MTL - Winner Takes All-Chapter 45 .the latest update
Li Shuo stayed.
He thought he had been drinking too much and had hallucinations, but Zhao Jinxin's affectionate eyes were striking his hot brain through the retina, making him unavoidable.
Zhao Jinxin gently stroked his face, his eyes full of concentration and sincerity: "Li Shuo, I like you, I want to fall in love with you."
Li Shuo was about to fall into Zhao Jinxin's bewildered eyes. He felt some pain in his heart, but in addition to the pain, he was mixed with some shivering numbness.
Zhao Jinxin ... confession? Confessing to him? Real, formal ...
Zhao Jinxin smiled: "You say something, I'm nervous like you."
Li Shuo could not see that Zhao Jinxin was nervous. He was naturally embarrassed and nervous. He had been confessed too many times in his life. How could he be nervous because of a confession that was not new?
Li Shuo swallowed, but his voice trembled slightly: "Why are you suddenly ..."
"Suddenly? Where suddenly?" Zhao Jinxin's expression became a bit grieving. "I said that I like you countless times. From the beginning to now, you don't take it seriously."
Li Shuo was speechless.
Zhao Jinxin is right, but is it a matter of his misconception? Isn't Zhao Jinxin the wrong person?
Zhao Jinxin lay on Li Shuo, nodded his lips with his fingertips, and said softly, "I always like you so much, so good to you, but you, you, Li Chengxiu for a while, Han Feiye, did not know yesterday Whoever drinks, I know, I ca n’t force you to like this kind of thing, you do n’t care about me, and I ca n’t help it, but I ’m still sad ... ”
Li Shuo was shocked by the loss in Zhao Jinxin's eyes.
He began to reflect on himself.
Is it really like that? Is it really what Zhao Jinxin said? Is there so much misunderstanding between the two that he thinks Zhao Jinxin is not in love, and Zhao Jinxin also thinks that he is not in love? In fact, they are in love with each other.
Li Shuo shook his head. He was smart for more than thirty years. For the first time, he felt that his brain capacity was not enough. It was not clear whether Zhao Jinxin's words were true or false.
If Zhao Jinxin was all true, wouldn't he be too much?
However, is it not Zhao Jinxin who avoids the "rebuilding trust" he proposed and says "never has been with people" and refuses to cohabit?
Li Shuo felt that he had been detained.
Zhao Jinxin kissed Li Shuo's lips gently, and said softly, "I know, there are many misunderstandings between us, but you are the first person to make me heart, I will inevitably be at a loss, but the past is not Important, I just want to know, Uncle Li, do you like me? "
Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin away, sat up, and woke up in his head for a moment, completely without the usual calmness.
He didn't know how to describe his current mood. He didn't dare to be happy, because he was vaguely disturbed, and he didn't dare to question, for fear of hurting Zhao Jinxin's heart. He really needed to calm down all his thoughts and figure it out.
But Zhao Jinxin didn't give him the opportunity, and hugged his waist and said, "You speak, do you like me?"
Li Shuo didn't dare to look at Zhao Jinxin's hopeful eyes, he hesitated, "Jin Xin, I have to think about it."
"Do you like me or not?" Zhao Jinxin squeezed his chin and forced him to look at himself. "I know you like me too, why don't you admit it?"
"I'm not afraid to admit it."
"Then what are you doing now? If you don't like me, you can look into my eyes and say it." Zhao Jinxin simply sat on his lap, and he did not spare.
Li Shuo bit his lip gently. He never felt like he was so stingy. He didn't even admit that he liked someone, especially compared to Zhao Jinxin's frankness. He even felt that he was too manly. He took a deep breath: "Jin Xin, I like you, but ..."
Zhao Jinxin blocked his lips hard and threw him into the rose petals again.
Before Li Shuo had time to calmly think about the relationship between the two, he was dizzy with that superb kiss technique. Until he was about to be hypoxic, Zhao Jinxin released him.
Zhao Jinxin could not control his hands up and down, Li Shuo grabbed his hand: "You wait ..."
"I don't care, you like me, you are my person." Zhao Jinxin laughed, "I know you like me."
"Jin Xin, you also said there was a misunderstanding between us, so I think we should sort things out and talk about something else."
"What do you mean?" Zhao Jinxin frowned. "Baby, how are you mother-in-law today?"
Li Shuo could not accept being called "mother-in-law", but he couldn't keep up with Zhao Jinxin's rhythm. He always felt that there was something wrong.
Zhao Jinxin took another sip on his swollen red lips: "Don't think about it, anyway, you said everything right, who told me to like you?"
The more open and sincere Zhao Jinxin was, the more Li Shuo doubted his narrowness. After all, the two did not discuss the emotional issue directly and directly. If there is a misunderstanding, it is inevitable. Is n’t this the case between people, no matter how thorough and thorough, it is impossible to know 100% that others are thinking what.
Li Shuo's character has always been a problem first to reflect on himself. Zhao Jinxin's move caught him by surprise. He didn't know what to do for a while.
Zhao Jinxin kissed him softly and held him: "Uncle Li, please say one more thing you like me, I want to hear."
"I……"
"Well, you all admit it, why don't you dare to say it, I want to hear it." Zhao Jinxin said with a smile. "You never said it. Sometimes I think you might not like me at all, and I'm particularly uncomfortable. "
Suddenly, Li Shuo felt guilty. He solemnly said, "Jin Xin, I really like you, I'm just a bit messy now."
Zhao Jinxin laughed and said, "It's enough to have you. You are my Zhao Jinxin, and you will not be allowed to get drunk casually in the future. Do you know the danger? I just don't want to get angry at you, otherwise It really deserves to punish you. "
"What danger can I have as a big man." Li Shuo remembered himself borrowing alcohol to relieve his grief, and felt a little embarrassed. "And I didn't want to drink too much. It may be that the cold is not good, and it is especially easy to get on."
"What's the danger?" Zhao Jinxin narrowed his eyes and squeezed Li Shuo's cheek slightly. "Do you know how delicious you look?"
Li Shuo was embarrassed and said, "What is delicious?" He pushed Zhao Jinxin away again, got up from the woolen blanket, knocked **** the chaotic brain, took a deep breath, and felt that he finally calmed down a bit. He whispered, "Jin Xin, I like you, but I don't understand your previous behavior. I must ask this clearly."
Zhao Jinxin also stood up and said leisurely, "You ask."
Li Shuo looked at him blinklessly: "I wanted to live with you at the beginning, why did you refuse?"
"I'm nervous." Zhao Jinxin pursed his lips. "I've never lived with anybody. You suddenly raised it, and I was a little shy."
Li Shuo thought for a while. He was really impatient at that time, without any preparation at all. Suddenly he asked for cohabitation, which was really abrupt. Zhao Jinxin's response was reasonable.
Zhao Jinxin raised Li Shuo's hand and blinked his eyes: "Does it matter if you live together and live differently? I think there is a better distance between two people, and we are tired all the time. Friction and conflict will be more, which affects the relationship too."
Li Shuo smiled slightly. He didn't want to tell Zhao Jinxin to propose cohabitation, but it was just a temptation. If he really cared about him, he would not refuse it with such ridiculous reasons. This is why he still ca n’t fully trust Zhao Jinxin. . He said, "You're right."
Zhao Jinxin also laughed: "As long as I can be by your side, I feel very happy, you can't drive me away, I will always rely on you."
Li Shuo straightened his spine slowly and restored his normal reason. He touched Zhao Jinxin's face: "Jin Xin, you must listen carefully to every sentence I say below, they are the truth."
Zhao Jinxin froze slightly, Li Shuo's frank and gentle eyes made him feel guilty, but he nodded.
Li Shuo whispered softly: "Jin Xin, you are too elusive and very fickle. I once said that you saved my father. The past grievances were written off, but my trust in you cannot be restored at once. , Especially after discovering so many things later, many of your actions made me very disgusted. Yes, I like you, but there are many things other than love in my life, I ca n’t do as I want , Even when I was your age, I couldn't do it. "
Zhao Jinxin listened quietly without speaking.
Li Shuo continued: "I like you, I don't want to give up the opportunity to be with you, but I have many questions about you in my heart, so I now ..."
"Let's re-establish trust." Zhao Jinxin rushed.
It was Li Shuo's turn this time.
Zhao Jinxin grabbed his hand and put it on his waist: "I know your concerns, so we start again, but I don't want to be your friend, I want to be your man."
Li Shuo looked at him deeply, there was a voice in his heart saying over and over again, would you agree, isn't this what you want, why hesitate, why mother-in-law, why you become so shy
Li Shuo didn't know if he liked it more or suffered more. He used to dare to imagine that he would become so indecisive and cranky about his emotional affairs, but every tangle he has now really affects his heart. Not at all careless.
Zhao Jinxin held him in his arms: "You must not refuse, if you refuse, I will always pester you. Uncle Li, I know you like to be with me, like to do with me-love, you are just angry with me In the future, I won't make you angry, we are together well, just like before. Do you remember, at the beginning, we have been very fit and happy. "
Li Shuo was moved.
Before knowing that Zhao Jinxin came for a purpose, it was indeed a time of happiness and flying, but it was a pity.
What if they could become real? Who doesn't want that happiness to be true.
Li Shuo sighed softly, obviously it should be a happy event, but his mood was inexplicably heavy, but he still said decisively: "Jin Xin, I ... accept what you said, we re-establish trust." Want to come ridiculous After making such a big circle and making so many messy things, they just returned to their original starting point. If Zhao Jinxin responded in the hospital at that time, how much harm should be avoided, and it would not involve others.
Li Shuo felt a little tired, because he had many things he couldn't figure out.
He likes numbers, that is, the logic of numbers is strict. One says one, the other says two. As long as the method is proper, he can calculate the beginning, the end, and the end clearly. This is exactly the core part of his character.
But feelings are the most difficult thing to sort out in the world, so he rejects feelings that are too devoted, but he never thought he was caught in a pit.
He hated himself confused in his feelings, while sinking into it uncontrollably. It seemed like a swamp beneath his feet. The more he struggled, the deeper he fell, and he didn't even want to and could not pull away.
Someone can make him like this ...
Should he be happy or worried?
Zhao Jinxin didn't seem to have so much anxiety. He picked up Li Shuo, happily made two laps, and laughed, "Uncle Li is my man."
Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin with unabashed joy, and also suppressed his worries. Maybe it ’s because the confession came too suddenly, making it difficult for him to digest, so he has so many thoughts. Zhao Jinxin wants to have a good relationship, is n’t it what he has always longed for? His performance today, no wonder Zhao Jinxin laughed at his mother .
If you are in love with each other, it is time to try to anchor this person to yourself, this is a real man.
Li Shuo looked at Zhao Jinxin, and a strong desire to conquer rose in his chest. 2k novel reading network