve already done so much for me" he says and I growl again, loud and deep and in pains, "this isn’t ending, Yujun, don’t say that" I growl and him and he reaches out to smooth my hair backwards.

I lean into his touch and he sighs, "I couldn’t dare to dream of love before" he says and stay quiet, just feeling the weight of his hand on my head, like he’s keeping me grounded.

"I could dare to wear my own scent, I couldn’t dare to wear what I wanted" he continues and I look up at him.

His eyes are shining blue and wet...something tells me, this is like that night he said goodbye to me...the night we made love.

"Yujun, don’t you fucking pull that shit with me" I say and take his hand off my head to hold them in my hands.

"Don’t" I say.

"I’m not doing anything, I promise" he says and my alpha and I relax slightly, "don’t leave me" I say and he shakes his head.

"I don’t plan to...I never want to" he says and leans in to kiss my forehead, "then why...why are you doing all these?" I ask him.

I’m never ashamed of feeling raw with him, when I’m raw he also is raw...it’s how we fit right against each other, perfect for each other.

"I see how much you worry about me...about us, and I just want to take care of you" he says and I whine, "Junnah...baby, you don’t have to" I say.

"Shhh, let me take care of you right now" he says and gives me a small kiss on my lips before he leaves the room for our bathroom.

My alpha whines again at the loss of contact with my omega.

I blink at the wooden door separating us in confusion, and my ears twitch at the sound coming from the bathroom, I hear rustling from inside the bathroom and a small groan that makes me get up.

"Junnah...are you okay in there?" I ask in worry and when he doesn’t respond, I move closer to the door and at the sound of another groan, I curse and rush forward to yank the door open.

"I told you to wait" he exclaims and glares at me.

His glare means nothing to me as my mouth drops open, my omega is dressed in a lacy black camisole that has a split front, the split part shows off the soft swell of his bump, "oh..." I manage to say.

He’s so beautiful like this, so beautiful that all my worries and anger fly out the window like a skydiver.

"Junnah..." I mutter his name as my eyes roam his body, his chest, his long legs in those shorts, the small curve of his hips...everything about him is just perfection.

"Is it nice?" he asks and I try to speak but can’t, my words are stuck in my throat the sight of the man, he is simply gorgeous...if he ever leaves me, I will never be able to take it.

A possessive low growl rumbles in my chest.

"I-I wanted to surprise you..." he says and runs his hands down his sides, smoothing the camisole and the shorts over his hips.

Still stunned I turn around to open the door, "I’ll go right out and wait" I say and return to where he told me to sit, I am already starting to get hard in my pant, Yujun has absolutely no idea how he has me wrapped around his fingers.

He pushes the door open and steps out, his cheeks are pink with shyness, but he comes forward anyways, his steps are slow but precise.

He looks like he should be photographed for the whole world to see, like he belongs on the front cover of every fashion magazine in the world.

"I want to take care of you too" he whispers as he stands in front of me and slowly goes down on his knees, "no..." I say and try to get him up.

I don’t want him to hurt his knees, every part of him is very precious to me.

"It’s okay, I want to do this" he says softly and hooks his fingers on my waist band to pull it down slowly, my breath catches in my throat with how enchanting he looks.

I’ve never seen a more beautiful man than him.

His white hair spills over his face as he pulls down my briefs too, I groan when the cool air in the room hits my cock and my hips bucks upward.

It’s more than arousal right now, it’s more than just lust...it feels like he’s giving me something special...the same devotion I’ve always had for him.

Like he’s gathering it up together and giving it back to me, it fascinates me and scares me at the same time.

"Let me" he says as he takes my half hard cock into his hand and strokes my slowly, I let out a hard breath as he leans in to run his tongue in circles over my tip.

"Jun-" I whimper, his tongue is wet and warm against the head as he licks over my slit, he pulls back slightly and keeps licking around the head of my cock and down the sides.

A clear drop of precum beads at the top, I’m already fully hard within seconds and I clench my jaw, and he swallows me down, making me moan helplessly.

He moves down taking me as far as he can while he strokes what he can’t fit into his mouth with his hands, every move is hotter than the last and I squeeze my eyes shut, moaning weakly.

He pulls off me and looks up at me with a soft smile before dipping down again.

How is a man supposed to think of world destruction and enemy overthrowing when he has a beauty like Yujun in between his legs.

Violence can wait, he swallows down again, and I pull him off gently by his hair, he looks at me with glossy eyes and slicked lips.

Wouldn’t it be fucking thrilling to have him sit on the highest throne and watching him take them all down.

"Baby, look at me" I say and he whimpers, his lips part slightly and I see a bit of his teeth.

Fuck.

"You look fucking perfect like this" I breathe out first and he blinks slowly, his omega eyes shining strongly blue.

"I want you to be the Lord of the Hwang clan" I say in a whisper and his body goes rigid.

"What?"l