Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 152: Angel or Devil? Let us go
Yujun’s POV
"Put her down Yujun. Now" Chan commands and my arms begins to move on their own, following the instructions without permission from me.
I set Gawon down on her feet and she stumbles slightly, weak from being tied for goddess knows how long.
"Oh Yujun" Chan says with a sigh.
The alpha doesn’t look angry.
He looks like he’s pitying me, like he had let me ’beat’ him on purpose, like he was giving me a chance to reconsider.
Still holding my eyes, he lifts his palm and drag the blade of the scalpel down the soft flesh. 𝘧𝓇ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝘣𝓃ℴ𝓋𝑒𝑙.𝑐𝘰𝑚
My eyes widen as I watch him draw blood from himself, but as soon as the blade digs in, the wound closes up.
Gawon hisses at the sight like it’s nothing new.
"I told you" he says, still showing me the healed palm.
He holds the blade up in one hand and stabs his palm.
Chan doesn’t flinch, he just pulls out the scalpel, watch the new injury heal and throw the metal to the floor.
"I don’t have an alpha. I am the alpha" he whispers and begins to walks into the room, his eyes are flashing between gold and hazel.
’Don’t come near us!’
’Stay away from us!’
I am screaming inside my head with each step he takes, but my body is still frozen in place, held down by his force.
The command of his voice that makes me to stay still even though all I want to do is to grab Gawon and run out of here.
"Choi Yujun, why are you like this?" he asks me in that soft voice he has always used, taking slow steps towards me.
Walking like a predator that is confident in his ability.
I feel my omega pushing against a wall that is too strong, trying to break us out of the alpha’s control.
"Get away from us" Gawon growls and pulls my body to herself, shielding me with her own body.
"Me? You really didn’t learn properly, did you Miss Moon?" Chan asks the young girl, it’s obvious that he is angry but he keeps his voice leveled.
"All I learned is that you are a psychopath!" Gawon says, she is standing in front of me, using both of her hands to hold me.
"You don’t understand anything" Chan says and looks at me.
Cold sweat is breaking out of my skin with how hard I am fighting against his command.
My heart is racing with how much force my omega is pushing into beating his hold over us.
"Fine, Yujun. Feel, think, be" Chan says to me and I feel my entire body loosen.
"You fucker" I hiss as my knees buck and Gawon hold me up, "you really are what you think you’re not" I say to him.
"What? All I have been is good to you" Chan says, believing and meaning it.
"All you have done is be a monster" I respond to him, gaining my strength, I push Gawon behind me.
"I saved you!" he shouts.
"I saved you, but you’re ungrateful! You don’t know anything" he says, I see a vein sticking out on his head.
"You didn’t save me, you made my life worse" I throw back at him and he runs his fingers through his hair.
He looks like he is deliberately trying to calm himself, to make himself look presentable and believable.
"You really believe the illusion you created for yourself?" I ask him, feeling sorry for everyone who has ever come across.
"Illusion? What illusion? I am a good person, I’m a doctor" he says.
"Let’s get out of here" Gawon says into my ear and I nod.
How do we get past this mad man without making things worse. I have never seen a more delusional man.
"Chan, let us go" I say calmly and he smiles at me, the practiced shy boy smile he had always deceived me with.
"You need me" he says softly.
"I don’t need you" I say.
"You need me, your pup needs me, your family needs me" he whispers and my blood runs cold.
Why does he keep mentioning my pup? Why is he mentioning my family?
"Are you threatening me?" I ask, moving forward with my teeth bared and chest rumbling with a low growl.
"I’m not threatening you. I’m just telling you, you will be foolish to think you can live without me" he says.
He looks down at me without flinching at the rage I am radiating.
"I single handedly took down that Yoon Sehwa..." he says and I blink twice, of course he killed her and lied to me.
"You should be thankful to me, I took her out of the way...I saw how you feared her...can’t you see you need me?" he says and lifts one hand to cup my cheek.
Full of anger, I turn my head to the side and punch him in the stomach.
The man that used to double over when I hit him doesn’t move, doesn’t react, he just stares at me.
"Let. Us. Go" I say.
He steps backwards and tilts his head.
"You want to leave that bad?" he asks in a whisper, keeping his expression sad, like all I do is hurt him.
"Yes, let us leave" Gawon answers from behind me, her fingers holding tight to my arms, it reminds me of Yunah.
"Fine then, leave" Chan says and steps out of the way for us to go by.
I frown and look at him, distrusting his sudden acceptance to let us go, it feels wrong, like a trap.
"Let’s go, Yujun-ssi" Gawon says, tugging on my arm to make me move.
As we take the first step past Chan, he hold my arm and turns me around to look me in the eyes.
"You’re free to leave, Choi Yujun" he says and his eyes slowly turns gold.
"Just make sure you never hear my voice again, because the moment you do...you will come back to me like a dog" he says coldly.
