MTL - The Humble Spare Tire is Set After the Car Rolls Over-Chapter 172 You are wrong, I refuse to be right, you are ignorant and I am ignorant (25)
He froze in place for a few seconds, seeing the two people talking and laughing as they walked farther and farther, he couldn't help stepping forward three or two steps and directly grabbed Chao Ci's shoulder.
Chao Ci took a step and looked back.
When he saw the person coming, the smile that was originally hanging on the corner of his mouth also froze.
The fingertips even started shaking uncontrollably.
"Zhao Yi..." he called out subconsciously, "Why are you here?"
Zhao Yi's face was ugly: "I should ask you this sentence, right? Where have you been in the past two months? How long can you hide it by fooling me into saying that you went to a national project?"
His series of questions made Chao Ci's blushing fade away because he was covering him warmly.
"I..." He wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.
He was reluctant to tell Zhao Yi about his suicide and treatment of depression, otherwise he would not spend a lot of time on any national issues and let Tan Lie stop Zhao Yi's investigation.
In the past, occasionally, Chao Ci would also think, if he ran over and said to Zhao Yi: Come with me, or I will not be able to live.
In this way, Zhao Yi may really agree to be with him, even if he doesn't like him, but Chao Ci knows that he has a heavy weight in his heart, so using his life as a bargaining chip, he will most likely compromise.
But the next second every time this idea appeared, Chao Ci's reason would immediately stop himself from thinking about such a terrifying plan.
He didn't even want to break Zhao Yi, let alone coerce him like this. How long can a relationship like this last? Trembling, like walking on thin ice.
Therefore, even if the spirit of Chao Ci was on the verge of its limit, he did not show vulnerability like Zhao Yi.
His collapse and frustration are not Zhao Yi's fault, it's because he wants too much, and Zhao Yi has no obligation to give him these.
Chao Ci is ill, but why should Zhao Yi spend his life saving him?
Too greedy, too ignorant.
You know these words. The misfortune of childhood made him too precocious to see everything clearly. But even if he understands everything intellectually, emotionally he has entered a vicious circle. This vicious circle was drawn smaller and smaller, and finally forced him into a desperate situation.
Chao Ci imagined his own death many times.
He wished he could die in the next second.
It was better to disappear suddenly, without anyone noticing, and without anyone feeling sorry for his death.
But the world is so absurd, it can't hold a person's life, and it doesn't give him the right to die easily. He could only struggle to the last moment and die at the most painful time.
And then rescuing him again when he's on his way to deliverance - if that counts as "rescuing" - shows him a little bit of hope and keeps him going through gritted teeth.
Zhao Yi looked at Chao Ci and did not speak, as if he understood something, his eyes were a little scarlet: "You are all with him, right?"
"Two months, don't say anything, just **** stay with this foreign devil!" His voice suddenly became excited.
Chao Ci just looked at him silently and did not deny it.
He also felt that today's Zhao Yi was a little strange and was too emotional. But think about it maybe because he disappeared for two months without a sound, made various arrangements to confuse him, and let Tan Lie send someone to stop him... Even if he and Zhao Yi were deliberately avoiding each other because of some things before. But from Zhao Yi's point of view, as a brother who has been inseparable for more than ten years, this is indeed too much.
He didn't know that Zhao Yi's mentality had completely changed at this moment.
At this time, his blood was surging, and he was so angry that he almost wanted to fight Tan Lie directly.
Yes, Chao Ci can now appear at this airport, which means that he was in City B before. However, it is so difficult for Zhao Yi to investigate, which is unreasonable. Most likely it's this foreign devil's ghost!
Chao Ci looks like he knows everything, but he doesn't want to tell him anything.
Thinking that I have been looking for him like a madman for more than a week, while Chao Ci is having a good time with Tanlie here, and the two of them have to go to Country D - Country D together, isn't that the base camp of this foreign devil!
how? Do you want the two of you to fly away directly?
"Why did you go to Country D with him? You want to see your parents, it's settled?" His falcon-like eyes stared at Chao Ci.
Chao Ci remained silent.
Not to mention that he went to Country D just to see a doctor, even if that was put aside, he and Tan Lie didn't deserve it.
It's just that he thinks it's good for Zhao Yi to think so.
When he left, he didn't know when he would come back. Maybe you can't hold on and never come back.
Zhao Yi was irritated by Chao Ci's silent attitude. His voice was like, "You **** say something! After disappearing for two months, you will become mute?!"
Tan Lie was on the side, holding Chao Ci's wrist tightly.
He was extremely dissatisfied with Zhao Yi's arrogant and furious attitude that he didn't know anything like this, and could not wait to go up and give him a punch.
What does this guy know? !
If it wasn't for him looking for Chao Ci that night, there would be no such person in the world now! What the **** is he talking about here!
But he could only force himself to endure, and his arms were full of blue veins, but the hand holding Chao Ci's wrist still controlled his strength.
Zhao Yi's question should be decided by Chaoci himself.
"That's what you think." Chao Ci raised his head, met Zhao Yi's gaze, and said slowly.
Zhao Yi's expression froze.
This was indeed his conjecture, but it was the worst conjecture under his anger. When Chao Ci told him that it was all true... He felt unbelievable.
How is it possible, Chao Ci clearly likes him.
No, not like, but love.
How could such a heavy weight change so suddenly?
But he happened to be clear about his feelings towards Chao Ci in the past few days.
His eyes suddenly turned scarlet: "You like him? Didn't you say you love me?! I've been looking for you like crazy these days, do you know how worried I am!"
"I just **** realized that I also like you, so you turned around and told me that you fell in love with someone else?!"
As soon as he said these words, Chao Ci, who had a calm expression in front of him, was completely stunned.
"You said... what?" he asked dryly.
Seeing Chao Ci's expression, Zhao Yi seemed to have calmed down a bit. He said word by word, "I said that I was an idiot before, and I **** liked you a long time ago."
The young man's pale amber pupils seemed to be soaked with ink.
At this time, Tan Lie's mood was also very surprised and at the same time extremely nervous.
After all, Zhao Yi is a person who has been asked by Chao Ci for so many years. Now that he directly hits such a straight ball, it is difficult for him to measure how shaken his heart is at the moment.
Being with Zhao Yi is indeed an excellent thing for Chao Ci in the short term.
Chao Ci pinned all his obsessions on the young man in front of him...
But it was not easy to say goodbye, and the treatment has progressed. The medical team who treated Chaoci also knew the situation of Chaoci, including what Zhao Yizhi meant to him. But the doctors did not recommend Chao Ci to be with Zhao Yi directly, even if Zhao Yi liked him.
Because Chao Ci was sick. Letting the two of them together directly might be a short-term satisfaction, but it is indeed quenching thirst by drinking poison.
Chao Ci's current thoughts are morbid and extreme. Zhao Yi gets along with Chao Ci without knowing anything, which can easily cause harm to each other. Take things to the other extreme.
And Chao Ci could no longer bear any stimulation at this time.
Not to mention, from the bottom of his heart, he didn't want Chao Ci to be with others at all.
He held Chao Ci's wrist with a little force.
As if expressing his own position, but giving Chao Ci the greatest choice.
Chao Ci took a long time to digest the meaning of Zhao Yi's words.
His first reaction was ecstasy.
He never thought that one day, Zhao Yi would admit that he likes him!
He couldn't even dream of it being so beautiful.
But feeling the force exerted on his wrist, and even feeling a little wet - it was the cold sweat of Tan Lie's palm - he seemed to come back to his senses.
It's all to this point.
He gritted his teeth, using almost all the strength in his life, lowered his head and gritted his teeth.
"I don't like you anymore," he said.
"Zhao Yi, this should just be your illusion. Xiaojin is back, she's fine, you have to take good care of her..."
As long as he thought that Nan Xiaojin had come back, his heart felt sour.
Zhao Yi may just be unable to accept his absence for a while. After all, they have rarely separated in the past ten years.