The Villainess Wants To Retire-Chapter 430: Stone
It was a strange, intoxicating liberation. For Soren, it was the first time in a long time he didn’t feel the prickle of a thousand eyes judging his every movement.
For Eris, it was a return to the anonymity she had once used as a weapon in Solmire. The guards were still there, drifting like ghosts thirty paces behind, but they were invisible to the joyous masses.
As they walked, the atmosphere of the festival changed. It was no longer a stage they had to perform upon; it was a world they were allowed to inhabit. The music sounded richer, the smells of roasting fat and sugar more potent.
Without the "Imperial Bubble," they could hear the real conversations of the people, the gossip about the harvest, the laughter of old friends, and the soft whispers of young couples. It was the first time they had truly been "alone" since the fallout of the arrest, and the weight of that privacy sat between them, heavy and expectant.
They walked side by side, their shoulders occasionally brushing as the crowd surged and ebbed. Every time their cloaks snagged or their arms touched, a jolt of electric awareness shot through them, though neither acknowledged it.
They moved past craft stalls where elderly men sold wooden toys carved into the shapes of mountain goats and intricate ice figurines that felt like frozen lace.
They lingered near food vendors where the air was thick with the scent of roasted chestnuts and candied fruits on sticks, a sight that sent a sharp pang of nostalgia through Eris, reminding her of the night markets in Solmire where the heat was a physical presence.
They looked at hand-woven blankets and fur-lined gloves, their eyes meeting over displays of practical winter wear. They didn’t speak much; the silence was thick, slightly awkward, but laced with a new kind of peace. They were simply two people existing in the same space, observing the life they were supposed to protect.
As they moved past a stall selling raw semi-precious stones from the Northern mines, Eris’s mind drifted back again. The sensory input of the market, the cold air, the smell of spice, the muffled sound of footsteps, triggered a memory so vivid it felt like she was stepping through time.
She was back in the Solmire night market. She had just bought a small, raw gemstone from a scared young vendor. It was a fragment of ice-blue quartz, cheap but beautiful, reminding her of the color of the eyes of a man who had suddenly invaded her life. Moments later, she had rounded a corner and collided with a wall of the same man she was thinking about.
The stone had tumbled from her fingers. He had picked it up. She had been so flustered, so intent on her escape, that she had never reclaimed it. She had never seen it again.
The question formed in her mind, a sudden, sharp curiosity that broke through her layers of imperial restraint. It was a good excuse to shatter the silence.
"What did you do with it?" Eris asked suddenly.
She didn’t look at him. She kept her eyes on a display of embroidered scarves, but her voice was clear and direct.
Soren was pulled sharply from his own thoughts. He blinked, adjusting his hood. "What?"
"The stone," Eris said, finally turning her head just enough to see the confusion in his eyes. "From the night market. In Solmire. That first night we ran into each other."
Soren’s internal reaction was a violent jolt of surprise. She remembers that? She’s been thinking about that night? Externally, he suffered a slight stumble in his step, nearly tripping over a frozen rut in the road.
"You... you remember that?" he asked, his voice sounding uncharacteristically small.
"Of course I remember," Eris said, her tone turning slightly defensive. "I spent my precious coins on it. And then I lost it because you made me drop it."
Soren felt a familiar, mischievous heat rising in his chest. The banter was a relief, a bridge back to the dynamic they understood.
"I made you drop it?" he asked, a slow, wicked grin spreading beneath the shadow of his hood. "As I recall, you ran into me. I was practically invisible to you."
"You were in the way," Eris countered stubbornly, her chin lifting.
Soren let out a short, genuine laugh. "I was standing perfectly still, Eris. You weren’t watching where you were going. You were too busy playing the mysterious fugitive."
The tension that had been strangling them for days began to ease. They were both smiling now, hidden by their cloaks, the shared memory acting as a tether.
"Well?" Eris pressed, trying to keep her voice casual and failing. "What did you do with it? Did you throw it in the gutter?"
Soren pretended to think, tapping a gloved finger against his chin. "The stone... hmm. It was a long time ago. Such a small, unremarkable thing." He paused, letting the silence stretch until she looked like she was about to snap. "I think I lost it."
Eris stopped dead in her tracks. She turned to him, her eyes flashing with a scolding intensity. "You lost it?"
Soren kept walking for a few paces, fighting back a full grin. "Well, it was a long time ago, as I said. And it was just a little stone, Eris. Hardly the Crown Jewels."
Eris hurried to catch up, her pace indignant. "It wasn’t just a stone! It was..." She stopped herself, her cheeks flushing a deeper red as she realized what she was about to admit. "I mean... it was a waste of money if you just threw it away."
Soren stopped now, turning to face her fully. He raised an eyebrow, his grin broadening. "It wasn’t just a stone? What was it then? A holy relic?"
"Nothing," Eris snapped, her eyes darting away. "Forget I mentioned it." She tried to brush past him, but Soren’s hand shot out, catching her arm.
"Wait," he said.
The touch was gentle, but the firmness behind it stopped her cold. His tone shifted, the teasing edge melting into something softer, something dangerously sincere.
"I didn’t lose it, Eris."
Eris looked at him, her breath hitching. "You didn’t?"
Soren reached into the hidden pocket of his tunic, beneath the heavy cloak. He pulled out a small, worn leather pouch. He untied the drawstring with slow, deliberate movements and tipped the contents into his palm.
The ice-blue stone rested there, smoothed by months of being handled, catching the pale winter light.
Eris stared at it, her voice a mere whisper. "You kept it."
Soren looked down at the stone, his expression unreadable. "I’ve kept it with me," he said. "Always."
"Always?"
"Since that night," Soren said, finally looking up to meet her eyes. "It’s been in my pocket every single day. Through the journey, through the coronation... every day." He offered a small, crooked smile.
"At first, I kept meaning to return it. I told myself I was just holding onto it until I found the right time. But then..." He shrugged. "It became a habit. I don’t even realize I’m carrying it anymore. It’s just... part of me now."
Eris felt her heart perform a slow, agonizing roll in her chest. He had carried a piece of her, a cheap, insignificant stone, every day for months. Long before they were married. Long before they were even allies. Almost like It was a confession of a different kind of obsession, one that was quiet and constant.
Soren held his hand out, the stone glinting between them. "Do you want it back?" he asked, the teasing smile returning to hide the vulnerability of the moment. "Though I should warn you, I’ve grown quite attached to it."
Eris looked at the stone, then back at his eyes, which were the exact same shade of blue. "Yes," she said, her voice stronger now. She reached for it.
Soren pulled his hand back slightly, a playful glint in his eye. "Are you sure? You’re very prone to dropping things."
"Soren," she warned, though her smile was breaking through.
He held it higher, and she reached, both of them laughing now like children playing a game in the street. For a moment, they weren’t the rulers of a fractured empire; they were just two people flirting in the cold.
Eventually, he lowered his hand, placing the stone in her open palm. His fingers brushed against hers, a lingering, warm touch that made the air between them feel thick.
Eris closed her hand around the stone. It was warm, heated by the proximity to his body, by the years he had carried it. It felt intimate in a way a kiss never could.
"Thank you," she said quietly.
"Keep it safe this time," Soren teased gently. "No more dropping it in the mud."
"I’ll try," Eris murmured, tucking the stone carefully into her own pocket, pressing it against her side where she could feel its weight.







