Sweet Wife Arrives: Mr. CEO, Please Pamper Me-Chapter 619: V489: A lifetime, deeply devoted to love. 2000
The moment Zixuan saw Feng Chengjin, she was taken aback.
Because according to her understanding, wasn’t he supposed to be chatting with Yu Yuanshen and others in the study? Why would he suddenly come looking for her? And with such an expression?
Zixuan’s eyes were bewildered.
Feng Chengjin locked eyes with her as he pushed open the door, his gaze slowly moving to her lower abdomen, then back to her face, then scanning her entire body, before finally resting on her heart.
When he returned his gaze to her, his Mo Tong eyes trembled slightly.
Pressing his lips, he walked step by step to Zixuan.
The next moment, he pulled her into his arms with a tight embrace.
Zixuan had never felt such force in her life, it was as if she was being confined to death in his embrace.
Indeed, that was precisely Feng Chengjin’s intention.
Even as he crossed his arms over her, and his head passed her shoulder, from a direction she couldn’t see, his eyes started to tremble deeply with dual light.
His lips moved slightly; he even contemplated asking several times, "Is it really an ectopic pregnancy? Why did you hide it from me? Why haven’t you told me despite meeting so many times?"
Yet, asking such questions was futile because ever since he knew it was an ectopic pregnancy, crossing that most painful, unresolved, and sensitive point, the answers became clear and evident.
What was the point of asking? Whether he asked or not, he could already understand all the answers.
However, he still wanted to ask, "Did it hurt? Was the outcome for the baby bad? Has your body suffered in these two years?"
Yet he found he couldn’t bring himself to ask, too ashamed to do so.
After harboring hatred for her for two years, even upon seeing her face of despair from her endless weeping after meeting, he didn’t rush up to embrace her. When she was distressed, he pushed her down and repeatedly forced her against her will. When she finally awoke, sensitive and anxious, wanting to leave, in retrospect he might understand her mindset then, but at that moment, he was filled only with anger, uttering revengeful words.
Until he returned to the hotel and found a pillow soaked with tears...
He felt he had lost all dignity and position to ask this hindsight question.
So, choking slightly, he couldn’t utter a single word.
He could only embrace Zixuan as though seeing her for the first time, inhaling the scent in her hair, silently repeating, "Zixuan, I’m sorry."
In action, he held her tightly, again and again, expressing, "Sorry, I will treat you well for a lifetime."
Feng Chengjin was moved and distressed, holding her without speaking.
Enclosed tightly, Zixuan grabbed Feng Chengjin’s waist, somewhat perplexed if this neurotic man’s childish behavior had flared up more than usual these days.
On certain nights when in bed, if he touched her, he’d get upset and sleep in the single bed in the neighboring room, already acting childishly enough.
And now, in broad daylight, while discussing matters, he suddenly ran over to hug her; what episode of "Princess Huanzhu" was he reenacting?
So, utterly baffled, Zixuan couldn’t resist patting Feng Chengjin’s shoulder and asking, "I say, Cheng Jin, what’s up with you?"
Feng Chengjin, naturally aware of his abrupt state, was too ashamed to ask that question, but paused, then said, "I just still want to ask when you’ll start calling me husband."
In an instant, realizing it was truly this reason, Zixuan was exasperated to the point of laughing and crying at Feng Chengjin’s prodding.
In resignation, she said, "Just two days, can’t we wait two more days to start calling that?"
"Can’t wait, why can everyone else start calling ahead of time and not me? I’m your legally married husband..."
Immediately, Zixuan was more resigned, thinking it’s indeed just two days left. Considering Feng Chengjin’s mental knot, this frequent child-like behavior, fearing that if she disagreed, his childish temper might flare on the wedding day, demanding not to get married until she called him husband first.
So... after a ponderous pause, she could only begrudgingly say, "Husband."
Zixuan felt her voice wasn’t loud, there was hardly any emotional undertone, and even less emotional embellishment.
However, when Feng Chengjin heard the word and relaxed his hold, looking at her eye to eye, she was still stunned by the sight before her.
Because... Feng Chengjin cried.
Though not in a womanly manner with visible tears, just shimmering waves in his jet-black Mo Tong eyes, hidden yet evident, it was, for sure, Feng Chengjin crying.
Her heart was moved, tenderly.
Though unsure why, seeing Feng Chengjin exposed to such trembling tears simply because she called him "husband," she suddenly felt that perhaps, in life, as long as one is willing.
Any subtle life moment could become a historic fixed memory.
Even the kind of touch——not less than on specific days.
But... would he really be so moved? Or did she make him wait ten years just to hear this "husband" call?
Zixuan’s eyes rippled, quietly assessing Feng Chengjin.
Raising her hand, amidst Feng Chengjin’s profound gaze, his thumb gently caressed her lips, maintaining eye contact.
Outlining the peach blossom-like area, he paused and softly asked, "Call me again?"
Zixuan’s heart trembled, and without any hesitation this time, she said, "Husband."
In that moment, Feng Chengjin smiled.
But as he smiled, he also cried.
Lowering his gaze.
As he deeply kissed her lips, he uttered a few words from his throat, "Zixuan, my woman, my wife."
Then, intensely, he drew her down.
In a prolonged and twisty manner, full of deep affection and entanglement.
Each kiss infused with Zixuan’s somewhat bewildered tears yielded numerous heartfelt fruits.
This fruit was called "A lifetime of exclusive love."
As Feng Chengjin laid her on the bed, Zixuan watched him lock the door, and couldn’t help but shake her head, "With a child, it’s not possible."
"It’s okay, I’ll use the lightest touch, absolutely won’t harm him."
And with a kiss on her lips, deeply immersed into the mattress.
