MTL - If You Are Not Red, You Must Inherit the Family-Chapter 69
The smile on the face of Chi Jun is more ugly than crying. There are too many emotions in the air. The panic is still full of anger, which is like a lost soul, but still comforts his son: "Dad needs some time..."
The pool looked at such a father, and a heart followed.
He even began to doubt whether his decision to come out with the other party was correct, but this kind of shake was only an instant, and he quickly strengthened his thoughts.
He sat silently next to Chi Jun and reached out and took the hand that had just smashed the table.
Chi Jun is also a person who is pampered from the small to the big, just shot the table so vigorously, this hand is still hemp.
The pool looked open and looked at him. He found that his entire palm was red, and it seemed to be a little swollen. It was obvious how much effort was used.
The pool was taken from the cabinet next to it, and the ointment was scattered. A little bit of it was gently rubbed on the palm of the hand.
Chi Jun was silent, and the pool was able to feel the tightness of the hand from the hand and felt that his mood was still not relaxed.
Chi is able to understand how high this kind of thing is difficult to accept in the traditional Chinese parents, so when determining his own mind, when Li Yuan asked him, he subconsciously chose to evade.
But when I talked to my dad about the emotional aspects, Chi is clearly aware that the longer this thing drags, the more damage it can cause.
I have never had a good impression on women in my life. I originally thought that I was slow in feelings. After all, his social circle is really small. Maybe he has never encountered a favorite type of relationship. .
Now, in my father's opinion, he is still young, and even if he has emotional problems, he may not think of a lifelong event.
But wait a few more years? It’s too late to wait until Dad starts to look forward to his marriage and childbirth.
He didn't even want to wait until he had confirmed his relationship with Rong Jin. He felt that this was completely involved in the infancy of the innocent people.
It is his own business to like Rong Jin. Maybe they will never have a certain relationship, but this is not the key to things.
The key is himself. He knows clearly that he may be a simple homosexual. Under such a premise, if he still wants his family to hold the expectation that he might marry his wife and have children, this is a greater cruelty.
The pool was gently licking the hand of Dad. The taste of the ointment spread between the two people. It smelled bitter when it smelled. It was a bit like the mood of the two at the moment.
His voice is very light: "Dad, you can be angry."
You can even accept it, and he is the one who makes the choice. He will bear the result.
However, the pool said: "But the responsibility of this matter is me, please don't be angry with others, no one will bring me bad, he... I don't know if I like him."
When he said this, the voice was inevitably brought down.
In the face of such a reaction to the father, Chi Feiran actually inevitably asked himself in his heart, for a feeling that may never have a result, just come out to the family, is it really good?
Maybe after a while, he will let go. Maybe after he is rejected by Rong Jin, he will be able to wake up. Maybe he can also meet a favorite woman, and then he will marry a lot of ordinary people and have a child.
But these are just "maybe". He has no way to deny his heart for things that might happen.
The pool was deeply inhaled, sucking the bitter taste of the air into the chest: "I am sorry, I know this is very self-willed, but... I really want my feelings and can be blessed by my family."
He has seen the feelings of being blessed by his family from his parents, and what is the end result.
He didn't want to go that way anymore, so even if he was selfish, even if he was willful, he decided to say it.
But I didn't want to, I couldn't wait, and a drop of water fell on the hand they were holding. The pool felt that the drop of water was still warm, and the heart seemed to be pinched for a moment.
He didn't dare to look at his father's face, and his breathing was trembling.
The pool closed his eyes and his throat rolled a few times. He knew that this kind of news must be very harmful to his family. He thought he was mentally prepared. However, he was reluctant to retreat.
Maybe there are other options?
It doesn't have to hurt the family, isn't it?
The pool was involuntarily clenched his father's hand, his mouth opened a few times, and finally opened his eyes, and he slowly opened his mouth: "Dad, if... if it is really difficult to accept, then, then Accept is OK."
He blinked quickly, feeling that his eyes were hot, but he accidentally dried up. He tried to calm his voice and said, "I don't have to be with him. I just... I just like someone. I am just...just maybe I can't get married like a normal person."
In a word, it seems that something important has been thrown out of my heart.
The pool did not dare to think about it, and said to himself in the heart, perhaps this is fine. In this world, it is not a lover who will eventually become a servant, let alone his unilateral feelings.
The pool is fascinated by the fact that he is not as brave as he imagined, and that he can’t do it for the sake of love. The family has always occupied a very important position in his heart.
He suddenly had some luck, and he was glad that he was only a unilateral favorite of Rong Jin. Fortunately, Rong Jin would not be like a second mother, and suddenly left in front of her family.
He voices low and plans for his future: "I think, when I get to the right age, I can adopt a child, or, if you want to do it, I can do surrogacy."
In foreign countries, the legal surrogacy process is very mature, and there are also many same-sex couples who have their own children through surrogacy.
He actually feels that adoption is better, but it may be that the older generation prefers children with blood connections.
There are too few things in the world that are perfect, and the pool can only do what it can to avoid hurting other innocent people.
Before that, Chi Fei had not thought about such a long way. He once thought that it would be best to wait until the two people think together. Unfortunately, there may not be that possibility in the future.
The pool is faintly rubbing off the water stains that have not dried up: "Dad... Sorry, it makes you so sad."
Chi Jun seemed to tremble the whole person. He held his son's hand in the backhand. He couldn't hear the hoarse voice: "You let Dad think about it..."
Then he let go of his son's hand, stood up, and walked away, not knowing where to go.
The pool has been sitting in place for a long time, repeatedly asking if he is doing something wrong, but there is always no result.
He didn't know if Dad would figure it out in the end. He could only strengthen his thoughts in his heart. At least, don't bring in other innocent people.
The pool stood up and walked upstairs. He didn't waste time. He sent a communication request to his family in a country.
This is already the practice. As long as he has time, he will always talk to his family members.
But when the video communication was connected, the opposite of Xie Man, I found out that my son was wrong.
The whole person looked very depressed, his eyes were red, like crying.
Xie Man is like a lioness in the shackles. The whole person's momentum has become fierce. But when she spoke, she tried to maintain the gentleness that a mother should have: "Of course, what happened to you?"
Emmond and Chris had been talking about what they were waiting for, and they were waiting for their own communication time. After hearing Xieman’s words, they turned their attention.
This look is not right, so that the three people on the opposite side are all vigilant, and all carefully ask what happened to the pool.
The pool looked at the video across the street, and all three family members were there. In the face of the three faces of concern, he felt a deeper apology.
But what to say, always have to say.
Compared to getting his own message from Dad, Chi is really thinking, it should be better to say it by himself.
The pool said with a deep voice: "I have a very heavy thing to tell you."
He said this, the opposite three sat side by side on the sofa, waiting for his attention with a serious look.
Under the watchful eyes of the pool, the pool slowly said: "I like to be alone, unilateral."
Three moments opposite the thought of the child's first love, or unrequited love, then I think of love hurts...
Just thinking about how to comfort, the result is to listen to the pool and say: "The other party is also a man."
After the three people heard this, no one made any noise. The shock and incredulity on Xie Man’s face was the most obvious. Both Emmond and Chris showed their unbelievable look.
The pool opened his mouth and didn't know that he should have said the words he had just said to Dad, and then told them three times, or wait until they said something.
When he was hesitating, Sherman got up and shouted in an impatient tone that the pool had never heard before: "Charlie! Help me prepare a plane to go to China! Immediately! Immediately!"
Chi Fei was just thinking, he had made his mother angry like this. As a result, Xie Man suddenly slammed into the video and tried to say softly: "Don't be afraid, Mom will come right away. This is nothing. You can relax, don't be nervous, thousand. I can't be nervous."
Sherman probably didn't know that her own performance was the most stressful, but she tried to comfort her child and said, "This is not a disease, don't be afraid..."
There was tears in her eyes, but she couldn't help but fall. Emmond returned to the shock from the shock. She squeezed the camera with Xie Man to appease the younger son: "Ethan, this is not a big deal, though We have some surprises, but really...this is nothing!"
Chris was blocked out of the picture, but the voice came over: "Who is that??"
Both Sherman and Emmond turned to look at Chris, waiting for him to say more about the little son's unrequited love.
The pool knows that the person he likes is Rong Jin’s news. It shouldn’t last long, but I didn’t expect the first person to say it, it would be Chris!
The pool was a little surprised, but still stressed: "It’s just that I like it unilaterally..."
Before he even had time to say that Rong Jin still didn't know his feelings, he listened to Chris and asked, "Is he rejecting you?!"
Chris's face is cold like the winter in the Arctic. I don't know if it is angry that the younger brother likes a man, or whether the man does not like his younger brother.
The pool said quietly: "No... I haven't said..."
Xie Man heard that he said that he would be broken.
Her is still so small, suddenly found that she likes men, suddenly know that he is different from other people, how much fear in my heart!
Elmond had to comfort his wife, and he had to appease the younger son. It was a bit overwhelming. Fortunately, the eldest son seemed to know the inside story.
The eldest son who knows the inside is close to his lips and asks his brother in a word: "Do you want him to like you?"