MTL - Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement-Chapter 54 As a sword repair
In the Black Rock Peak, Xu Hong recalled for a long time, and then sighed, "Because of the mother."
Xu Hong’s mother is a sword repairer. It was a beautiful but very rigid woman. In the early years, she had a long-lasting love with Xuan Tian, the head of Xuanyang Zong. As a result, her temperament was always incompatible with Xu Weitian, and she always quarreled. Finally, she finally broke with Xu Weitian with anger. With the fetus in the belly resolutely left.
Then she gave birth to Xu Hong, raised alone, facing Xu Weitian's repeated summation and disdain, never thought about turning back, really a standard sword repair.
She told Xu Hong that since Xu Hong is her child, she must have the same blood as her, and have the same characteristics as her.
Therefore, she expects Xu Hong to become a sword repairer.
However, in fact, Xu Hong may be more like Xu Weitian. He is not so determined and stubborn, more sleek and compromised, and as he grows older, the qualities in his character become more and more obvious. Xu Hong did not know if the mother would be disappointed after discovering that she eventually became like this. Will she still insist that he should become a sword repairer because his mother did not live so long.
The mother was suddenly murdered by someone because of her sin. The mother fought to death in order to protect Xu Hong, and with all these enemies, Xu Weitian was finally late when he finally arrived.
Then Xu Weitian took Xu Hong back to Xuanyang Zong, spent several years detecting the murderer, finally revenge for the woman, and regained the sword she was robbed. The sword was finally handed over to Xu Hong, and Xu Hong was given to the collection of Xuanyang Zong.
Then Xu Weitian began to persuade Xu Hong to renovate the Five Elements. As we went further and further on the road of comprehension, more and more people persuaded Xu Hong to change others.
Just in the heart of Xu Hong, the figure of a woman like a sword can never be lost.
"This is called attachment." Zhao said.
"Perseverance?" Xu Hong repeated these two words and repeated tastes.
"Sword repairing this kind of thing is born for obstinacy." Zhao said with a smile, "There will always be so many things, you are willing to pay a lot for it, willing to decide all the choices, even if others tell you that it is not worth it, Everyone else said that you should choose better. But you are clear, worthy, and everything is worth it. This kind of thing is your attachment."
Xu Hongyi is a long time.
"The reason why Jian Xiu is a sword repair is that we are always more persistent than others, and always insist on our own attachment." Zhao Wei continued. "So you don't have to listen to other people, saying that you are not suitable for sword repair. I don't know Jian Jian. You are obsessed with swords, you only need to stick to your attachment."
If Xu Hong is aware of it, he still smiles. "A sword repair that cannot be built can really be a qualified sword repair?"
"Isn't this just wandering back?" Zhao Wei moved a little, re-stacked his legs and put his arms on his knees. "Is it important to build a foundation? Why do you want to build?" base?"
Xu Hongdao, "Every refining monk will definitely want to build a foundation."
"Fart." Zhao said.
Xu Hong is amazed.
"If you really want to build a foundation, if you build a foundation, you can make everything as a sword repair, you can give up everything, you have already built it." Zhao said, "but you are not attached to building base."
Perseverance is persistent. Xu Hong found that this thing is really difficult to understand.
What is his attachment? Oh, become a sword repair. and then? Oh, then there is no more then...
Xu Hong was shocked. His attachment had already been reached at the moment of becoming a sword repair. The rest was just insisting on becoming a sword repair, not how far it could go on this road.
"What if you can't build a foundation?" Zhao looked at him. "Of course, there will be a lot of unpleasant things, so you always want to build a foundation. But you never want to build a foundation, because those The result is just unpleasant, not absolutely unbearable. Is there anything that will result in an unbearable consequence because you have not been able to build the foundation? The teacher is here to say it bluntly: when you find it The day of the event is the day you built the foundation."
Xu Hong thought deeply about these words until Zhao Wei retired him.
Then Xu Hongyi continued to think about it on a stone in Heishifeng. He finally vaguely understood that the crux of his constant stuck in the peak of refining is that he could not find a dedication that would make him unfounded. But how to find such an attachment?
At this moment, Yu Qiu has stood in the middle of the heart, leaning against the wall, and carefully watching the illusions.
The last time he came to make him feel painful, he could see it calmly at the moment, and Yu Qiu couldn’t help but sigh.
But he still can't completely let go. In the deepest part of my heart, there is still a voice constantly asking, although low and low, I keep asking: Why, why, why, why...
The reason why he came to this road was only to find the answer to the question of why Xu Hong was so different. But after really stepping in again, what really surged in the heart was another problem. However, the two problems are in fact the same thing. The total return is - how Xu Hong changed.
Yu Qiu stepped out and watched the memories that changed with it.
But when he got to the entrance, the memories just returned to the original moment. Xu Hong rescued him from a monster.
So Yu Qiu discovered a bit of a weird thing. When Xiao Xiaomian single solitary sword killed two eight-order monsters, everyone was shocked, Gu Ruxue also praised. Later, Xiao Chunmian became a disciple of the room. This achievement was even spread to the whole class. It caused a wave of surprises. The other disciples who were in the refining period could not lift their heads, otherwise they could not provoke them. So many generations. Moreover, the reason why Xiaochunmian was passed down to God is not because of the number of two-eighth-order monsters, but the fact that he faced the eighth-order monster in the refining period, which overpowered everyone, as if there had never been another A monk can do it. Especially Xu Hong, who spent ten years without building a foundation, was crushed as if it was worth mentioning.
But now in the autumn, I look carefully at the monster that is falling behind Xu Hong. No matter how I recognize it, I can only think that this is also a real eight-order monster.
In the past, Xu Hong also had a single sword facing the eighth-order monster, and eventually killed it. And at that time, Xu Hong was dragged down by Yu Qiu.
Is it true that Xu Hong can't deal with the eighth-order monster? Perhaps because of the changes brought about by the resurgence of Qiu, because of the changes in various events, Xu Hong has not had the opportunity to face the eighth-order monsters in this world, but the strength will always be there, and it will be so degraded. Unless it is only because of the rebirth of Yu Qiu, the strength of Xu Hong in this life is weaker than the previous life.
This kind of ridiculous nonsense, Yu Qiu just thought about it, and soon after shaking his head and throwing his head, he took a step and continued to walk in the heart.
Yu Qiu wants to find out how Xu Hong was built in the past, but he still has nothing to gain. In fact, Yu Qiu’s memory of the previous Xu Hong refining period was a few days in total. Because only a few days after Xu Hong was rescued under the eighth-order monster, he built the foundation.
……and many more.
Yu Qiu suddenly stepped. A voice in the dark told him that something was wrong.
At the end of the autumn, he flew back to the original picture in the heart. Xu Hong did not care about the injury, but only squatted in the autumn.
"Teacher...just if you are fine...you are fine..."
Yu Qiu flew from the head of the heart to the other end.
"Teacher, keep up with me, I won't let you get hurt."
"What is Xuanyang Zong! I only need you!"
"I will protect you even if I give up everything."
"I'm fine! Teacher, as long as you are behind me, I won't fall!"
Once those warm words, a sentence re-entered into the autumn ears, and gradually connected, combined with a vague picture, let Yu Qiu suddenly see a thing. One of them was taken for granted in the autumn, and since he had memories, he has never changed, because he never thought about why he was doing this.
Why was the former Hui Hong so strong?
Why did the former Hui Xu built a foundation for smooth profits, and even went all the way to the peak of Jindan?
Why did the former Hui Xu go forward and never give up?
Because he has Yu Qiu behind him.
Yu Qiu bites his teeth, and the heart is once again flowing out of the warmth, but just like the previous warmth, after all, the last scene can not be avoided, so after all, it has become the most hurtful spike.
He found the answer to the first question, but the answer was that he could only ask the second question more madly.
Why did Xu Hong finally give up in the end?
"Hey!" Yu Qiu suddenly heard a crisp and slap in the face.
He stood still and looked at the illusion in front of him. It was not the scene where I escaped from Xuanyangzong before. At that time, the slap was Xu Hong’s first time to start with him, but not the last time.
Right now... Yu Qiu finally learned something in the way of Fu Xi, the first time to help Xu Hong with Fu Xi. When Xu Hong faced an opponent in the face of the siege, he helped Xu Hong to relieve the pressure, but he slammed the slap in the aftermath.
At that time, Xu Hong was simply furious.
“What are you doing!” Xu Hong excitedly asked him, “Who wants you to do it? What if you are injured? I told you clearly, you just have to follow me! You just keep relying on me. Just fine!"
Yu Qiu stood in front of this scene for a long time.
At that time, he thought that the reason why Xu Hong was so angry was really because he was worried that he was in danger and was afraid of being injured. Now he can't help but ask: Is it really just like this?
He suddenly began to think about a problem that he had not realized before.
For autumn, Xu Hong is a man who gave him everything, taught everything, and helped him become a person, like a father. But for Xu Hong, what is Yu Qiu?