My Aloof Husband Can't Stop His Devoted Affection-Chapter 587 - 034: Use the rest of your life to make up for it! _2

He was so unsure about the feeling of gaining and losing, so he always feared the sensation of losing and not being belonged to.

These missing seven years were a regret for him, and he hated himself for not being by her side during these seven years. Therefore, every minute and second now is time that can make up for it, and he especially cherishes and maintains this relationship.

"Hmm, I got it." How could Lu Shishu not know the unease in his heart? Her heart felt a little uneasy too, but at least he always gave her some sense of security, making her feel some sense of reality, so her heart was still relatively steadfast.

"You’ve worked hard today. Go back and get some sleep early, don’t stay up late, okay?"

"Hmm, you should sleep early too." Lu Shishu felt quite warm inside because of his attentiveness and gentleness, and her heart, which had been cold for seven years, was now slowly warming up. Her whole person didn’t feel as cold, and even her eyebrows seemed softer.

"Okay, what do you want for breakfast tomorrow? I’ll make it for you." Such unintentional concern of hers was quite appreciated by Nan Jiayan, and it made him feel happy inside.

Lu Shishu seriously thought about it too. Perhaps she had been eating the meals he made a lot recently and inexplicably became a bit addicted. If she didn’t eat them for a day, she felt like something was missing.

This habit thing is sometimes really terrifying, much scarier than falling in love with someone.

"What kind of big move are you thinking about? Taking so long?" Seeing that Lu Shishu had not spoken for a long time, Nan Jiayan lightly touched her forehead.

"Nothing. I didn’t think of anything. Forget it, I’ll eat whatever you make! I’m not picky." Lu Shishu lightly shook her head, didn’t feel like thinking further, and gently retreated from his embrace: "I’ll go shower and sleep now, feeling a bit tired."

"Okay, good night."

"Hmm."

Lu Shishu lightly responded, then turned around, walked to her front door, entered the code, and after the door opened, turned back to glance at him. Without saying much, she went straight in.

After seeing Lu Shishu go in, Nan Jiayan also took a deep breath, a slight smile appeared on his lips, then he turned back to his own home.

***

The exhibition that Lu Shishu collaborated on with Xuan Mo Su Hua went very smoothly, attracting much praise in the industry. It even sent three of her paintings to the auction, with one fetching a price of 10.8 million, making Lu Shishu’s reputation even more prominent than before.

But Lu Shishu didn’t care much about these things. Typically, people capitalize on the momentum in such situations, but after her exhibition ended, she rejected all interviews and appearances on talk shows and disappeared from public view altogether. She didn’t take any work, and her studio announced to the public that she was tired and needed a break, and they didn’t bother with external opinions after that.

Some people said she truly lived up to the label ’Buddha-like artist,’ simply too carefree and acting completely according to her mood, attracting increasing fondness and fascination because of her personality. Yet, equally, while some liked her, there would be others who didn’t.

Nonetheless, Lu Shishu didn’t care about external voices, whether positive or negative. She chose to close her ears to them, as her life was hers to live and unrelated to others, as long as she was comfortable and happy. There was no need to live for someone else the way she didn’t want to be.

The weather in Nancheng was getting colder, and Lu Shishu actually didn’t like the winter season very much. She was naturally quite lazy, so when it got cold, she became even less inclined to move.

In her studio, once the weather turned cold, Lu Xi and the others’ paid long leave officially began, because at that time, Lu Shishu didn’t take much work or paint much, and the work schedule would be left idle. Even if there was work, Lu Shishu would tell Lin Zhiyuan in advance, and Lin Zhiyuan would arrange the tasks for them.

Such a boss is probably what many people would want.

The warm winter sun gently spilled into the bedroom, and Lu Shishu was still in a deep sleep when suddenly, an urgent doorbell startled her awake. The strong light led her to instinctively raise a hand to shield her eyes, and after getting used to it, she slowly sat up from the bed, lifted the quilt, walked out of the bedroom, and went to the front door. She even looked through the peephole to check outside, seeing it was Nan Jiayan. She rubbed her temples with some headache and glanced back at the clock on the wall, finding it was only around 8:40, and immediately felt a grumpy mood.