MTL - Waiting For You Online-Chapter 145 a secret
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145. A secret
Duan Shurong replied: "Today is not available, Miss and the girlfriends have an appointment, but I remember that your unit seems to be close to the TV station. I am going to work at 5:30 on the working day. If you want to have dinner, please remember to say it one day in advance! ”
He Jin smiled bitterly, even if Duan Shurong was free today, his physical condition could not go to the appointment, maybe he had to take time off tomorrow.
"Okay, then I will contact you again." After a short message, the taxi has arrived at He Jinjia downstairs.
He Jin got off the train and walked up the stairs. Before entering the house, he adjusted his breathing and tried to face the family in a normal posture, so that they could not see the clue. But his face was pale, bloodless, his eyes were red and swollen, his lips were bitten by the skin, and then how to cover up, parents can still see it all at once.
"He Jin! You are back!" Seeing He Jinyi's appearance as a lost soul, He mother eagerly greeted him.
He Jin did not escape, but instead looked at her with worried eyes, then reached out and held the impatient old man in his arms and said softly, "Mom, don't be excited, I am back, I am fine."
Her mother’s eyes were red. At this time, her son was still nervous, but she only hoped that he was good: “Are you worried about the mother’s illness? You see that your parents are doing well now... fool, you and mom. To be honest, how can you think so? You are working so stable now, and the houses we are getting married are all bought for you. Those women are not in the same phase, you are not blessed, you don’t know how good you are!"
"How am I..." He Jin was a bit stunned. He felt that he was not good at all.
Hemu patted He Jin’s back with his backhand, as if he had become a child of five or six years old, who had not grown up, needed human protection, needed comfort, and could only rely on his own children: "Of course, you I haven't seen you, you and your neighbors are envious of us, envying the old man has such a filial son!"
He Jin does not know whether he should cry or laugh. He wants to deny himself, but it is the best appearance in the eyes of others.
"Well, you are so adults, how can you not stand this blow? Mom has to criticize you."
Seeing the other side of the preaching discourse to blurt out, He Jin weakly said: "Mom, I am very tired, want to go back to the room to sleep for a while, OK?"
He and his mother fell a few words about He Jin drinking, loosen him, let him go to rest first, and the original question to be asked was interrupted by He Jin’s warmth hug.
In fact, in the half hour waiting for He Jin to go home, He mother thought a lot.
Under the formal psychotherapy for more than half a year, she also realized that she had caused psychological harm to her family and son. Now her condition has improved a lot. I know that I am sick and I am not too excited, because the feeling of being oppressed by the "boulder" in my mind and the feeling of being clear-headed under normal circumstances are completely different.
He mother remembered the words that He Jin said on the phone, the tone was so low, so she was so mad, she suddenly had an unprecedented panic, which was totally different from the panic she felt when she was sick. She is afraid that He Jin will leave her own control and leave herself like He Lin. But this time, she feels that He Jin is asking for help from herself. It is like a child who has been forced into a desperate situation and can only seek help from her mother. .
He Jin was very strong from a young age, although the surface was docile, but the heart was erected in the heart. Only after several times of violent beatings and pressure, only bowed to people.
Therefore, since He Jin was sensible, Hemu never encountered the situation in which He Jin sought help from her. This made her feel at ease, and her status and presence as a mother were well reflected, but she was also extremely panic. Because she didn’t know where her son’s problem was, how could she help?
When He Jin entered the room, He mother thought for a while, and then he took the father uncomfortably and asked: "Hey, why don't you feel that our son is not quite right? This day has been good, how suddenly he did this, he Say what happened to him?"
He was just watching from the beginning to the end of the father. He couldn’t help it anymore. He sat down and asked: "You discovered it?"
Hemu: "What do you mean by this?"
He Father: "I have already noticed it. He Jin is actually not happy, but he has not shown it. He may be worried about stimulating you."
He mother said: "You are blaming me now? When I am willing to have this disease? Then I am going to die, can your father and son be free?
He father has no choice but to say: "Look, you are coming again. It is dead and alive. If you hear this, we will feel better? Have you taken the medicine?"
Hemu: "..."
He father lowered his voice and said: "My wife, my son is so numerous, I am afraid that I will treat you as an abnormal mental illness. You said, I have been with you for more than ten years. We have not experienced any suffering, I have not experienced it. Is that kind of person who will abandon you because you are sick? Let's talk calmly, for the sake of my son, can't you?"
He mother compromised a little: "What are you talking about?"
He Father: "Talk about something that we didn't dare to face before... He Lin's business."
He mother's face changed, whispered: "People are gone, there is something to talk about."
He father took his mother's hand and followed the path: "Biqi, the atmosphere of our family began to change from the year of He Lin's departure. The doctor also said that it was a shadow cast in your heart. Since then, you have been very strict with He Jin, and he has become more and more fierce. He is not allowed to have a trace of behavior that is out of your control."
He mother said with a face: "This is not very good. The filial son is under the stick. He Jin is because of this, he is better than his brother, better than his brother."
He father married the door of He Jin, and said: "Do you really think so? But now my son has a problem, you don't see it."
He mother guilty: "What can be done? At a young age, it is good to enlighten and guide."
He father sighed and said: "The problem is this. You have changed your temperament in the past. I also think that it will be better after a while. I have not paid much attention to your emotional changes, and there is no common sense related to depression. Will your condition develop into something like that."
He mother is strange: "What does this have to do with He Jin?"
He father hesitated for a moment, watching He mother ask: "Have you ever thought that if there is no He Lin, He Jinhui will live in a different environment, will he have the same ending as his brother?"
He mother stunned, He Jin and He Lin's personality is still different, He Lin is more like her when she is young, her character is straight, intense, and easy to impulsive.
He father said: "In the past year, I have thought a lot. I always think that He Lin’s tragedy is just a case... He Lin’s negative impact on our family after leaving, in fact, should not be borne by He Jin. His pressure is too great."
Hemu: "..."
He father rubbed his mother's hand and whispered: "I went to see a doctor on the same day, Dr. Zhang told me, let me pay more attention to the psychological changes of He Jin. It is said that in the family of patients with depression, Mutual influences lead to illnesses that are common."
He mother was silent, and her shoulders could not help but tremble. After a long time, I was anxious to say: "Do you know what He Jin just said to me on the phone? He said that he was very unsuccessful. He said something, is it a hit? Destined not to be happy... Now when I hear you say it, I feel it, maybe you are right. Do you say that he also has this sign?"
He father frowned, Shen Yan said: "I just worried about this, He Jinping did not show it, but also hid well, but in the end, he is only a child in his twenties, he may also support When I go down, if one day, he is crushed by this pressure, and he is suffering from depression, what should he do? Can we stand the blow of losing another son?"
He mother nervously held the hand of his father: "How is it possible!"
He Father asked: "Why is it impossible? You have experience yourself. The pessimistic attitude that feels alive and meaningless when you are sick is not reversed for a while. You know how much effort I have with He Jin in the first two years. You pulled out from the abyss? You are now in a much better condition. Think about the mentality at that time. Do you think you can understand?"
Hemu: "Yes, but I am much better now. What pressure do we give him? Dating? Marriage? This is not too urgent. He Jin is a boy. It is okay to get married in the next two years."
"Bi Qin," He Father suddenly interrupted her and struggled. "I want to tell you one thing, it is a secret, but you must first make sure that you are calm, don't anger your child after you know it, don't be excited."
He mother panicked: "What, you have married me!"
He father patted her hand and said: "My son told me that once you want to tell you something that might irritate you, let you know before that, we love you, no matter what happens, we all Will not abandon you and leave you."
In the mother's heart, there was a soreness and a stirring mood. Because of this sentence, she has been listening to her son and her husband to say this sentence slowly.
He Father looked at her gradually returning to calm eyes, only solemnly said: "He Jin, it is likely to be homosexual."
Her mother’s lips were slightly open, and there was a wave of turbulence in her heart. She was shocked to say nothing: “Why... what are you talking about?”
He father sighed and told him about the situation he had learned when he went to Huada three years ago to find He Jin. He also told her about the performance of He Jin after that, and finally explained: "I didn't mean to swear." At that time, your condition is so heavy, I tell you, you certainly can't calm down."
