MTL - How to Deal with a Tsundere Gong-Chapter 7 Nowhere
The next day Xu Baichuan packed up a few clothes casually, and really went for a tour of the mountains like a pretext.
Something is pressing on him, it is difficult for Xu Baichuan to enjoy the looseness from the reins as planned, nor can he enjoy the game. As long as he thinks of him, he has to see Tang Jin again, and he has to pretend to be nothing, and even It may be seen that Tang Jin showed a relieved smile when he heard that he was leaving, no matter how rare the scenery in front of him could not be seen.
This shows what? Never fall in love! Fall in love affects play!
If Xu Baichuan's alma mater invited him to go back to give a speech, he would definitely come to the podium in a suit and leather suit, first "feed" a few tunes to try the microphone, and then bitterly with the tone of a passing person Tell them: classmates, don't help anyone!
Tang Jinxu never saved Xu Baichuan before knowing that he had made several suicide plans, including wrist-cutting, sleeping pills, jumping from a building, jumping river / river / lake / sea ...
Xu Baichuan is afraid of pain, and strives to minimize the level of pain.
He first ruled out sleeping pills. At first, no doctor would prescribe a lethal dose of sleeping pills. Waiting for him one by one, it would take a year and a half to say less. In addition, suicide by swallowing sleeping pills is not as painful as sleeping peacefully in imagination. Even if you die, if you can't die, you have to wash your stomach repeatedly ... pass.
Jumping rivers, lakes, or hanging, he was suffocated and died. He committed suicide for liberation, not to find fault for himself. I never thought of passing this directly.
He tried to cut the wrist, but it was difficult to cut the artery. After a few cuts, his teeth were grinned and he had to pass.
Until he was locked up in the basement, feeling little by little that hunger and thirst were getting stronger and stronger, Xu Baichuan gradually returned to being bored. He actually didn't want to die. Fear of pain is just an excuse for wanting to live anyway.
At first he pinned his hopes on his parents. Later, he thought that he was also funny, gave up the fantasy and actively saved himself, and regarded the little iron ruler as his brother who fought side by side, trying to escape from heaven with the patience of Earl Monte Cristo. The longer his hands trembled, the more desperate his heart became, and his body was strained to the extreme by fear, as if a cold war could break the collarbone.
Tang Jin's appearance is undoubtedly like a soldier descending from heaven, taking him to his house, taking care of three meals a day ... Although Tang Jin was only for him to do all the group work, Xu Baichuan was not a motive, He only counted how much he got from others, whether it was thrown by others or not.
Xu Baichuan has always neglected one point. Tang Jin never paid much attention to how much he threw out, and he never replied that he did not speak out but did his best to repay.
Suddenly there was a chill on his leg, and he suddenly turned back, and saw a rather young mother pulling a four- or five-year-old girl. The girl held an empty cone in her hand, and her mouth was pursed twice. If you want to cry, don't cry, the grape-like eyes soon filled with tears.
The young mother hurriedly took out a tissue in her bag and wanted to squat to help Xu Baichuan wipe it, but she felt a bit abrupt and apologized rather embarrassingly: "Sorry, I walked ..."
Seeing that the ground had turned into a sticky pink liquid under the scorching sun, Xu Baichuan reacted and took the paper towel without first rubbing the melted mucus on his legs, but squatting down two or three times to stack the paper towels into one The soft little fox, handed it to the little girl and coaxed: "Sent you."
The little girl looked up at her mother. After seeing her nod, she sucked her nose and took over the little fox, staring intently at Xu Baichuan. She said softly, "Thank you."
At that moment Xu Baichuan really felt that his heart was about to be sweetened.
Everyone thought he was a vicious supporting role, and who knows that he has nowhere to put his tenderness?
When the young mother saw Xu Baichuan's mindset, she apologized again and again, handed a tissue, and waited until Xu Baichuan wiped her calf.
Thanks to this episode, Xu Baichuan was able to press a mess in his heart and finally saw some colors. When he temporarily noticed, he simply walked around all the small towns in the south of the Yangtze River, and when he returned to the city of H again, the January deadline came.
He got off the moving car, first went to the handicraft workshop to get back the painted crafts, and found a courier to send to Tang Jin's home before returning to his apartment.
However, there were no occupants in less than two weeks, and the 70-square-foot house was cold. Xu Baichuan stopped for a moment at the door, and immediately threw the bag onto the sofa, entertained himself with a humming song, put the long unused bed on the balcony to dry, and broke the broken food in the refrigerator. Throw away and order a bunch of cooking ingredients in the app.
Xu Baichuan deliberately ordered a lot of peppers. He was passionate about spicy food, and he did not like spicy food, but Tang Jin was the legendary white tofu. He could drink several glasses of water with a bite of spicy food and hissed continuously. In the years he lived with Tang, in order to meet Tang's taste, he never put peppers in his cooking. In this way, it has been in Tang for nearly seven years, and his taste has not changed substantially. Those who like to eat still like it, and those who don't like it still don't. Like Tang Jin to him and Song Yanyu.
Soon after the order was placed, the delivery was delivered. Soon after he had stuffed things into the kitchen, he received a call from Tang Jin.
When he first saw the two words on the screen, Xu Baichuan was flustered, as if he was igniting a fire, and his chest was emaciated. When he came, he was really full of storms. When he left, he just wanted to wave his sleeves and not take away a cloud. This was the best way to exit. But out of compensatory psychology, if Tang Jin wants to see another curtain call, he will accompany him to the end.
Xu Baichuan swiped his finger to the small phone on the right. His voice was as usual, eliminating Tang Jin's nasty nonsense, and directly asking: "What is it?"
Tang Jin's deep voice came from the earpiece: "Are you enough to play?"
His tone was rather strange, like displeased, but he seemed to smile a little ... Xu Baichuan quickly expelled this terrible thought from his mind—Which one of Tang ’s recent calls with him was not perfunctory. May laugh?
