MTL - Daily Life of the Canary Pet Master-Chapter 15
"Yes, I don't need your gift, neither do Aunt Zhou and Uncle Li."
Ou Shaowen raised his eyebrows and looked at him suspiciously, "But you are not them, how do you know they don't need it?"
Ou Renjin suppressed the emotions in his heart, he felt that his gentle and considerate mask was about to crack in front of him, "Then why do you think they both treat you so well? Because you are you? No, because you are me The people I bring back, they are hired by me, take my salary, do the work I arrange, take care of the people I let them take care of, that's all."
His expression was cold, and there was obvious malice in his words that he wanted to destroy something.
Ou Shaowen was silent for a while, looking at Ou Renjin's slightly frowning brows, thinking that he seemed to have **** him off again. Recently, Ou Renjin seemed to be always angry because of him. He couldn't bring him happiness, he could only destroy his originally peaceful mood time and time again.
Thinking of this, he said directly: "You don't like me, right? You don't like anything I do. You don't like me talking to you a lot, and I don't like me buying you gifts. I can't do it for you What, I can't make you happy, I can't give you money, I accept your kindness unilaterally every day, I accept the happiness you bring me, you let Aunt Zhou and Uncle Li take care of me so well, but I can only use you The money to eat, drink, and occasionally cause you trouble, so...why do you keep me? If my existence can't bring you happiness, why let me exist?"
Some of Ou Shaowen's thoughts were quickly changed by the impact of the external environment, but there were also some thoughts that were deeply rooted in his consciousness and became part of his personality through so many years of day-to-day experience. Among them, the most leafy and unshakable point of view is that if you can't create value, you have no meaning in existence.
Just like the knowledge he has learned, because there is no way to create value, there is no point in learning it.
Every day, every morning when he wakes up from a comfortable and soft bed, he will think about this question, why? Why did Ou Renjin keep him by his side? What can he do for him, what kind of value does he have?
He looked into Ou Renjin's eyes, and suddenly wanted to have an operation as soon as possible. This was the meaning of his existence, and it was the only thing he could do for Ou Renjin. This person is so kind to him, so good that he begins to feel that he is a person, not an object. If he is a person, he will have someone's desire, someone's joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. I have met such a good person in my life and experienced such happiness. Ordinary life, and then return to the days when it is unchanging like a tool, can you still persist day by day as usual?
Ou Shaowen's tone was very calm, a tone that was just explaining the facts, not expressing grievances.
Ou Renjin looked at his eyes that couldn't see to the bottom like ancient pools, and suddenly realized that something was wrong with her. He can tolerate many strange little problems and tempers of his little lover. In front of them, he always seems to be gentle, easy to persuade, and very gentlemanly. He is good to everyone except him.
He took his surname, and his first name was given by him. He was ignorant, and he could only be dragged by him to understand the world. He had no branches to rely on, and he could only be blessed by him. Maybe because of this, in his heart, he subconsciously felt that he was too easy to bully, right?
It doesn't matter how you bully.
"Who said I don't like you anymore?" He calmed down, as if he had become the man with a gentle smile who could talk about love, "I like you."
He thought back to Ou Shaowen's long passage just now, and suddenly felt a little funny, and there was also an unprecedented pity. He thought he could understand his mood when he said this passage, "People who like you don't need you to buy them." A gift will also like you. The emotion that will make people never forget is not the only kind of happiness. Emotions are very complicated." He is like a person who guides him across the bridge, with a pointed tone, "Because I like you, I will be angry for you, otherwise, you are just a stranger who can't touch my emotions. Besides, whoever said you can't bring me happiness, many times as long as I think of you, I can't bear it." You can't stop laughing, but you don't know."
Ou Renjin felt that he was too uninvolved in playing this new game, and it was really his negligence to make the little pity ask "you don't like me, right?"
It was the first time Ou Shaowen heard such words in his life, he didn't know what was wrong with him, he felt his brain was blank, his heart was beating a little fast, and he could only look at Ou Renjin without blinking. How could there be words in the world that make people so happy after listening to them? How could this person say such words so easily?
He couldn't say anything.
When he was taken back to the villa by Ou Renjin's hand, his head was still dizzy. Ou Renjin talked to Aunt Zhou about his cute and childish thoughts in front of him, "This kid got a bonus of 100,000 yuan for participating in the show today, and other celebrities donated it. He is unwilling to donate anyway. Ask him , He said he wanted to keep the money to buy jade and cars for you and Uncle Li!"
"Oh, this kid, why are you so stupid!" Aunt Zhou complained, but her face was grinning from ear to ear, "Your own money, just keep it for yourself, why do you always want to give it away?" Well. My jade, of course my daughter will buy it for me, and Uncle Li doesn’t need your money, as long as you can take care of yourself, such a small person doesn’t have much savings, how can he be so generous.”
"Did you hear that?" Ou Renjin turned around and patted him on the head, "I'm their boss, and I'm naturally responsible for the welfare of my employees, so you don't need to worry about it."
"Understood." He nodded slowly.
"Aunt Zhou, please clean up my room for me. I won't go back today."
"Hey, good!" Aunt Zhou was stunned for a moment, then nodded quickly. Mr. Ou has not stayed here for a long time, Xiaowen is really a child, why is he so rare, no wonder Mr. Ou likes it . If he had such a son, he would wake up laughing in his dreams.
Ou Shaowen turned his head to look at him, and suddenly took two steps forward and hugged him.
"What's wrong?" Ou Renjin laughed.
He didn't speak, but just shook his head. After thinking for a long time, he finally opened his mouth, "I like you too, I like you very much, every time I think of you, I can't help but laugh."
He racked his brains to add a few words that Ou Renjin didn't say, "I want to be very good to you, I want to do everything I can for you, I want to give you everything you want, I want to..." He lowered his voice and whispered in his ear, "Dug out my heart and give it to you."
Ou Renjin's body suddenly stiffened for a moment, and Ou Shaowen's voice seemed to vibrate from his eardrums to his heart. He was stunned for a while, then lowered his gaze, and said in a low voice: "Give me your heart, and you will be gone, so what should I do?"
"It's okay, it will grow again." Ou Shaowen said excitedly, with a little pride, "It will grow again soon, about... more than two months? At that time, it will be a complete one again." heart."
Sure enough, he was still a child, and his love words were naive and sweet.
He didn't know what mood he was in, and responded to the sweet words, "Okay, I'll wait for you to dig out your heart and give it to me."
"En." Ou Shaowen nodded heavily, feeling that he had already made an appointment with him, now, just wait for Ou Renjin to arrange the time.
After taking a shower, thinking that Ou Renjin was in the room next to him, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep. He sat there thinking about it until his hair dried naturally, and finally went to another door and knocked lightly .
As soon as Ou Renjin opened the door, he was rushed forward by a figure. He took several steps back to stabilize his body, gasping for breath, "What's the matter?"
"May I sleep with you." Ou Shaowen's eyes were shining, like the Milky Way in the sky.
"No way." Ou Renjin pulled him off his body, his sudden enthusiasm made him a little overwhelmed, "I'm a light sleeper, I'm not used to people next to me, I'll wake up easily."
"Then can I find Aunt Zhou to sleep with her?" Ou Shaowen didn't bother, and immediately changed his goal, "I read a book today, and the protagonist sleeps with others every day. I want to try it too. I have never slept with anyone before, can I go to Aunt Zhou? Is she a light sleeper too?"
Ou Renjin: "..."
"Forget it, go over and bring your quilt over here."