The CEO's Regret: You made me your lie, I become your Loss-Chapter 95: I want you
"I saw you wincing when you got up," he said, his voice dropping into a low, concerned register as he closed the distance. He wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, his chin resting on her shoulder. "I hope I didn’t overdo it... I was trying to hold back a little. I didn’t want to hurt you, Amara."
She turned in his arms, her hands sliding up the smooth skin of his chest. "No," she lied softly, though the slight stiffness in her gait gave her away. She looked up at him, her curiosity piqued by the admission. "What exactly do you mean by ’holding back’?"
She didn’t give him a chance to answer with words. The idea that he had been tempering his own fire even in their most intense moments sparked something fierce in her.
"Don’t hold back," she murmured, her voice steady and demanding. "I’m your wife now. I want all of you, Julian. Not the version that’s afraid of my fragility."
With a playful but firm tug on the lapels of his robe, she guided him toward the oversized porcelain tub, already steaming with cedar-scented water.
As they sank into the warmth together, the water displaced and spilling over the sides, the gentleness of the morning evaporated.
This time, there was no oak door between them, no lingering gala music, only the humid air and the direct, unshielded honesty of their bodies.
When he moved to join her, he took her at her word. He stopped treating her like glass and started treating her like his equal. There was a raw, unfiltered weight to his touch now, a gravity that went beyond the physical.
For the first time, Amara felt the true scale of the man she had married. As he moved within her, she didn’t just feel the sensation; she felt the sheer, unbridled force of his devotion.
It was a deeper, more resonant ache than before, one that filled every corner of her being until the swelling she’d felt earlier wasn’t a burden, but a vessel for everything he was finally giving her.
They moved together in the rising steam, the splashing of the water a rhythmic accompaniment to the quiet, breathless sounds of a husband and wife finally truly knowing one another.
The steam hung heavy in the air, turning the marble walls into a blurred, pearlescent backdrop. The water in the tub had finally stilled, save for the occasional ripple as Julian pulled Amara back against his chest, his arms anchoring her in the fading warmth.
The silence wasn’t empty; it was heavy with the weight of what had just happened, the shift from the careful, tentative worship of the night before to the raw, unmasked reality of the morning.
Julian buried his face in the crook of her neck, his skin still slick and humming from the exertion. He didn’t speak for a long time, his heart beating a steady, heavy thrum against her spine.
The holding back was gone now, replaced by a grounded, exhausted peace.
His hands, large and steady, rested over hers on the surface of the water, his thumb tracing the gold of her wedding band under the bubbles.
"I think I finally understand," he murmured, his voice vibrating against her skin, deeper and raspier than usual. "The difference between protecting you and... belonging to you."
Amara leaned her head back against his shoulder, her eyes closed as she savored the lingering pulse in her limbs. The tenderness from earlier hadn’t vanished, but it had changed it felt like a badge of honor now, a physical map of the territory they’d claimed together.
"You’re not fragile, Amara," he whispered, his grip tightening just a fraction. "I don’t know why I was so afraid I’d break you. You’re the only thing keeping me whole."
He reached for a thick, white towel draped over the heated rack nearby, but he didn’t move to get out yet. He just held her there in the cooling water, the morning sun finally hitting the steam and creating tiny, dancing rainbows on the surface.
"Our breakfast must be cold now," she teased softly, her voice trailing off into a satisfied hum.
Julian let out a low, melodic huff of a laugh that shook them both. "Let them wait. We have a lifetime of breakfasts. Right now, I just want to stay exactly here."
The terrace was bathed in the late-morning heat of the city, but the air between them felt even warmer.
Julian sat across from Amara, his linen shirt unbuttoned at the collar, watching her with an intensity that made the simple act of sipping her coffee feel like a performance.
He was leaning back, his eyes dark and heavy with the memory of the bathroom, his voice dropping into that low, gravelly register that always made her skin prickle.
"You’re remarkably quiet this morning, Mrs. Vale," he murmured, his gaze tracing the line of her throat. "Usually, you have so much to say. Is it the coffee, or are you still replaying what happened in the tub?"
Amara felt the heat crawl up her neck, her cheeks flushing a deep pink. She focused on her cup, but Julian wasn’t done.
"There’s something on your lips," he said suddenly, his tone shifting to something more focused. He stood up, the chair scraping softly against the stone floor, and leaned over her.
Before she could grab a napkin, his thumb was there, grazing her bottom lip with a slow, deliberate pressure.
He didn’t pull away. Instead, he tilted her chin up and claimed her mouth in a kiss that was deep, slow, and tasted of espresso and raw possession. When he finally broke away, he stayed inches from her face, a smoldering smirk playing on his lips.
"Come on, Amara," he teased, his breath hot against her skin. "If you wanted a kiss, you should have just said so. I told you, I’ll never get tired of you. I could do this all day."
Amara stared at him, blinking in confusion, her heart hammering against her ribs. "I...you..." she stammered, her blush deepening. "It was you who kissed me!"
Julian just laughed, a rich, vibrating sound. "If that’s the story you want to tell. But for now, I’ll hold myself back. We have things to do.
