My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation-Chapter 173: Forecasted

It’s been a few days and Beatriz out of nowhere started teaching me a bunch of boring stuff about the church, rules, doctrine, church history, and the history of religion it was super boring learning all of that.

Beatriz is the kind of teacher who doesn’t know how to make the class fun, I almost fell asleep several times during the explanations, I don’t even know why she’s so determined to force me to learn this.

She also started buying all sorts of things, she gave me a list and told me to give it to the paladins so they could go shopping, and I also hear her mumbling about calamity, and undead and necromancers several times throughout the day as if she’s planning something.

The biggest change in our daily life is that we now sleep in the same bed, which made her stop crying at night, and the treatment of everyone in the church towards me has also changed.

What was once disgust and discomfort has turned into a silent acceptance, it’s not bad, but it’s unpleasant. I think I preferred when they didn’t like me because at least they were honest.

I don’t know what Beatriz has been spreading about me, but the treatment has become so strange that honestly, I prefer to stay away from people, who are now a mix of false flattery and silent avoidance to avoid problems.

I think the only thing that bothers me the most is the color of Beatriz’s aura, my eyes can’t see the aura of normal people, only that of a yandere, and it’s limited to the color red.

This was the most I could create with the knowledge I had, so when I look at someone with this ability active, the correct thing would be to see absolutely nothing, that is, an "empty" aura.

However, now when I look at Beatriz, I can see a soft red aura, and if I can see this aura, it means only one thing she is a yandere.

But ironically, she is the first yandere who has a ridiculously clear aura, it’s a very light and thin red that shows that she is not very dangerous to me.

I attribute this to one thing, her religious fanaticism. From her perspective, since I am the "holy mother," I am someone who must not be killed under any circumstances.

This kind of keeps me safe, but "safe" to what extent, I wonder? For example, a yandere may not be limited to killing me, there are many horrible things they can do to have control over me besides death threats.

Wouldn’t it be terrible if Beatriz decided that she needs to isolate me from the rest of the world and that made her lock me in the church? Now that she displays the aura of a yandere, I need to be careful and maintain the lie as perfectly as possible.

Because now that she has the aura of a yandere, she can kill me, and although I really had that plan to keep switching worlds, now that I’ve been in this world for some time, dying would be a waste.

Thanks to this world, I’m learning a lot about controlling my own magic, which will be useful in other worlds for sure.

Furthermore, the determination to kill me has completely dissipated because it’s been a long time. It’s a shame since what I obtained was limited, but they were good information like the fact that my curse adjusts and I learn to fix flaws on my own.

If she fixes flaws, there’s a chance that in the next worlds I’ll still be a difficult race to kill, maybe again a vampire or undead? Maybe a demon-type with powerful self-healing?

But it doesn’t matter, thinking about the endless possibilities of the future is tiring. For now, I’ll enjoy this life as much as I can, with Beatriz’s indirect help, I’ve already helped thousands of people.

Beatriz gave me papers showing that before my arrival, she could heal 900 to 1400 people per day, and with my arrival, she now can heal 2700 to 3300 people per day, a huge increase.

The new way I told her to organize the lines also maximized how many people she can heal in a short period of time.

She also seemed very happy and satisfied when she saw the numbers, and thanks to my presence near Beatriz, most people have stopped complaining, maybe out of fear of me since I keep freezing criminals on the ground to be arrested.

Of course, all this has reinforced Beatriz’s glorified image of me, but at least she’s happy and she’s a good person, so she deserves that happiness. I just hope my curse doesn’t turn her into a monster like many of those who loved me.

Beatriz, from everything I’ve seen, is a kind and good girl, but a bit confused and with a great affection for maternal figures. In short, she is someone good, and I fear that my curse will make her go crazy and evil.

It would really be kind of unfair for her to sink so deep because of me. I wonder how I can control these negative tendencies, I know how people can fall deep because of it myself.

So there must be something I can do to keep her stable. Now the real question is how to keep her stable and not a paranoid who thinks that either I am hers or I must die and not be anyone’s. ƒrēenovelkiss.com

"Hmmm..." I throw myself on Beatriz’s bed, thinking about what to do. It’s night and Beatriz is taking a shower. I’ve also already showered, so now we’ll just sleep while I hug her like a mother protecting her daughter from nightmares.

"What should I do..." I murmur. I imagined she would become a yandere, our proximity increased quickly, so that was predictable. Now how can I limit the dangerous tendencies?

My old personality aspects still work perfectly, that little paranoia along with the coldness of the world that I was a vampire help a lot. It’s a shame that most Personality Aspects are useless and only get in the way.

"I really have no idea..."

"No idea about what, Shizune?" Beatriz emerges, having apparently finished her shower.

"...Beatriz, if I disappeared, would you look for me?"

"Of course!" She responds quickly without hesitation.

"Even if I disappeared on purpose?"

"Yes, I would still go after you!" She speaks with conviction, making it clear that in this matter, my opinion doesn’t matter, since she didn’t even question the reason why I would disappear.

"That’s...great," I say with a slightly strange smile as she jumps on the bed on top of me with a happy smile.

"What are you going to do with those things you’ve been buying lately?" I ask curiously to change the subject.

"Hmmm, it’s a secret," she says with a mischievous smile. This honestly bothers me, I hate when yanderes talk about secrets, even if they’re not things to use on me, I have no way of knowing where she’ll use them.

"Won’t you tell me? I’m your mother, why keep a secret?" I question as she rolls to the side. She likes it when I hug her from behind like a spoon, she says she feels protected sleeping that way.

"It’s because I don’t want to worry you...they’re just some easy problems to solve," she says, avoiding the topic.

"Naughty girls will be punished, you know," I say, hugging her.

"I promise it’s nothing serious," she says like a rebellious child who wants to hide something big.

"Even if I say you can drink my milk straight from the source every day?"

"...Well..."

"Talking like that..." She falls for the bait.

"But I guess you don’t mind, right? So I’ll withdraw the offer, milk in a cup is enough already for..."

"I’LL TELL!" She speaks urgently as I keep a victorious smile.

"I’m...building a barrier, remember the lessons I’ve been giving you? I mentioned the 3 calamities that have already happened, they are events that threaten a huge number of lives, and I think a fourth calamity is coming, and it involves undead and necromancers."

"That’s why I’m going to erect a powerful sacred barrier around the kingdom, and the only one who will be removed from the purification effect will be you, so any undead outside of you will be immediately affected and purified," Beatriz really tells everything.

’...Tsk...this is...strangely precise.’ Isn’t it too convenient that my yandere before Beatriz was Estella, a necromancer? And there’s also the strange fact of the aura being outside the body.

And what if Estella wasn’t the yandere, but someone else who was controlling Estella remotely, and that person is the true yandere, which is why the aura isn’t directly on Estella’s body?

’Bella...I...didn’t look at Bella’s Aura.’ It was my mistake, I usually don’t look unless they show signs. I judged that Bella wasn’t a yandere based on the memories I had of her.

’And what if Bella was the yandere all along, who somehow controlled Estella?’ This would also explain how someone "stupid" like her managed to survive for so long, because she was only acting.

"That’s a great idea, Beatriz. With this barrier, the kingdom will be safe," I say, hugging her tighter.

"Yes! And it’s not that costly to make, I just don’t do it normally because the kingdom doesn’t like it. They deduce that I’m trying to increase the influence I have over everyone even more."

"But now I have a real reason, and this barrier even has secondary effects of light healing, so people will be healthier and the quality of life will improve," Beatriz speaks altruistically, showing that she even thinks of others in this.

"That’s truly wonderful, Beatriz. You’re an incredible girl," I praise her, which seems to make her happy.

"Thank you, but it’s all thanks to you. Without you, I wouldn’t have enough magic to do this in just a few weeks. It’s thanks to you that this is possible," she says, snuggling closer in my arms.

"Then it’s good that we met, isn’t it?"

"Yes, thanks to us two, things will improve a lot in the kingdom. Everyone will be able to be a little happier and healthier," she says as I hug her a little tighter.

’...Haaa...it’s regrettable that someone as good as her gets caught by my curse.’ Doesn’t Sayuri notice how toxic and harmful this curse is? Or has she just decided to ignore the billions of lives that suffer because of it?

Regardless of what it is, Sayuri has undoubtedly gone too far. At first, I understood, I made a mistake and was being punished, but after that, it went far beyond a punishment for my mistakes and is now something too serious that affects more beings than it should.

"I hope that if you need help, you’ll let me know. You don’t have to do everything alone, okay, Beatriz?" I try to help. Her doing everything alone can worsen her condition and make her a more dangerous yandere. It’s better for me to be around and make sure nothing gets out of control.

"Okay, I appreciate the offer, but for now we still need some materials, so we have a lot to study for you to learn about the church."

"Haaa..." I let out a frustrated groan. It’s so boring to learn from Beatriz.

"No complaining, it’s important. Now let’s sleep, tomorrow will be another busy day!" She says, pulling the bedsheet over us to sleep.

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