MTL - Who Doesn’t Like a Sweet Little Alpha?-Chapter 80
Su Qian, who was pushed away, was a little confused.
It was an expression he rarely showed, but at this moment, he really felt overwhelmed.
Not just because of being pushed away, but also because of... Su Yuzhou's reaction.
The young man sat on the edge of the bed, covering his face with his hands.
Su Qian could clearly feel the alienation from him for a moment, as if returning to the day when he was going to the hospital for a medical examination.
"The boat..."
Su Yuzhou raised a hand to stop him, his eyes were red, and his low voice was filled with deep disappointment, grievance, and anger.
"Is that what you wanted to say to me?"
He asked, "Have you figured this out for half a month?"
"I..."
Su Qian frowned slightly, the words he just said flashed through his mind quickly, but he couldn't tell which sentence made Su Yuzhou so angry.
The words he just said were indeed his true thoughts...
Is he not willing to be with him?
Su Yuzhou waited for him to explain, but what he saw was the man's puzzled look.
He twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating and embarrassing smile.
It turns out that what boyfriend and what Su Qian likes are all his own wishful thinking. What Su Qian has done in the past half month is just to sleep with him...
Su Yuzhou raised his hand and covered his face.
He was probably wrong from the start.
He wants to like him and promises to be this tool person. Isn't it normal to have such a result?
Su Qian just wanted to relieve the passion, but what he wanted was his heart.
Now the two of them are indeed a step further, but the situation seems to be worse for him.
"Sorry, I don't want to continue like this." Su Yuzhou took a deep breath and tried to calm down.
"What I promised you, I will do."
It was he who asked Su Qian to keep the glands, and he also promised to help him solve the trouble of his **** disorder. He would not regret it, but...
"No promise, no."
"Zhou Zhou, I..."
"Mr. Su, can I ask you to leave first? I want to be alone now."
Su Qian's words were interrupted by Su Yuzhou.
He listened to the name that he had become strange and alienated again, his face paled.
"Zhou Zhou, if I did something wrong, you can tell me."
Su Qian squatted down in front of him, looked up at him, "Please don't use this way... push me away."
Su Yuzhou bit his lower lip, he wanted to speak, but his throat was choked.
Perhaps after the **** period, he is no longer affected by hormones, so no matter how much he likes him, he can't cry with him like before.
He couldn't do anything...and didn't want to make it too ugly.
"You go first, I'll calm down myself." Su Yuzhou used all his strength and whispered.
There was a deep exhaustion in his voice.
Su Qian was stunned. He didn't know what to do now, but he didn't want to leave. He felt that there might be a misunderstanding between them, and the misunderstanding must be explained clearly...
However, Su Yuzhou did not give him this time.
When she saw the door of the rental house closed in front of her, Su Qian froze—
He was kicked out by Su Yuzhou.
Evidently, they were so close a few minutes ago, and he was still wearing his house clothes.
But at this moment, he was swept out of the house.
Su Qian stared at the door in front of him.
He's never experienced anything like this - being kicked out of the house by an Alpha, or after he's shown love...
He felt like his heart was torn in two.
Half is his self-esteem, the other half is his love, the two halves are tearing each other, leaving him in place, but he can't say a word.
Why? Su Yuzhou…
Why did you tease me like that before if you didn't want to be with me?
Why are you doing this...
In the room.
Su Yuzhou leaned his back on the door, lowered his head slightly, and the shadow cast by the bangs covered his eyes.
He stood there for a while, until the sound of footsteps leaving in the corridor outside, he raised his hand and wiped his eyes sullenly.
The back of the hand is full of water stains, shining with crystal light.
It's just a return to a person's state.
Su Yuzhou clenched his lips, the past beauty of the two of them unconsciously appeared in his mind, his vision gradually blurred, he raised his hand again and wiped away the tears forcefully.
He was right.
It started off as a mistake, he's just getting everything back on track now.
Su Yuzhou forced himself to lift his feet and shuffled towards the house.
Looking up, I inadvertently saw the living room window.
It was wiped so brightly and cleanly, the sun poured in, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.
Moving to a new home should be a joy.
But now, looking at this room, Su Yuzhou feels so heavy and tired.
He went back to the bedroom.
The small room was filled with a faint chestnut fragrance.
Su Yuzhou's footsteps paused for a while, and finally turned and walked away. He came to the study, but smelled the scent of chestnuts again.
He gritted his teeth and turned to the kitchen.
This is the place where Su Qian has not set foot today, so I shouldn't smell his breath...
Then, he remembered something, and hesitantly reached out to open the cupboard, which contained a box.
In the box is the last piece of chestnut cake, which he has been reluctant to eat.
Su Yuzhou took out the box.
He wanted to throw it away, but in the end he was reluctant. He opened the lid, took out the last piece of chestnut cake, and stuffed it into his mouth.
While eating, tears kept pouring out of his eyes, and he did not wipe them away.
He needs to vent.
Otherwise, he might go mad.
He is not unloved, now he, as well as his parents and sister...
They all love him... Su Qian...
Su Yuzhou sighed weakly.
He went to the bathroom to wash his face well, then hugged the pillow to the living room, and lay down on the sofa.
Sent a message to Dad Su and the others, then turned off the phone, hugged the pillow, closed his eyes, and buried his entire face in the pillow.
It's just a lovelorn, it'll be fine after a sleep...
He thought to himself.
The orange light in the evening came in from the living room window and hit the young man, making him look more vulnerable.
The sun is slowly setting in the west.
When night falls, the house is plunged into darkness.
Outside the house, footsteps sounded again.
Su Qian looked at the door in front of him, took out his mobile phone, looked down for a while, and finally called up the address book and clicked on Su Yuzhou's number.
"Beep-beep-"
"Sorry, the number you dialed is off."
Su Qian pursed her lips, cut off the call without saying a word, and sat down cross-legged at the door.
He remembered the scene when Su Yuzhou came to S country to find him that day. To this day, he can still remember the heartbeat at that time.
Su Yuzhou…
It is impossible not to have feelings for him.
Su Qian wiped his face hard, and vaguely guessed that Su Yuzhou seemed to have some knots...
He wanted to ask him immediately, but with Su Yuzhou's state, maybe he really needed to calm down first.
Su Qian leaned back against the door panel, the moonlight shone on him, his figure was a little lonely, but also revealed a kind of firmness.
The next morning, Su Yuzhou opened his eyes uncomfortably under the action of the biological clock.
Looking at the unfamiliar environment, he was stunned for a few seconds.
Finally, he sat up with his head covered, sat for a while, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash.
His face was reflected in the mirror.
The eyes are red and swollen again, like a light bulb, how ugly it is.
Su Yuzhou pouted, brushed his teeth and washed his face, then went back to the living room to pick up his phone.
After turning it on, they found that there were two unread messages, which were sent by Su's father. Because he reported before turning off the machine, they didn't worry too much.
In addition to unread messages, there are…
Su Qian's missed call.
It was around twelve o'clock last night, and only one call was made. It is estimated that he did not continue to call after hearing that he turned off.
Su Yuzhou looked at the phone, leaned back on the sofa, and unconsciously recalled everything yesterday in his mind.
He couldn't help but think...
Is everything Su Qian did for him just to sleep with him?
Su Yuzhou closed his eyes and forced himself not to think about this problem that made him sad.
The young man patted his cheeks, stood up, and prepared to pack up and go home after breakfast.
He kept himself busy.
Not only did she swept the floor again, she mopped it inside and out again, she even wiped the table again, and then went into the bathroom to get the dirty clothes to wash.
As a result, he saw the clothes Su Qian changed last night.
The heart tensed again.
Su Yuzhou pursed his lips, and finally walked over, picked out the man's clothes, prepared to take them for dry cleaning, and mailed them back to him.
“Pop—”
Something fell on the bathroom tile, and Gululu rolled under the sink.
Su Yuzhou had no choice but to put down the clothes in his hand, squatted down, and stretched out his hand to pick it up.
He thought it would be something like a keychain, but when he touched the little thing, he couldn't help but startled slightly.
He withdrew his hand and looked down at what was in his hand.
A small box containing a…
Ring.
Su Yuzhou opened the lid of the box and looked at the diamond ring that was safely stored inside, his eyes slowly opened, and he was caught off guard.
He was stunned for a while, and finally, with trembling hands, he took out the ring and put it on the ring finger of his left hand.
Just right, not too big, not too small, as if…
It's for him.
In Su Yuzhou's mind, details that he hadn't thought about yesterday suddenly flashed -
After Su Qian said that, he reached out to touch his pocket, did he... want to take this?
Su Yuzhou got up in a hurry, went back to the living room, called up the missed call and played it back.
However, the other party shuts down.
Su Yuzhou hesitated for a moment, picked up his backpack in a hurry, and stuffed the phone keys into it.
He is going to find Su Qian, and ask him to find out!
"Crash-"
The security door of the rental house was opened by him, Su Yuzhou wanted to run out, but saw a figure leaning against the door.
His eyes widened.
The man was still wearing his home clothes, his head was lowered and he was sitting by the door, the tall figure curled up, sleeping there pitifully.
"Su Qian..."
He was here last night?
Su Yuzhou was shocked by this realization, he hurried out of the room and squatted in front of Su Qian.
And Su Qian was also awakened by the movement of his door.
He looked at the young man in front of him, looked at the worry in his eyes, and couldn't help but suspect that he was dreaming.
He raised his hand and stroked the youth's cheek.
The soft touch made him feel a little dazed, as if it were true...
"The boat?"
Su Yuzhou looked at him, helpless and distressed, and at the same time a little angry.
Su Qian, this big idiot...
He stretched out his hands to hold the man's face, leaned over and kissed him directly.
Su Qian couldn't help widening his eyes, and finally realized that the young man kissing him in front of him was not his dream, but...why?
Has Su Yuzhou figured it out?
The kiss didn't last long.
Soon, Su Yuzhou released him.
Su Qian stared at him inexplicably, watching him gently bend the corners of his mouth, revealing a gentle smile.
"Su Qian, I like you."
The young man said solemnly, his eyes were full of bright light, soft and so bright.
Su Qian felt his heart beating fast, he looked at Su Yuzhou, opened his mouth slightly, reached out to touch him, and saw a layer of water mist in the eyes of the young man.
"This is the correct way to express yourself," said the young man.
Su Qian was stunned for a moment.
He stared at Su Yuzhou, his dark eyes staring at him deeply.
The light in the corridor is not bright, his eyes are slightly swollen, and his haggard face makes him feel infinite pity.
Although there are still doubts that have not been resolved, but…
Su Qian held the young man's face, leaned over to kiss his forehead, and whispered, "I'm sorry...and, I like..."
"I love you, Su Yuzhou."
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