MTL - Officer Matsuda Wants To Save Himself-Chapter 92
The welfare of the police is quite high, and the cost of the police hospital is much cheaper than that of the ordinary hospital. Coupled with sufficient medical resources, the ward where Matsuda Jinping lives is a single ward.
There was only one bed in the room, and it was fine to squeeze it, but when Matsuda Jinhei was injured, it was easy to accidentally touch him, so Hagihara Kenji asked the nurse and pushed in a mobile bed for companionship.
Painkillers have their own sedative and sleeping effects, and due to the sleepiness during the day, Matsuda Jinping quickly fell asleep. But the pain-relieving effect almost subsided in the second half of the night. At a certain moment, the gentle breathing on the hospital bed began to change. Matsuda Jinping struggled to open his eyes, and his eyes stopped dully on the dim ceiling.
Hand wounds are often more troublesome to heal than wounds in other places, because people move their hands unconsciously, and the conditioned reflex is used for support. In addition, the position of the palm is prone to sweating, which can easily cause wound infection.
The pain nerves in the hand are more abundant than in other places. The taking of painkillers is required, and long-term use is not recommended. This level of pain wasn't enough for Matsuda Jinpei to hold on, but it was a physiological problem that he couldn't sleep peacefully because of the pain, and he couldn't do anything about it.
- In short, if I translate it into one sentence, Matsuda Jinhei couldn't fall asleep.
Hagihara Kenji's credit value in Matsuda Jinpei has always been very high. Hagihara Kenji said before that he slept, and it was just an accident that day. Matsuda Jinpei still believes in this.
You must have slept, otherwise no one would be able to survive at that level. But the quality of sleep is another matter.
I only slept for two or three hours, or woke up after a while, and I slept.
Matsuda Jinhei, who couldn't sleep, listened to the breathing of another person in the room, but he recalled what happened in his previous life.
It started out fine at the time, but for a while, he was forced to take a vacation by Officer Takahashi.
Officer Takahashi gave him a month to adjust his mood, but Jinhei Matsuda returned to his post after only a week.
What did he say then?
[No need, I'm not that vulnerable. I know what you mean - I promise that it will not affect my daily work. Last week, I dealt with the problem left by that guy. The previous rental application should be cancelled. I plan to continue to live in the dormitory. I have also sorted out his things and have already packed them and sent them back to his house. 】
[I don't want to waste time, the bomber hasn't been caught, has he? 】
[Well, I understand... by the way, I want to transfer to the search class—isn't that right? Gee. 】
"Hagi, accompany me to buy a new mobile phone in two days." Matsuda Jinping suddenly said, "The previous one is gone."
Hagihara Kenji: "..."
"Oh, by the way, there are also sunglasses. It's a bit unaccustomed to not have them." Matsuda Jinping yawned: "If you don't answer, you will agree."
Hagihara Kenji: "..."
"How long have we known each other? If it was you who got on the Ferris wheel at that time, when you got off, my first reaction would definitely be to punch you."
"From childhood to adulthood, a group of people think you are a good baby, but they don't think about how good a guy who loves racing cars and has known me for so long can be?"
"The more calm you are now, and the more you maintain your usual state, it means there is a problem."
"Jingguang also found something wrong during the day?"
"...So you were pretending to be asleep?" Hagihara Kenji groaned.
"No, I was just woken up by you guys, I just heard it." Matsuda Jinping remembered the reminder that also appeared on the barrage: "I saw a sentence before, saying that in this situation, the more you express yourself. It's okay, but-"
"...Then what about you, are you okay? Hands." Hagihara Kenji turned over, but did not open his eyes, these words seemed light and airy as if they were talking in a dream.
"Huh? Of course I didn't—ah." Matsuda Jinping stopped.
The drooping police officer finally opened his eyes and looked at his friend who was some distance away: "We are half a catty, let's not talk about anyone."
"What's this called, like things gather together?" Matsuda Jinping exhaled: "Then I'll be honest, there is something wrong."
"Although it's not unbearable, it's really painful."
"Okay, exchange now. You also tell the truth."
Hagihara Kenji couldn't help but said, "I think this exchange is a bit unfair."
"What about it?" Matsuda Jinping replied: "You basically know everything on my side, what else do you want me to exchange?"
"Well…"
"You're really thinking about it!"
"Pfft," Hagihara Kenji laughed: "Just kidding."
"Okay okay, let me think what should I say?"
After a while, Hagihara Kenji said, "Well... I just feel a little bored, and I can't get out for the time being."
"I know what direction to think about, Xiao Zhenping, you are still there..."
"Know the method, but don't want to figure it out?" Matsuda Jinping interfaced.
"...Hmm." Hagihara Kenji replied dully.
"You also know the reason." Matsuda Jinping's tone was quite certain.
Hagihara Kenji hesitated this time: "...Almost."
It's easy to figure this out. After all, unlike Matsuda Jinpei's previous life, this time Matsuda Jinpei stood in front of Kenji Hagihara alive and could reach out and touch it.
If the mood is not right, go to Matsuda Jinping, even if it is to hug tightly to prove the existence of the other party, Matsuda Jinping is not only a little bit disgusted, or directly punches, but as long as Hagihara Kenji acts coquettishly and makes a pitiful look It looks like Matsuda Jinping will probably not be able to refuse.
But Hagihara Kenji didn't do that.
Why?
"Is it fun to punish yourself?" Matsuda Jinpei answered.
Because this is what Matsuda Jinhei has really experienced, and it is different from Hagihara Kenji - you can also see friends standing in front of him, friends who are alive, breathing, and who will punch him at any time.
Hagihara Kenji was indeed glad that the two of them were here this time, but he couldn't help thinking and imagining how Matsuda Jinping had persevered in the past.
"...Not interesting at all," Hagihara Kenji replied.
Matsuda Jinping: "That's fine."
Hagihara Kenji suddenly changed the subject: "The explosion-proof suit is really hot, heavy and hot, and I don't like it at all."
"I guessed the answer seven years ago, but I still don't like to wear it, and I asked other people to help me hide it."
"And then this time, when I saw the Ferris wheel explode, I realized what it means to you that I don't wear explosion-proof suits..."
The first time was an unstoppable accident, but if it happened again in the same way... Matsuda Jinhei would collapse.
- It was obvious that he did it all over again, but he still couldn't save the other party.
Hagihara Kenji didn't really experience the first Ferris wheel explosion, but when he saw the explosion this time, his mentality collapsed. Fortunately, Matsuda Jinping was still in front of him, so his precarious mental state was pulled back.
"...I'm sorry." Hagihara Kenji often said sorry in a frivolous tone, looking sincere, but in fact he will continue to do it next time.
But this time was different, Matsuda Jinpei keenly noticed.
"You apologized before." Matsuda Jinhei's voice came from above, and Hagihara Kenji realized later that his young Tamran didn't know when he got out of bed and walked beside him.
Matsuda Jinping sat down next to the mobile bed and pushed Hagihara Kenji with the back of his hand.
"Go to sleep." After Hagihara Kenji moved to the side for a while, Matsuda Jinpei lay down on his side avoiding the wound on his hand.
The two were facing each other in the dark, as if they used to secretly play games with their parents behind their backs, quilts and flashlights.
Matsuda Jinhei: "Okay, I'm still alive now—isn't that enough?"
I don't know if this sentence has some magic power, or because late at night is the time when people's emotions are the most unstable, or some other reason...
Matsuda Jinping was suddenly hugged tightly by his young tamer, just like the hug after the Ferris wheel jumped off.
Ah... the clothes on the shoulders are wet again. Matsuda Jinping blinked, thinking about the psychological pressure that the other party might have had during this period of time, but in the end he didn't push it away.
"There's no need to be entangled in the past, don't you like new things the most?" Matsuda Jinping said in a barely soothing tone.
Because of his status as a hacker, Matsuda Jinhei seems to accept these things well and seems to be very suitable for modern society. But in fact, Matsuda Jinpei is the guy who is quite nostalgic at the core, so it seems a little wrong to say such words now.
It wasn't Hagihara Kenji who was entangled in the past, it was Matsuda Jinhei all along. But even so, it won't be an obstacle to stop Matsuda Jinping's progress.
What hinders Hagihara Kenji from moving forward now is not the "past" he has never experienced, but his delusional desire to go to the "past" to accompany the other party.
"Take a day off tomorrow and accompany me to buy a cell phone and sunglasses." Matsuda Jinpei directly arranged Hagihara Kenji's time in a statement tone.
A Mr. ace who is not in a good state of mind is prone to accidents at work. Anyway, it's not that the explosion team can't operate normally without the two of them. Officer Takahashi will definitely accept this reasonable reason for leave. Even if it doesn't work, you can kill it first and then play it. Why is it impossible for Officer Takahashi to go to the street and arrest them for work?
Maybe it was the familiar aura around me, or maybe I had accumulated too much fatigue recently, or maybe it was Matsuda Jinpei's comfort that really helped. Hearing the sound of breathing in my ears gradually calming down, Matsuda Jinpei tried. Pushing Hagihara Kenji has been holding his arm.
It's just that the wound on his hands directly prevented him from making a big move, and it was himself who eventually pulled the wound.
Although it's good for Hagi to fall asleep, but... it's really hot, he regretted it, he should have started directly - oh, his hands can't be used for the time being - he should have kicked it directly with his feet.
Nothing can't be solved with one punch, and if one doesn't work, then two. Matsuda Jinpei thought indifferently.