Trapped In A Marriage I Never Wanted-Chapter 60: I Hate Myself

Matthias was still worried that his wife would suddenly collapse while playing the piano. He held his wife’s hand tightly and relied on his left hand to press the piano keys. Actually, he was curious why his wife suddenly loved him so much from last night until now. Besides, why his wife was so enthusiastic to hear the instrument he played. Matthias really felt deja vu because he used to play his wife’s favorite instrument on her birthday.

"By the way, why do you keep holding my hand?" Victoria protested, pouting her lips.

"Because I just want to hold your hand."

She let out a mischievous laugh while pinching her husband’s waist. "This is the first time I’ve heard your answer so stupid. I’m sure there’s a hidden reason why you suddenly want to hold my hand all the time."

"Okay, I’ll admit it now. I was worried that you would suddenly faint again. That’s why, just in case, I held your hand before you actually collapsed."

"I won’t faint this time. In fact, I really want to hear you play that instrument."

Matthias landed his lips on his wife’s forehead for a few seconds, then started playing with his fingers pressing the piano keys without looking at the notes. He played it with a happy mood because somehow he felt his wife was channeling her love energy. Since before playing the piano until now, his wife had been looking at him addicted, honestly making him a little awkward because he was still not used to it. However, on the other hand, he really liked that his wife was being so sweet today. ƒreeωebnovel.ƈom

From Victoria’s side when she heard this instrument that was very beautiful played by her husband, her eyes filled with tears again. Actually, she deliberately urged her husband to play this instrument because she wanted to make sure of one thing. Last night she dreamed of her husband playing this instrument on her birthday a long time ago. In the dream, her memory suddenly returned and she could see it quite clearly that the man was her own husband. However, she actually doubted whether it was just a dream or whether it was really what happened like that.

Victoria didn’t want her husband to see her crying again. She wiped her wet eyelids for a moment, while leaning her head on his shoulder. If she matched everything she had seen so far, including her stepsister’s previous statement that Matthias had returned from America just to meet her again. Therefore, she was increasingly convinced that Matthias was her first love in her past.

"Victoria, I actually know why you like this instrument so much."

"Because of what?" Victoria replied in an innocent tone.

"The title of this instrument is Everlasting Love, which means eternal love. If I often play this instrument for you, our love will always be eternal. Even though you hate me so much and always curse me, your heart can’t bear to say it. Just like the scarlet heart necklace I gave you."

Her right hand felt the shining scarlet heart necklace on her neck. "I... hate myself."

"Why do you talk like that? You’ve been fine all this time."

"Even though in your eyes I look fine. But, actually I am not fine."

His fingers were still playing the piano, his head turned to his wife with a worried look. "Why didn’t you tell me from the start that you weren’t okay all this time?"

"It’s not really a serious problem. It’s just that I’m confused about myself. But lately I feel that my desires are at odds with my initial principles. Back when we first met, I hated you so much, cursed you, and even hated the marriage I’m in now." Her eyes sparkled as she stared at her husband’s handsome face. "But now it’s different. I’m starting to accept the marriage I’m in now and I’m starting to accept you as my real husband, not a contract husband."

"Victoria..."

"Maybe today I will be nice to you because today is my birthday. But tomorrow and beyond, we don’t know what the future holds."

"I hope you continue to maintain your attitude like this. I don’t like seeing you being as fierce as a lion all the time."

Victoria’s lips pouted. "So, I look ugly every time I’m fierce to you?"

"That’s why I always warn you not to be fierce so that your face doesn’t get more wrinkled."

"Can you stop making fun of me? Do you want me to scold you like before?"

"Judging from your face, you are too cute, you can’t be mad at me."

When Matthias finished playing the beautiful instrument, his lips immediately attacked his wife’s lips aggressively, making his wife’s breath start to become short because she was not ready for a hot kiss while it was still daytime.

Victoria quickly released her husband’s lips while wiping her lips that were slightly wet from her husband’s too delicious licking earlier. "Did I allow you to kiss me this fiercely?"

"This is payback for kissing me too hard last night." Matthias kissed his wife again aggressively while holding his wife’s tiny body.

Victoria couldn’t resist the aggressive kiss her husband was doing now. Their bodies were now lying on the sofa and pressing down on each other. Of course Victoria was no less fierce, she continued to lick her husband’s lips in retaliation for not giving any cues to wanting to kiss hot like this. Even so, she preferred it like this rather than having any obstacles that interfered with their relationship again. She really hated Amber who liked to pretend to be the victim, so she was the one to blame.

For a moment Matthias released his lips, then his lips attacked the deep curve of his wife’s neck.

"Ah, Matthias!" Victoria moaned in a sexy tone.

"I really like the smell of your body." His nose continued to sniff his wife’s neck.

"It’s still daytime... do you really want to do it again now?"

"Actually, I suddenly acted like this because I was angry with myself."

"Why are you angry?" She put her arms around her husband’s back. "I’ve been selfish to you all this time. You’ve always been my confidant. Now I want to be your confidant. If something happens to you, you have to tell me."

"Victoria... actually I am."

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