The Princess's Dangerous Vampire Mate-Chapter 200: A letter to estelle - III

The chain was pressed to my side as I fell to the ground making me yelp. I felt his hands around my waist and I was lifted onto the lap of Tristan. My hand went around his neck to support myself as his concerned eyes took my figure in.

One of his hands was on my waist and the other was on my waist. Warmth spread in my body and my pain was soothed down. It felt like the familiar care of a mother, the satisfaction of when she would blow softly on the wounds.

"Are you hurt? He looked at the side where the chains had pressed in, "Hold on, I shall call uncle."

He made a movement tit me and the bed, beside him but I clung to him restricting his movements. The chains digging into my skin did hurt but when he touched me, it was just gone. Vanished!

"It is not needed," I informed him, "I do not feel the pain anymore." which was slightly unrealistic. His forehead creased and worry shone brighter in his eyes as I felt his hand exactly where I had the bruise from the fall. "Here?"

I nodded, knowing what he was talking about. "How do I not feel it anymore?" I should be feeling the pain yet all I felt was soothing from his touch.

"Do you really want to hear the truth?" His firm yet soft voice got my attention back to him.

I slightly frowned hearing those words, "Why won’t I?"

He smiled before huffing away. "I think you have not noticed but at times, Genevieve, you prefer not to know the truth. Sometimes you want someone to sugarcoat it for you."

"I don’t!" I exclaimed immediately in disbelief. 𝙧𝙚𝙚𝔀𝒆𝓫𝓷𝙤𝓿𝒆𝙡.𝒄𝙤𝓶

He shook his head down at me. "You do, however I would like to know yes or no for this situation. Are you ready to hear why you don’t feel any pain?"

I nodded and said in a dry voice, "and please do not find the need to sugarcoat it as you say."

"As you wish," he nodded and began, "it is simply because I am your beloved. You are not turned yet, which means that you cannot heal immediately. My touch brings you healing along with my blood."

"But I have your blood in me. Your uncle told me that." I licked my bottom lip slightly. My mind complentated to whether or not I should ask Tristan the same question.

"Go ahead," I looked up at him to find him looking at me with encouraging eyes, "I can hear you overthinking."

Dismissing that, I went ahead, "when we were talking about Merilyn’s turning, you told me that it was the small amount of Allan’s split from which you were able to bring her back. I have your blood inside me. Would that make me turn too?"

I stilled at the change in his expressions.

Tristan’s eyes darkened. The bright Ruby eyes now looked somewhat of maroon shade. I was not going to wait for his eyes to darken around and for his teeth to enlarge only for him to stab my neck again. I immediately started to thrash around in his hold to get up from his lap.

His arms tightened and they pushed me up bringing me close to his stone cold face. "You wanted to know, now hear it.’’ The gentle voice was hardened and I feared it.

I gulped as his grip remained tight.

"I have been restraining myself." Just as he said those words my eyes went to the change that was still on me. "Oh, don’t," he laughed and it felt so semester I could feel the Goosebumps on me.

He shook his head while looking so angry that it scared me, "do not think of yourself being changed or restrained as much as I am, Genevieve. You are not even a fourth of the cage as I am."

"I am in chains Tristan," I rebuked immediately, "I think I would know the difference between someone who is in chains and someone who can roam outside freely anytime he wants!"

He chuckled darkly at that. "You can’t, believe me, you cannot because if I had been as free as you think I am, the first thing that you would have had on the very first day we met would be my mark on your neck and within the first month instead of the previous six you would have been made and turned into a vampire like every other women out there."

I felt slightly difficult to breathe, "Then why have you not done that?" I asked him even though now I truly felt scared to know his answer.

"Because I want you to accept me as I am!" He yelled, taking me by complete surprise as pushed me to the bed and he stood up. "I wanted you to accept and love me before I told you that I was a vampire but of course the circumstances never favoured it! I have tried from day one to make sure that I am not forcing you into something like this but you have never given me the option."

"I haven’t?" I repeated with a scoff, " do you expect me to travel to another country with the Crown over my head? You are the one that has been hiding everything since day one and even continue to do so now!"

In a blink his face was in front of mine and I could not even gasp. "And I can make sure to erase every one of those doubts and make sure that we live forever together." He snapped his fingers, "that is all it’s going to take for me to make sure of that and you’re going to other men and accepting their proposals to become their wife does not help me either in controlling myself." He gritted out in pain and anger.

I stared at him before my own anger erupted. "If you want to accuse me of being a whore then I will. I am going to accept the purpose of the first man I see!" I screamed in his face not caring of the consequences anymore.