MTL - Hello, How Long Has This Been Going On?-Chapter 21

Huo Ran fell into a state of rigidity.

The content of the message sent by Dr. Tao was so shocking that he couldn't digest it for a while.

He stared at the dozen words, full of astonishment and bewilderment.

Huo Ran couldn't imagine that "love at first sight" would happen in his life, especially if the other party was of the same sex.

But when he saw the familiar ^-^ at the end of the sentence, Huo Ran unconsciously started to play the highlights of the day...

Forget it, he gave up on regaining control of his brain.

Huo Ranmu looked at this sentence again and again with a sullen face, and finally found a crucial mistake.

Dr. Tao said "she".

HR: It's not her, it's a boy.

He finished typing, but before sending it out, he began to hesitate again.

Huo Ran clearly remembered that Dr. Tao said that he liked the same sex, so he proposed to analyze the psychology of the suitor for him.

He had expressed so strongly before that he was a straight man and had no interest in the same sex, and now he suddenly said that, would Dr. Tao feel uncomfortable? Do you feel cheated?

Huo Ran is extremely sensitive and delicate in perceiving other people's emotions, partly because of his own inner experience of longing to be understood by his father when he was a child, partly because of his nature.

If it weren't for this, he wouldn't have been troubled by the four same-sex lovers who love him one-way.

Although he can appear weak at times, he is always reluctant to hurt anyone emotionally, intentionally or not.

After hesitating for a while, Huo Ran decided not to explain this beautiful misunderstanding.

This small detail should have no effect... right?

[HR: Really? I'm not sure, just meeting for the first time. ]

[HR: I think it might be that she is very similar to a friend I have never met. Could it be that I have empathized? ]

[HR: Doctor Tao, do you also do this when you fall in love with someone at first sight? ]

When he uttered the following sentence, Huo Ran was even a little uneasy.

He obviously hoped that Dr. Tao would use his own experience as a reference for himself, but he didn't seem to want Dr. Tao to answer "yes".

Huo Ran was struggling, and Jiang Nansheng, who had been watching him for a long time, couldn't help breaking the silence.

"Mr. Huo, your complexion is not very good. What's wrong? Do you need me to do anything? "

Huo Ran's brain stopped at this moment, without even thinking about it, he blurted out naturally: "When you find out that you like someone, what kind of state will you be in?"

Jiang Nansheng:! !

He instantly turned red from his forehead to his neck, like a boiled crab.

The atmosphere in the car instantly became very strange.

The driver, who was concentrating on driving, didn't dare to show his breath, and arched his shoulders to try to reduce his sense of existence.

Huo Ran reacted belatedly, and before he had time to regret his quick talk, he saw Jiang Nansheng in the front seat was completely stiff and motionless, like a statue.

...Why is it so like me ten minutes ago.

In an instant, the series of questions that I saw not long ago suddenly appeared.

"How to judge whether you are gay" "Psychological causes and types of homosexuality" "Do you really love him?" "This is a difficult road, are you ready?"…

Huo Ran rubbed his temples in despair, and sent a message to Huo Sihan.

[HR: Don't send me those weird articles in the future. ]

[HR: I'm going to be led astray by you. ]

Huo Sihan, who didn't want to take the blame, immediately threw a screenshot of the chat without saying a word.

[RT-Mart has been killing fish for ten years: [Big idiot: Don't think about it, I can't listen to your nonsense. 】]

[RT-Mart has been killing fish for ten years:? ]

[HR: ...]

[HR: The note you gave me is actually a big idiot? ! ]

[HR: Weeping cat head.jpg]

The daily rivalry between siblings almost begins again.

Meanwhile, Dr. Tao's answer was long overdue.

[Tao: I also... can't be sure. ]

[Tao: Actually, just now, I was also in the same mood as you. ]

[Tao: It would be very confusing to put it on myself, I don’t know what all this means, but when you ask me like this, my first reaction is that you like her. ]

[Tao: Maybe, I also fell in love with that person. ]

[Tao: For me, cuteness should be the best compliment to the opposite sex. It is not simple and isolated beauty, intelligence, and gentleness, but no matter what the other person does, they are deeply attracted to you, and you will want to keep watching She, she's cute when she's dazzling, and cute when she's clumsy. ]

[Tao: Do ​​you want to try to meet your friend? That way you'll know who it is that makes your heart beat. ]

Looking at the patient and meticulous answers all over the screen, Huo Ran felt as if his heartbeat missed a beat.

Because of Dr. Tao, he couldn't look away at the stranger. The stranger's expressions and words to him were so similar to Dr. Tao's.

From the moment he noticed the boy with a mask in the crowd, he tried to fill in his imagination of Dr. Tao every moment.

Those throbbing and chaotic feelings seem to be more than just "the special meaning of making friends with netizens for the first time".

But Dr. Tao said that he has someone he likes.

After clicking to send the long message, Tao Zhiyue sat on the bench beside the flower bed, his expression was covered by the broken hair hanging on his forehead.

The night fell completely, the evening stars were like fireflies, the street lights were dim, the wind was quiet, and small bright flowers bloomed behind him.

The box of loratadine was placed on his lap, the surface was slightly wet with the sweat of his palms, Tao Zhiyue glanced back and forth between the medicine box and the phone screen.

I have read the medicine description on the side of the box no less than ten times, and I know it by heart.

Until now, Tao Zhiyue had to admit that he really liked that feeling, and it was the most exaggerated and often written love at first sight in novels.

But after the panic and distraction that lasted for half a day at first, now there is only a sour loss left in my heart.

When he described the definition of cuteness to HR, the model in his mind turned out to be a combination of HR and a boy with a white T.

When he saw the boy with a white T at the beginning, Tao Zhiyue only thought his appearance was stunning, until he bowed his head in embarrassment, said that he was the first lucky audience to be drawn, and then showed a shy smile, Tao Zhiyue just Suddenly heartbeat.

Later, the other party foolishly thought that his blushing was due to the hot weather, and took the orange smell as the color, and remembered his lame explanation, and carefully bought anti-allergic medicine.

Everything looks like something HR would do.

And everything just hit his heart.

Someone once asked Tao Zhiyue what kind of girl he likes. He didn't refute this small gender mistake, and after carefully imagining it based on his blank emotional experience, he finally only gave a dry answer: he likes very good people.

But now he can answer that question.

The more Tao Zhi likes people who are sincere, pure, and passionate, it doesn't matter their appearance or anything else.

Such a person can gently observe his most subtle emotions, will unconditionally believe every word he says, and will also show frank clumsiness because of his bad side. He is pure and true, which makes people trust for no reason, so It looks so cute.

In Tao Zhiyue's eyes, he is a very good person.

On the night when HR keenly discovered that he was alone, Tao Zhiyue thought that if he really knew HR in reality, it would be difficult to control his emotions, and he felt that he would definitely fall in love with her.

A prophecy.

He transferred all the feelings he had when getting along with HR to the boy in white T that he felt familiar inexplicably, but because of this, he saw his heart clearly.

On this slightly hot early summer night, Tao Zhiyue even thought of more distant places.

Although HR has reached middle age, there is an obvious generation gap between them, and they live completely different lives.

If HR also likes the same sex, or if he likes him too, Tao Zhi is more than willing to reach out and give it a try.

Because love should not be framed by any external conditions.

But HR is a straight man, and today he met a girl he likes.

This is an insurmountable moat.

Therefore, Tao Zhiyue could no longer express the surging emotion in his heart, so he could only pass it off as if nothing had happened.

[Tao: Maybe, I also fell in love with that person. ]

But the moment he fell in love with each other, he fell out of love.

Tao Zhiyue sat silently for a while, and carefully put the medicine box into the backpack. He lowered his head, and there was a thick ginkgo tree in front of the bench, blocking his sight.

A black luxury car that had just left not long ago drove back on the same road.