MTL - Gifting You With A City that Will Never Be Isolated-Chapter 56
Very late, Cheng Jingbo saw that Bo Ziren fell asleep, gently let go of her, settled her up, covered the quilt, went down to the ground, and sat back on the chair, quietly watching her sleep.
There was no sound in the ward, and the patient next door had a leave of absence, because the sleep was not used here.
Cheng Jingbo took back his gaze, took his coat and put it on his lap. After a while, he got up and left.
Bai Ziren’s sleep was very shallow. He woke up after a while. He saw no one in the chair, and there was no smell in his surroundings. His heart seemed to be empty. With the lonely starlight cast in the window, he suddenly felt very cold.
She hugged her knees in her hands, her eyes looked at the sheets without a word, and her ears were quiet, and the portraits were taken to an empty and desolate place. I don't know what to do.
Until one hand gently pressed on her head, slow and gentle.
She raised her face and smiled again.
He went out and bought a bottle of mineral water and a box of biscuits. It only took 15 minutes. I didn't expect her to wake up.
"You go back soon, and rest here is not good." Bai Ziren said softly.
"It's okay." He sat down and set aside the things he bought. "You can't sleep when you go back."
"what did you say?"
He pulled her hand and wrote a few words in her hand. She looked at his stroke and could easily guess what he meant.
It turns out he will also lose sleep.
He said that he would be more at ease with her.
"But here is a bad break."
He continued to write in her hand and told her to wait until she really fell asleep.
Bai Ziren did not refuse, smiled at him, clicked on his stomach, and indicated that he was hungry. He opened the biscuit box and placed it in front of her. She took a piece of sesame and handed him a piece of red bean. .
After eating the biscuits and drinking warm water, she lay down again. He helped her pull the quilt and told her to sleep well.
It seems that she is afraid of her anxiety, he holds one of her hands.
So in the early morning, Cheng Jingbo was still by her side, the pale golden sun was shining on the corner of the house, the flying dust was on his eyelashes, he was a little sleepy, closed his eyes and took a nap, and just woke up in her I opened my eyes a minute before coming.
The nurse came in and infused for Bai Ziren. Today, there are three big bags, and the task is hard.
At seven o'clock, Liu Xinyu sent breakfast. Fortunately, there were more weights, enough for two people to eat.
Because Mu Zidong’s language test failed, Liu Xinyu also rushed to the school to meet with the teacher. She politely asked Cheng Jingbo to take care of Bai Ziren. Of course, she did not need to say that Cheng Jingbo would do it.
Bai Ziren wanted to go to the bathroom. Cheng Jingbo accompanied her and helped her with the infusion bag. After the end, she let her carry it. He held her out.
I saw the guest when I first came out.
Zhou must be stunned and staring at the scene. Bai Ziren was carefully held in her arms by her boyfriend, and her right hand was still around his neck. The two looked very close.
Cheng Jingbo saw the baiziren back on the bed, hung the infusion bag, and then politely greeted the week.
"Exactly I am going out to find a doctor, you chat."
Cheng Jingbo left generously, leaving only Bai Ziren and Zhou Nei in the house.
Bai Ziren found out the small whiteboard in the corner, and handed it to Zhou together with the pen. Zhou must not adapt to everything in front of him. The expression looks more frustrating than the patient. He wants to say a lot. When is the sentence written? ? But very helpless, this seems to be the only way.
"How are you feeling now?"
"The ears can't hear, the top-heavy, not too good sleep, but the appetite is good, the cough is much better."
"What did the doctor say?"
"First look at the treatment."
Zhou must be painted and changed, and a few simple sentences took a lot of time to finish.
"Right, I am here to apologize to you."
“Why should you apologize?” Bai Ziren asked him.
Zhou must have written a paragraph on the whiteboard.
"I know your boyfriend's work. Actually, I only recently figured out the cause and effect. Before they did not tell me. My sister has already confessed to her family. The truth is that she lied. My brother told her not to. Let me mention that, stop here."
Bai Ziren patiently watched him write a paragraph and wipe it clean and continue to write a paragraph.
"Our family relationship is very complicated. Zhou Ruran and I are not brothers. He is the child of my father and ex-wife. Zhou Chenran and I are not brothers and sisters. Her biological mother is a friend of my mother. When she was four years old, her family had a change. My mother died, my father didn't want her, my mother saw her poor, took her back home, let me see her as a sister, she used to be very good, but then changed a lot, face is thin, barely victorious, except my brother's words No one listens."
Bai Ziren thinks of Zhou Chenran at the elementary school, a little one, and he naively ran to ask her what relationship she must have with Zhou. Zhou is bound to chase her. If she is going home to tell her father and mother, Zhou will be miserable. .
Zhou Chenran in memory seems to be another cute girl, completely inconsistent with Cheng Jingbo's student image, probably because many years have passed, most people have become far from childhood.
However, there are some people who are exactly the same as when they were young. For example, he is still arrogant. He feels good about himself. On the surface, he seems to be disdainful, but he is actually a very loyal person. come out.
It is her luck to have such a friend.
"Thank you," said Bai Ziren.
"I have said it many times, and there is no need to say thank you between friends." Zhou must waved his hand and said in a voice.
Bai Ziren licked his hoe, although he could not hear his voice, but with his actions he could guess what he was talking about.
"I am too anxious today, I forgot to bring something. I must remember to come over next time. Write down what you want to eat."
Bai Ziren thought about it and wrote a few snacks on the whiteboard.
"Boiled chicken legs." Zhou must laugh, "You really like this, nothing has changed."
Bai Ziren saw his mouth shape, knew what he was laughing at, and nodded.
Zhou must look at her, thoughtfully, and soon wrote a line on the whiteboard.
"Your boyfriend is very good to you."
"of course."
"Then I will be relieved," he said softly.
"what did you say?"
This time, Bai Ziren really did not recognize what he said, and he did not intend to say it again, and talked about other things in a perfunctory manner.
When Cheng Jingbo came back, Zhou must have left. He deliberately set aside time for her and her friends.
Bai Ziren pulled a sleeve of quiet and quiet, and asked: "Do you really mind if I talk to other male students?"
Cheng Jingbo smiled, patted her shoulder and wrote on the whiteboard.
"I am almost thirty, will you mind such a small matter? Again, I always hope that you have many friends."
Bai Ziren knew his inner answer and deliberately asked him to actually tease him. Who knows that he is not fooled.
"Then you can also talk to other female colleagues."
"Unfortunately, none of my new colleagues are women."
She looked at the words he wrote and asked: "Is it a pity?"
He heard the jealousy in her words and changed the word "pity" to "very lucky."
She suddenly laughed, her eyes brightened, and she said her heart: "Well, I am teasing you. Actually, I just like to see you like this."
"What is it like?"
"I have always been happy with me."
He pulled up her hand and kissed him.
During the week when Bai Ziren was hospitalized, many people came to visit her. Even Cheng Jingbo’s parents had come to see them. They had a good attitude and patience. They always communicated with her in writing, just like Cheng’s wallet. There is a photo of Cheng Jingmo, shared with Bai Ziren, she saw a picture similar to Cheng Jingbo, but a lot of playful faces, perhaps a deep love of Cheng Jingbo relationship, she saw his sister at first glance feels cordial and lovely.
After Cheng Cheng’s mother left, Bai Ziren could not help but think that if Cheng Jingmo is still there, Cheng Jingbo must be a lot more happy than now.
Xu Laotai said that when he was ten years old, he lost his grandmother. When he grew up, he lost his sister. His experience made her feel bad. She always wanted to bring him happiness, but the fact is that he has been giving her everything. Now she listens. Missing, he also specially took time off to accompany her.
Although she does not want to admit it, she is indeed a burden for him now.
Bai Ziren is very frustrated. She really hopes that the miracle will come and she will hear it in the next second and return to the normal life track.
When she couldn't hear the sound outside, she felt how rare it was to have. Family and friends were an indispensable part of her life. She once thought that she didn't care what she lost. It was irreplaceable.
She does not want to live in her own world as before. The quiet and peaceful life is self-righteous. In the final analysis, she is weak. She is afraid of losing, so she refuses others first.
She was a coward at all times.
After returning to his parents, Cheng Jingbo returned to the ward and saw Bai Ziren in an origami crane. He walked over and sat next to her, picked up a piece of colored paper, and folded a heart for her. After she took it, she enjoyed it for a while. On one side, then pull out the heart-shaped coin in the pocket of the sick suit, and skillfully turn the heart into a circle in front of him, and then change back to a heart.
"Yes, have you been practicing for a long time?"
His tone was very slow, and there was enough time for her to discern. She understood it, nodded, smiled like a child, but the smile quickly disappeared. She remembered the problem at hand and couldn’t help but worry. After a week, there was no sign of a little bit of hearing improvement, and the inner fear became more and more obvious. She finally felt tired even when she was uplifting.
In order to divert her attention, Cheng Jingbo took the book on her pillow and opened a page at random, reading it with her.
In the middle of the reading, Cheng Jingbo received a call. It was called by Mrs. Xu. He asked him to take two packets of tea from the countryside. It is said that insisting on drinking is very effective in treating sudden abruptness.
Cheng Jingbo asked Bai Ziren to wait for him here. He went back and went back. Bai Ziren said that there was no problem.
It was not long after Cheng Jingbo left. Bai Ziren walked out of the ward and walked in the garden of the hospital. He unknowingly walked to the door and saw two cars competing for the remaining parking space. Two men, they are squatting at each other, and gesticulating their feet. From the perspective of their limbs, they know that they are very fierce, but she can't hear them and can't feel their anger.
At the left turn of the door, there was an old man who was selling a newspaper. It was at work time. The business was deserted. Bai Ziren didn’t bring any money. He couldn’t join the game. He stood by and watched for a while. Suddenly there was a thought, she wanted to be with him. Talk a few words, even if you just ask him, which newspaper is the best seller.
The old man is enjoying himself. He listens to the radio while drinking tea. He listens and laughs, as if he knows something interesting.
Bai Ziren carefully crossed the road and came to the opposite pedestrian street to find a lounge chair with no one to sit down.
Everything in front of me seems to be true and true. The car is coming and going, but there is no sound, but it is very strange, like being pressed by a mute button.
She still feels that someone is calling her, and she turns back from time to time, but there is no one in the field of vision.
It is obvious that the life in front of me is proceeding in an orderly manner. Everything is no different from usual, but when it is quiet to the extreme, it feels terrible. She seems to be standing in a corner that no one can see, using her own logical thinking to analyze the truth, but Can't find the exit.
She has been excluded from the world.
Thinking of this, there is an unprecedented anxiety spreading in my heart.
When Cheng Jingbo found her, she had been sitting here for an hour. Fortunately, today's weather is still warm, and she wears less and is not frozen.
He gently pulled her up and wanted to take her back. Unexpectedly, she did not move.
"What?" he asked.
She lowered her head and shivered her hand and whispered, "I am a little scared. Is it never going to be good?"
"No." He raised her face and said to her eyes, word by word.
"But I really can't hear anything. The ear seems to block a lot of cotton. No matter how hard it is to listen, there is no sound." She said, "I have read the relevant information, and the disease will not be too good. Whether it is the best result, it will damage the hearing more or less."
He knew that she was telling her heart. This was the first time after I was sick. He chose to listen to her.
She looked at his eyes, and suddenly he choked.
"If I can't hear it anymore, how can I continue to study? How do I get into work in the future? I am a disabled person."
"I want to be with you, but not like this now, I feel that I am very suffocating."
"From small to big, except for going to school, everything else is not good at it, and now even the voice can't be heard."
He tried to pull her into her arms, but she opened her hand.
"This is probably the punishment I received." She fell into tears and her emotions broke out. "Do you know? I used to be selfish and thought about myself. I hope everyone will not bother me, let me stay, now even I want to talk to others, and no one will take care of me... I am looking for it."
He went to pull her hand again. She has already stepped back two steps. Some of them have raised their voices and said: "Why do you have to deal with people like me! I am not as good as you think, you are not afraid of regretting in the future?"
He stopped and looked at her quietly.
She was red-eyed, her hair was gently blown by the wind, her tears were staggered on her face, and her breathing was very urgent.
"You are so perfect. I used to be happy, but now I don't know how to face it."
He just looked at her and asked for a moment: "Do you want me to leave your life?"
She understood and silenced.
He approached her but didn't touch her, just waiting for her reply.
Her heart avatar was swept by a sharp sword. His words made her calm down in an instant, thinking of the facts that might happen. It would be more than a million times more than losing the sound, and even desperate to think about it. Let's not go to the experiment.
"Go."
He quietly wiped her tears and pulled her hand, when she said nothing.
She was silently taken away by him, crossed the road, went to the hospital door, and whispered behind him: "You don't want to go."
He stopped and looked at her sideways.
"Even if I can't hear you, you can't leave me."
When she is willful, she would rather become a person she hates and cannot lose him.
After her last word was finished, his kiss fell down with a feeling of out of control, and the slender fingers clamped her chin.
She had a pain in her lips. She took a bite from him and reacted to see his awkwardness in the cold.
"Tantrum can, I let you go, but don't want to smash me for any reason, I am not so fooled."
She was kissed a little oxygenated, didn't know what he was saying, but decided to explain her emotionality.
"Without explanation, any excuses are escaping. If you really want to keep me, there are thousands of ways, but if you want to marry me, I only accept one reason, that is, you no longer like me." 2k novel reading network