MTL - Quick Transmigration: Fate Trading System-Chapter 359 Heart Attack 18
like you.
love you.
Want you.
Su Xin opened her eyes in confusion, feeling that she seemed to have heard that sentence thousands of times.
It was as if someone had been telling her all the time, not remembering the time, place, face, but a voice in her mind.
Su Xin shook her head, and those voices disappeared in an instant.
Strange.
Fourteenth Lord, do you know what happened?
[It may be a weak memory left in the host's mind. Memory fuzzing is not omnipotent. Some memories are remembered very strongly by the host and will still be triggered after being fuzzed. 】
Su Xin heard it. It was probably the love she had talked about before. She loved her and spoke to her.
And the key point that was triggered was what Chu Yanxi liked?
"But there are so many people who look better than me."
"Beauty is in skin and not skin."
"You don't care about the skin?"
"I only care about you."
"I don't understand."
"At the first sight of you, I knew that you deserved to be mine."
Chu Yanxi rolled over and looked at Su Xin's back.
"love at first sight?"
"More profound than that."
"But it makes no sense."
"Love doesn't make sense."
Su Xin maintained her sleeping position just now, she knew that Chu Yanxi was watching her behind her.
Su Xin's EQ is not very high. She can't learn how to make someone who loves her do not love her, and there is no way to do acts that she thinks are good to others.
She's more direct, almost unreasonable.
"Then how can you not like me?"
Chu Yanxi's hand suddenly tightened, her eyes were heavy.
"Did my like bother you?"
"No ... I like it, just ..."
Su Xin was a little irritable. She wanted to make things clear, but didn't know if it was appropriate.
"Just what?"
Su Xin hates procrastination.
She is the kind who will say goodbye once she bids farewell to one thing, because she will show up, don't like misunderstandings, and she doesn't like to leave others with delusions.
Such decisiveness and directness may be too ego, but Su Xin, insist on ego.
Su Xin sat up from the bed. When Chu Yanxi saw her move, she also sat up and faced each other.
"I may not live long, don't you like me?"
"What nonsense."
Chu Yanxi frowned. In the dark night, she could not see the expression of the person opposite him, but heard the inattention in her tone.
"It's been checked and confirmed. I know my condition, you know what I mean."
"Are you not afraid at all?"
"I've been there once."
Su Xin shook her wrist.
"Are you afraid I'm sad?"
"Yes."
"Do you care about me?"
"a little bit."
"That's enough."
Chu Yanxi reached out and carried her little girl in her arms.
"Why are you so calm?"
"Not at all."
Chu Yanxi's other hand was shaking slightly, but her voice remained unchanged.
"and so……"
"So you promised me?"
"Aha?"
"If ... I mean if ... you like me, but I'm going to die, I tell you, go and find someone else like it, would you agree?"
"Of course not. If you like me too, then you can do it over time ... you ..."
Susin was surprised that this person would think like her.
The simple statement is not for sympathy and affection.
"Don't be afraid to end, so you don't want to start. You really understand me."
Chu Yanxi kissed Su Xin's forehead.
The most uncomfortable thing is not the separation between yin and yang after being together, but when she is alive, she can obviously be together without a chance.
If you are together, the rest of your life will be long-term miss, but if you are not together, you will have endless time to miss, because you ca n’t ask for it.
Su Xin is not very selfish, she can completely hide Chu Yanxi, and then fall in love with her, but she can't do it, and her conscience can't stand it.
So say the premise is good, can be together, but I will die.
Would you like to be together?
Su Xin likes to give such a choice to others, and it is not herself who is uncomfortable anyway.
The joy of life must be joyful, so as not to make Jinzun empty to the moon.
"So now ..."
"Just be together, how much time do you have left?"
When asked this sentence, Chu Yanxi felt that his heart was bleeding.
But her tone was still normal, and she could not see her sadness.
Every minute and every second must not be wasted. Chu Yanxi exhaled a breath and held Su Xin in her arms tightly.
"It's probably a few months."
Susin was vague and she wasn't sure.
After a long silence, Chu Yanxi said good night.
"good night."
"good night."
Su Xin didn't sleep well all night and was a little bit drifting.
Chu Yanxi did not sleep all night. Her head was very painful because of drinking. Because she did not sleep all night, her headache was more serious.
"Why don't you sleep?"
Chu Yanxi pulled the corners of her mouth and didn't speak.
She can't sleep.
Immediately after closing your eyes, some bad pictures will appear, afraid to sleep, and reluctant to sleep.
Obviously knowing that it will not be lost in the next second, but it is uncomfortable.
"That's why I didn't want to show off with you before."
Su Xin half-knelt on the bed, pinching Chu Yanxi's face.
"If you like me and make you feel bad, then I wish I had never been in front of you."
Not afraid to end, so unwilling to start.
It's because the person who loves her is uncomfortable, so don't start at all.
"No."
Chu Yanxi leaned on Su Xin's body, her face was very unsightly.
"Then be happy and have a good night's sleep. I'll call your assistant and say that you are not going this morning, can you? If you are in a hurry, you are not in a good shape.
"I can contact the best hospitals at home and abroad ..."
The warm kiss fell on Chu Yanxi's forehead, face, lips.
"I said my body, I know, you don't like you like this, go to sleep, I will sleep with you for a while."
"it is good."
Chu Yanxi lay down, Su Xin still opened her eyes.
Fourteenth Lord, do you think there is such a possibility, what I like, I like, are all alone?
Su Xin just guessed at random, this inexplicable dependence and trust, he felt strange sense of firmness and favor.
Nothing, but it seems doomed.
Before waiting for fourteen to answer, Su Xin smiled and denied her thoughts.
How is that possible? It's ridiculous.
How can there be such a coincidence, so many planes and the world, she has a system, that person can never have it.
The Fourteenth Lord was silent and did not make a sound.
The truth you don't know is more ridiculous than a lie.
Chu Yanxi rested at home, Su Xin went out to eat with Chu Muyu.
Appointed, Susin reached his destination.
Wearing light clothing in summer, Su Xin wore a white shirt, slightly blocking the marks on her neck, but as long as she raised her head, those marks would be exposed.
Chu Muyu waved and smiled brightly.
"A new grilled fish shop has been opened. They say it's delicious. Let's eat there today."
"it is good."
Su Xin nodded and followed Chu Muyu.
"It's so hot to wear a shirt to cover myself, isn't it hot?"
"OK."
The atmosphere between the two was a little embarrassing. Su Xin occasionally talked, but Chu Muyu was struggling to think about the topic.
There doesn't seem to be too many common topics between them. Chu Muyu is more familiar with bags, shoes and cosmetics, but Chu Muyu also knows that Lin Xiaohuan doesn't know about them.
What kind of book Lin Xiaohuan may be more interested in, but Chu Muyu doesn't think much about literary works.
"Several shows have been hit recently. Are you watching any of them?"
"No, I'm chasing others recently."
"What drama?"
Chu Muyu made a look of interest.
Su Xin said the name of an American drama, and Chu Muyu nodded quickly.
In fact, Chu Muyu prefers to watch Korean dramas, just like other girls.
"Guest, your drink."
The waiter broke the embarrassment by holding a large cup of sour plum soup on the table.
They have just ordered the fish. Just wait. There are not many customers at the moment and they should be able to come up soon.
Chu Muyu felt very distressed, it was really difficult to coax the girl.
She has made the next plan, for example, Jo Lin Xiaohuan went to the movies. It is not very comfortable to go shopping in such a hot day. Lin Xiaohuan also does not like to go out. Movies are more appropriate.
Su Xin took a sip of sour plum soup, wiped the sweat from her forehead with a tissue, and unbuttoned a shirt, but suddenly thought of something like it, and hurried back the button again.
Chu Muyu had already seen something sharply.
"What's on your neck?"
"Just a few mosquito bites."
Chu Muyu wasn't convinced that she hadn't done that kind of thing. The bag that the mosquito was going to leave was still traced by someone else, and it was still distinguishable.
"What mosquito bites this way?"
The inexplicable annoyance made Chu Muyu make a cold hum.
"Who knows, maybe they prefer this location."
Su Xin's expression was so unnatural for a moment, and Chu Muyu's reaction was seen by the opposite.
Chu Muyu snorted again, biting her lips and sitting upright.
How long has it been, Lin Xiaohuan is like this ... so ... casual?
The sullenness of a meal, of course, was the sullenness of Chu Muyu. Su Xin was quite happy, and it was really delicious.
Anyway, Chu Muyu is not happy, she is happy.
"I am leaving."
"Oh, bye-bye."
Chu Muyu clenched the paper impatiently and walked back and forth several times in one place.
Alas, which wild woman was it that soon linked with Lin Xiaohuan?
Su Xin did not go far before receiving a call from Chu Yanxi.
"Finished?"
"Ok."
"Then come back, I'll wait for you at home."
Su Xin held the mobile phone, and vaguely felt that someone seemed to be always at home, waiting for her to return.
Helplessly the flowers fell, and it seemed that Yan had met Yan and returned.
The author has something to say: [A correct interpretation of the verse] All the beautiful things that are bound to disappear cannot stop their disappearance, but at the same time, the beautiful things are still reappearing, and life will not become a void because of the disappearance. It's just that this kind of reproduction does not mean that beautiful things are reproduced intact, it just "seems to know each other". [Applying interpretation] Love always dies, and sooner or later life will fade away, but what is similar but not the same is my true heart for you.
