MTL - I Have Everything You Like-Chapter 60 , Rhododendron
Yan Rong didn't tell the reason why he broke up with Wang Jin. At this time, he began to understand some of Wang Chao's thoughts, and he didn't want the breakup to bring other troubles to Wang Jin.
That's a bit of a shame.
Hanging up Liang Xi's phone, he continued to organize the luggage he brought back, and when he opened the wardrobe to hang clothes, he saw the transparent storage box at the bottom of the wardrobe, which contained some of his gadgets.
Wang Jin bought him several lanterns during the Lantern Festival, as well as the mask of Pleasant Goat.
At that time, he hadn't fallen in love with Wang Jin, he just thought that this man was too gentle and seductive, and he even kept reminding himself not to be seduced by Wang Jin.
What happened a few months ago seems to have passed several lifetimes, and it seems like it was just yesterday.
Wang Jin held his hand, walked through the bustling light market, and at the end of the dimly lit street, asked him with a smile, "Do you want to eat cotton candy?"
Sadness swept over him like a tsunami. He took out the Pleasant Goat mask and put it on his face with red eyes.
Here, Liang Xi told Wang Jin that Yan Rong had returned home.
Wang Jin said: "That's good, did you ask him about the school?"
Liang Xi said: "I asked, I will contact his teacher tomorrow to see what's going on. If it doesn't work, I can only help him transfer schools."
Wang Jin said "um" and added: "If you want to help him transfer, you must first discuss with him and listen to his own thoughts, even if you help him well, he will not There are opinions, but he actually doesn't like others helping him make decisions."
Liang Xi agreed: "Okay."
Wang Jin said: "Then please trouble yourself."
Liang Xi: "...don't be polite to me."
He couldn't help but ask again: "What's the situation? Is it true?"
Wang Jin said: "I'll tell you later, don't ask him this again."
Liang Xi could only say: "Okay, I'll tell you in time if anything happens later."
He hesitated for a while, but he still didn't tell Bo Tu about the breakup of Wang Jin and Yanrong. He hadn't figured out the specific situation yet. Telling Bo Tu now was nothing but to make Bo Tu get angry. It is estimated that Wang Jin is also to blame.
But listening to Wang Jin's tone, he clearly still cares about Yan Rong, and Yan Rong is not like a person who "don't like Wang Jin" so quickly.
Perhaps, before Patu knows, they will be able to get back together again?
In the afternoon, Wang Jin also took leave to go home. He was a little unable to concentrate, and his communication with colleagues and patients was in a trance. Others could see that something was wrong with him. Work.
Last night was the first time he drank alcohol in more than ten years. He vomited so much that he finally vomited out his bile. His sanity has always been awake, and even in the middle of the night, he felt nauseated and went to the bathroom to rinse his mouth, but he could carefully withdraw his arm, not wanting to wake up Yan Rong, who was sleeping in his arms.
This made him wake up from a hangover this morning with a splitting headache. He sent Yanrong to school and forced himself to come back to the hospital for work. Just after changing his clothes, he was called by the dean. After entering the door and saying a few words, the dean went straight to the topic and asked him about the "illegitimate child". He mentioned that he would make a major adjustment in the middle-level leadership team in the second half of the year, and he did not want his private life to affect his work.
When he came out of the dean's office, his condition was extremely poor, but at this time, Yan Rong came.
He recalled the whole process at this time, and he couldn't even remember what he had said without consideration. He remembered the most clearly, except for Yanrong's sentence "Wang Jin, let's break up", Only those tearful blue eyes, and the helplessness and determination when wiping away the tears.
Yan Rong has always been such a person. When he has a decision, he will make it immediately. Like his appearance, he is beautiful and direct. His feelings are bright and thorough, he will talk when he is in love, and he will not be accepted or entangled, but once he gets a response, he will happily give up all of himself.
He is such a passionate lover, Wang Jin asks himself that he can't do one in ten thousand.
He also tried his best to cater to Yanrong, but he still couldn't find his young and pure self. Instead, in today's out-of-control situation, he was like an outdated fire extinguisher, extinguishing Yanrong The fiery heart made Yan Rong feel disappointed and sad, so Yan Rong chose to leave him.
Yan Rong would fall into love for him because he was always taking care of Yan Rong's mood, which made Yan Rong, who was lonely and sensitive at that time, feel comfortable, safe, and felt Protection, but today his emotional intelligence dropped, he let Yanrong see that he was not strong, and saw his inferiority complex that he was always preparing to be eliminated by this love.
If he were Yan Rong, he would definitely feel that he had given his love to a hypocritical, weak and wrong person.
If he was Yan Rong, he would not want such Wang Jin, he is not the perfect "Wang Jinzhou" in Yan Rong's imagination at all.
Wang Chao heard that he was parked downstairs and came out to greet him. He probably felt that he was lost in love, his face was full of caution, and he asked, "Why did you come back so early?"
He said, "I drank too much yesterday and I couldn't make it to work."
He entered the door, and Wang Chao followed behind him and said, "Then you go to sleep first? After you wake up, go to chase people back?"
He stopped and turned around and said, "Why didn't you chase your people back after you slept at home for so long?"
Wang Chao: “…”
Wang Jin said this casually because he was in a bad mood, not to hurt each other. After speaking, his younger brother's face changed, and he said: "If you don't chase, you won't chase, and it's not really leaving anyone. It can't be over."
Wang Chao didn't answer, and stopped following him, turned around and sat down on the sofa, leaving him a wounded and aggrieved back.
Wang Jin felt guilty, but at this time he didn't have the energy to coax him any more, and said from a distance, "I'll go up first and have dinner together at night."
When he returned to the room, Yan Rong's personal belongings were gone, the few Jin Yong books on the bookshelf, all the clothes in the closet, and the toiletries in the bathroom were all clean, nothing left. Down.
He only found a t-shirt in the laundry basket next to the washing machine. It belonged to him. It has always been worn by Yanrong as pajamas. , have not had time to wash.
He took off his shirt, put on this t-shirt, then lay on the bed, covered his head with a quilt, and covered himself tightly.
The t-shirt still smelled of Yan Rong, closed his eyes, as if Yan Rong was still lying in his arms.
He slept very deeply, and when he woke up, it was already dark outside the window.
The room was so quiet that only the slight noise of the central air conditioner could be heard. In the dim light, there was a solitary black mug on the table. left already.
Wang Jin sat up, did not turn on the light, the loneliness and emptiness were so deep that he was desperate, the light would make them invisible, and he could imagine his embarrassment at the moment.
After a long time, he changed his clothes and went downstairs. Wang Chao was sitting on the floor in the living room, playing the game console.
He called out, "Xiaochao."
He hadn't called Wang Chao like that for a long time after they were both adults.
Wang Chao didn't seem to notice, looked back at him, and only said, "Can I go to dinner? I'm starving to death."
The two of them went to eat nearby and listened to Wang Chao's advice, two servings of oily noodles and one extra large spicy crayfish.
On the way back, there was a thunderstorm in the sky. Seeing that a heavy rain was coming, the leisurely passers-by by the road all ran up, trying to get back to the place where the wind and rain could be sheltered before the raindrops fell.
The intersection was a bit blocked, Wang Chao didn't drive, he sat in the co-pilot, looked out the window with his chin on his back, and said, "The show recorded on the weekend will be broadcast tonight."
Wang Jin said: "I should have time to see it when I get home."
Wang Chao said: "I dare not look."
He touched his short hair that tied his hands and said, "I must be pretty ugly when I look on camera like this."
Now he is tanned like half of an African native, and his hair was only half a centimeter long in the past. Although his appearance is basically there, he is still better-looking than ordinary people, but compared with himself vertically, it is disabled.
Wang Jindao: "Your hair grows fast, you can get a round head in half a month at most, and when the weather is cool, you can slowly return to white."
Wang Chao said: "Yes."
The traffic flowed, Wang Jin slowly drove forward.
Torrential rain fell from the sky and fell on the roof window, the world seemed like an ocean.
Wang Chao suddenly said: "Brother, it's not that I don't want to chase me back, it's that I can't chase it back, he didn't love me very much before, and now that I'm like this, he definitely doesn't want to. with me."
He said: "You are right, no one can live without leaving, that is, whether it is good or not, only you know."
He added: "I don't have a good life, I can't sleep every night, I get up to go to the toilet and accidentally look in the mirror, I feel like I'm finished, he doesn't want to be with me, forget it, I don't even want to be with me. Find someone more handsome than him, and he will lose all the capital to be mad at him. But when I go back to bed and swipe on Weibo, I see his latest photos, and I think I am really an idiot. There is no man better looking than him."
He talked all the way, Wang Jin listened word by word, but couldn't say anything comforting.
It took only ten minutes to get out, and it took forty minutes to get home.
When I entered the courtyard, the lights of the car shone on the lawn shrouded in rain. Wang Jin suddenly stepped on the brakes. Fortunately, Wang Chao fastened his seat belt, but he was also frightened by the sudden braking. Jump and said, "What's wrong?"
Wang Jin opened the door and got out of the car.
Wang Chao said: "What are you doing when you are so big?"
Wang Jin has closed the door and walked forward.
The dense and fast raindrops in the two headlights were clearly visible. Wang Chao sat in the car inexplicably, watching his brother pass through the rain curtain, his white shirt was soaked from shoulder to back.
He saw Wang Jin bending down by the lawn and picking up something.
Wang Chao vaguely remembered that there were two flowers planted there, which seemed to be rhododendrons. In spring, the flowers were dense, and he had seen them twice.
One of the rhododendrons seemed to be interrupted by the wind and rain.
Wang Jin picked up the broken flower branch, and the unbroken half left only the solitary branch standing in the wind and rain, and it was impossible to see what kind of plant it was.
Wang Jin stood there, he was a little overwhelmed, he was just a surgeon, he had not learned how to rescue this seriously injured flower.
If Yan Rong knew that this flower could not be saved, would it be very sad.