My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation-Chapter 119: Trying to Cultivate Differently

"Okay, let me properly introduce myself," the girl says as she adjusts her uniform correctly. Now I pay more attention to her appearance she has blonde hair and green eyes, and she’s a bit shorter than me, maybe around 160 centimeters.

She’s wearing a beautiful blue and white kimono similar to Yesheon’s, but with her own unique customizations that give it a special style.

"I’m Lyuei, I’m currently a relatively new practitioner, but I’ve already reached the core formation stage! The Great Master is my inspiration... and I’m really sorry for only judging you."

"That’s not something the Great Master would do..." She speaks with remorse, as if she genuinely feels bad about it.

"It’s okay, haha, I provoked a bit too. I should have been more restrained. Anyway, I’m Shizune, you can call me that if you want." I say, taking responsibility for my part and introducing myself so she can call me by name.

Although she’ll probably call me "Junior" and I’ll call her "Senior" out of respect, since we’re not really intimate acquaintances.

"Yes, but I shouldn’t have given in to the anger... I hate to admit it, but... I was jealous..." She speaks with courage, admitting something that many would never say.

"Jealous?" I don’t understand what I have that’s interesting enough to be jealous of, honestly I’m the least suitable person to be jealous of since my situation is shitty.

"It’s just that the Great Master is going to personally train you, and you’re so beautiful... that made me question what the Great Master saw in you to choose you as a disciple she trains directly."

"She’s never chosen a disciple to train directly before, some are saying it’s because of something personal from her past, but no one really knows what made her choose to train someone directly."

’...’ She has no idea what kind of training we’ll have, I doubt Yesheon has told anyone about the training we’ll do.

"Don’t be discouraged, it’s just chance, haha, and also because she’s going to try to heal me!" I say to cheer the girl up, it’s a fact that everything started under the pretense of healing me.

"Can we be... friends?" I say, trying to make a real connection in this world, something I haven’t had so far. It would be nice to have real friends without having to worry about being killed randomly, and now that I can see who the Yandere is, it’s possible.

"...Okay! The Great Master would approve of this, I’ll show you around and teach you things, Junior!" She grabs my hand and starts guiding me quickly along the path until we stop in an area.

"This is where I usually cultivate, it’s calm and serene, few come here and the animals like this place, so my rabbit always likes to stay here and eat some vegetables or medicinal herbs!"

"Let’s cultivate together!" She says, sitting on a rock and crossing her legs while doing something strange with her hands.

’...I have no idea what to do.’ I just sit on another rock and imitate Yesheon’s position without really doing anything.

"..." She simply remains silent, cultivating, while I’m unsure of what to do. Sharing her cultivation spot should be some kind of friendship demonstration or something like that?

"Shizune, for now this is good! When you change your cultivation method, you’ll have a good foundation to learn from others. What she’s doing is absorbing the energy they call Qi while shaping it in her body," Yui tells me, explaining what’s happening.

’Yui is right.’ I just watch, I know there’s some kind of energy that is the basis of life and is called Qi. I’m too weak to feel or see it, but before Yeom stole my cultivation, I knew how to do it and even see it.

I copy her position and just try to see if I can absorb some of this Qi energy that is supposedly in the environment. If Lyuei says she likes to train here and it’s good, it must have a lot of this energy.

Even if I can’t see it, I should at least try to grab a bit of this energy for myself. freёwebnoѵel.com

"...Junior, what are you doing?" Lyuei quickly grabs my hand and pulls me out of the small trance I was in.

I notice a drop of blood running from my nose, while Lyuei quickly does something as her hands glow.

"Why are you cultivating so sloppily? Are you trying to kill yourself?! Look how messed up your internal energy is! Don’t try to use a cultivation technique you don’t know!" She speaks with concern.

"..." The thing is, I wouldn’t die, and I didn’t feel pain from it, but I also didn’t feel anything good in trying to cultivate in a way I don’t know.

"I was just trying something new... I guess I really need the guidance of Yesh... I mean, the Master," I say, wiping the blood with a tissue Lyuei gives me.

"Haa... common people shouldn’t try to do this... It seems the Great Master was really serious when she considered you a commoner. If you absorb so much unpurified energy, it will cause you problems!"

"Be more careful, if I hadn’t stopped you, things could have gotten very serious! Even if you didn’t die, you could have lost your cultivation forever. You haven’t even reached the core formation stage yet to try to grab so much Qi!"

"You need to distribute it evenly! And also only take a little at a time, then purify that little bit before trying to take more, or you’ll hit the limit!"

"...I understand, Senior Lyuei. I’ll be more careful. Can we go eat something?" She looks at me like I’m weird.

"Seriously? You almost did something stupid and died, and now you just want to go eat like nothing happened? What did those crazy demonic sect people teach you?"

"...Well..." Not much useful, really. Most didn’t try to help others cultivate, and since I was the sect’s "strategist," I ended up not getting any help from anyone, because Yeom "trained" me herself, so no one else could try.

"Here," she takes something out of her kimono sleeve, it looks like a bar with a strong herbal scent.

"It’s a healing bar, it’ll help you disperse all that unpurified Qi you accidentally absorbed. And listen carefully to the Great Master’s lessons, so you don’t do anything stupid!"

When she says that, I wonder what she would think of the truth.

The "good" thing about dual cultivation is that it doesn’t have the same rules as normal cultivation, being less restrictive and giving more freedom with less effort when cultivating.

Plus, I can just leave all the work of purifying the Qi to Yesheon, who will do it for me since she’s the stronger cultivator between us, and the stronger one dictates the Qi’s rhythm in dual cultivation.

"Okay, I’ll listen exactly to what the Master says," I say, biting the bar she gave me. The taste is bitter and flavorless, but I keep eating. After the theory that I can only be killed by a Yandere, I’m much more confident.

I’m practically immune to death as long as it’s not the Yandere trying to kill me. Of course, I still feel pain and can get hurt, but that’s the minimum to be careful about.

If I’m not going to be killed, I can endure a bit of pain and injury to gain an advantage.

’I shouldn’t be as greedy as in my past life,’ I think about this to try to avoid being like I was before. Being greedy and lustful is what got me into this terrible situation.

I should try to be a better person, and this Murim world is a good starting point for that, especially being in the orthodox sect.

"Senior Lyuei, thank you very much for trying to be my friend. I know ’I’ did a lot of evil, but I want to change, I want to try to be a good and righteous person." Although that will still be to the extent possible.

It’s just the beginning, and my life is the most important thing to me. I can’t see another life as much more valuable than mine, since being murdered is still terrifying.

"...Hmph, it’s only natural... I may have let my feelings get the better of me for a moment... but I think if the Great Master judges that you can be good, I’ll believe it too," she speaks in a kind of cute way.

"What do you think of the Master?" I ask to see how other people see Yesheon, and what kind of image she gives. To me, she seems too good, but with a tone that can quickly become serious and severe.

"She is powerful, amazing, and good! She is the best example of justice in the world, she always tries to resolve things without fights or deaths! And she’s always willing to try to give a second chance to those who deserve it!"

"She’s my inspiration! I want to be like her when I get stronger! But... I still have some problems with that... my master said I’m arrogant and troublemaker sometimes, so I’m trying to improve."

"But it’s difficult sometimes, however, I know I can at least get a little closer to the ideal I aspire to!"

’What a precise assessment.’ She seemed quite arrogant and troublesome when I saw her before, but who would have thought she’s actually a pretty nice person.

"Junior, I’ll give you some help for now, since you’re terrible at Qi cultivation, I’ll train you physically!" Lyuei says with enthusiasm and determination.

"Oh? And how will we do that?"

"We’ll go up and down the mountain 10 times!"

"..."

’FUCK! I HATE MOUNTAINS!’

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