MTL - After the Memory Loss, the Fishing Department O is Teasing Me Every Day-Chapter 91 want to get her back
I don't want to continue.
Jiang Youwan calmly finished saying what she wanted to say, Jiang Jinyi was stunned, staring at Jiang Youwan's clean face, her lips were half open, unable to spit out one word.
Her mind went blank, as if she had forgotten who she was, what she was doing now, and what she should do later.
Until the tears blurred her vision and made her unable to see Jiang Youwan's face, she suddenly regained her senses and wiped away the tears, leaving Jiang Youwan in her field of vision.
The hand holding the corner of her clothes was even tighter, she was really afraid that Jiang Youwan would disappear in the next second.
Jiang Jinyi couldn't believe that these words came from Jiang Youwan's mouth.
These words reveal this thing between the lines: Jiang Youwan doesn't love her anymore.
The fact that Jiang Youwan didn't love her was what she hoped most before, but now it's a bolt from the blue for her.
But, but... Jiang Jinyi thought unwillingly, Jiang Youwan loved herself so much, Jiang Youwan was so paranoid, Jiang Youwan was so possessive, Jiang Youwan Anhui should do whatever it takes to keep herself by her side, how could Jiang Youwan give up on her?
Jiang Youwan will not...
Jiang Jinyi knew that she was deceiving herself and others, she couldn't care about wiping her tears, she grabbed the corner of Jiang Youwan's clothes with both hands, and looked at her pitifully with a pair of tearful peach eyes , biting his lip, grunting in his throat, like a kitten that keeps its owner from abandoning itself.
She tried to make Jiang Youwan soft-hearted with this sympathetic gesture, and begged softly: "Sister, I was wrong, don't be mad at me, okay? It's all me It's my fault, I'm too jerk, I should beat me, I should scold me, you can do whatever you want, you can punish me however you want, don't want me, okay?"
When she didn't recover her memory before, Jiang Youwan made a family rule and let her memorize it, and she memorized it thoroughly.
When she makes a mistake, Jiang Youwan will punish her in various ways, making her fascinated and scared.
Being so coquettish and begging like this, Jiang Youwan still didn’t respond very well, Jiang Jinyi was even more anxious, her brain was racing, "Sister, you said that if I leave you, you will Chain me up, lock me up, punish me with a whip, I'll tie me up for you, do anything to me..."
She still remembered that when the two of them were in bed, Jiang Youwan asked her if she could, and she agreed.
She knew that Jiang Youwan liked the feeling of being in control, she squatted on the floor, grabbed the corner of her clothes and looked up at her with a dependent attitude.
Jiang Youwan lowered his eyes and looked down at the kitten that seemed to be nesting at his feet.
There are undercurrents in a pair of fox eyes that are calm on the surface. I have to say that what Xiao Jin said is really heartwarming, especially in a crying voice.
Begging myself to punish her and lock her up.
But not enough.
What she wants is not enough.
Should be more cruel.
She asked back: "But you've gone, gone for a long time, haven't you?"
"I use pheromones to tie you by my side, but you will break free and leave me alone if you hurt yourself.
"A person who is unwilling to stay by his side cannot be retained no matter what."
"I've thought about it a lot. It's because my approach is too extreme and I don't consider your feelings. It's because I'm too abnormal."
"I'm scared, tired, and I don't have that kind of hope anymore. What you do in the future has nothing to do with me."
"Ugh..." Jiang Jinyi kept shaking her head, tears in her eyes, she was even more aggrieved and sad, but seeing Jiang Youwan's helpless and serious look, she was afraid that she would make a noise It annoyed her and made her even more annoyed, so she only dared to whisper: "No, don't have nothing to do with you..."
Jiang Jinyi was really panicked, really scared.
Jiang Youwan said this, did he no longer have feelings for her?
She has experienced the days without Jiang Youwan, but it was a last resort. Now all misunderstandings have been resolved, the misses of those days before and the love that was not allowed to be expressed all rushed up, She felt that she couldn't do without Jiang Youwan.
She couldn't imagine going back to those days without her.
She was extremely aggrieved, and called her softly, begging and coquettish, "Sister..."
Facing such a little Jin Jiang Youwan was somewhat unbearable, her expression showed a little pity, Jiang Jinyi saw the change in her expression, seized the opportunity, and called out again pitifully she groaned.
"Xiao Jin, I can't trust you now, you can't give me a sense of security anymore, I think being separated and alone is the most suitable way of life for me." A little lighter, but the attitude is still the same.
Jiang Jinyi's small fan-like eyelashes trembled lightly, and with a pair of wet red eyes, she covered her lips at a loss.
What Jiang Youwan said was very clear. She felt that if she continued to make trouble like this, Jiang Youwan would definitely feel bored.
When she thought that Jiang Youwan might think so, Jiang Jinyi held back her grievance and dared not speak.
What to do...
Seeing her silence for a long time, Jiang Youwan continued to lower her head to eat porridge.
Jiang Jinyi's head was getting lower and lower, so she stayed by her side, not knowing what to say to keep her, and was not willing to leave.
She lowered her head, unable to see, Jiang Youwan's gaze stayed on the back of her neck that was still bandaged for a long time.
The eyes are gentle and distressed.
Seeing her distressed appearance, she secretly cursed her, stupid.
Soon after, the subordinate knocked on the door and respectfully said to Jiang Jinyi, "Dong Jiang woke up and wanted to ask the lady if she had breakfast, she said she bought one for you, Let you go and eat."
Jiang Jinyi responded slowly, she stood up and helped Jiang Youwan unpack the porridge she just finished eating. She wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it, and finally said in a low voice After a sentence: "Sister take a good rest, I'll go see my mother."
Jiang Youwan was looking down at the phone, didn't look at her, and didn't respond, Jiang Jinyi wanted to say that she would come back to see you later, but she was afraid that Jiang Youwan would not love it Listen, I was afraid that Jiang Youwan would say something that he didn't want her to come back to accompany her, so he didn't say it.
It wasn't until she left the switch and opened the door that Jiang Youwan raised her eyes, her fox eyes narrowed slightly, and scolded, "What an idiot."
I walked away with me for a while, but would I be afraid to come?
Do you even have to teach me how to get back with my ex-girlfriend to keep my ex-girlfriend's heart?
Jiang Jinyi was at the door, raised her head and wiped the remaining tears in her eyes, and waited for the tears to dry before she dared to enter her mother's ward.
I saw my mother doing it on the sofa, and Secretary Song was standing beside her, very close.
There is a breakfast on the coffee table of the sofa, and one that has already been eaten.
"Mom..." Jiang Jinyi whispered and walked over, Jiang Ningshu smiled at her and asked her to sit beside him.
Jiang Jinyi walked over, and her eyes stayed on her mother's lips for half a second. Before, she didn't feel anything, or even paid attention, but now, she is also someone who has experienced it. I don't know how many times I kissed Jiang Youwan.
Seeing my mother's red, swollen and moist lips, I would think crooked.
After she kissed Jiang Youwan, Jiang Youwan would do the same...
She thought she was crazy, how could it be!
Quickly put down this thought and bowed her head to eat the breakfast that my mother helped her prepare.
"What's wrong? My sister bullied you and cried like this?" Jiang Ningshu saw her strangeness at a glance.
"No..." Jiang Jinyi quickly denied that where Jiang Youwan bullied her, it was clear that she was sorry for Jiang Youwan, which made her sad.
"It's just...she doesn't seem to want me anymore." Jiang Jinyi can't hide her thoughts in front of her mother.
Jiang Ningshu's expression immediately became interesting: "Why don't you want to break up with you?"
Jiang Jinyi shook her head.
"Before it was me, I made her sad. She doesn't like me anymore."
Jiang Jinyi told Jiang Ningshu everything that happened before, Jiang Ningshu nodded clearly, "So, she is no longer interested and has no sense of security, and prefers one people."
"... um." Therefore, Jiang Jinyi would not dare to enter Jiang Youwan's room again, for fear that she would annoy her and think she was a shameless death Stalking unqualified ex.
Jiang Ningshu emphasized: "A pregnant omgea cannot adapt to a person at all, but will be more eager for the company of alpha with the growth of pregnancy. Only when alpha is by his side will there be real Be at ease."
"So she said that she is used to being alone, and that she wants to be alone, she is stubborn and disobedient." Jiang Ningshu was pregnant alone for ten months before, and she gave Jiang Jinyi a baby alone. Next, without the company of Zhao Yan, who made her pregnant, she understands that feeling best.
Really painful.
Jiang Jinyi was stunned for a moment, then lost her self-esteem again, and it was very difficult to say: "I have no pheromone..."
Jiang Ningshu pinched her cheek, "Why is baby so stupid? Pheromone is not all, your existence will give her a sense of peace and security, not only pheromone, The smell on your body, the familiar feeling, will also make her feel at ease."
Jiang Jinyi's eyes were pitiful, Jiang Ningshu was dying of distress, "After returning to Los Angeles, my mother will find the best doctor, Xiao Jin's glands will be fine, don't be afraid."
Jiang Jinyi really wants to get well soon.
Jiang Ningshu said firmly: "You have been with her all night and morning, and now that you have left, she must be lost and uneasy, and wants you to accompany her."
Jiang Jinyi was a little surprised, but not sure, she quickly looked in the direction outside the door, and subconsciously wanted to return to Jiang Youwan's ward immediately.
"Really?"
"Will your mother lie to you?" Jiang Ningshu guided her, "She said she was insecure about you, so you made her feel secure in you again, she said she was not interested in you already If you are so heartbroken that you don't like you, you will make up for it again and try to make her like you again."
"To please her, wear what she likes you wear, paint what she likes you like most, seduce her, do you know?"
"Will she find me annoying?" Jiang Jinyi really couldn't imagine Jiang Youwan's disgusted look at him.
"Do you want her to find you annoying or do you want her to have no feelings for you and slowly forget about you?"
Jiang Jinyi made a comparison and found that she could not accept the latter.
Imagine how much you want to cry.
After Jiang Ningshu's enlightenment, Jiang Jinyi only felt that her desire to go back to Jiang Youwan was so high that she was about to get out of control, Jiang Ningshu kindly asked her to go back quickly.
Jiang Jinyi jumped out immediately, Jiang Ningshu looked at her back and sighed.
"What are you sighing?" Song Lian, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly asked.
Jiang Ningshu said lightly: "Just with emotion, I haven't seen you for five years, Xiaojin has grown up, and her body and mind belong to others."
Jiang Ningshu squinted her eyes and whispered, "Her sister is not an ordinary woman, Xiao Jin can only be eaten to death by her, and she doesn't even know if she is sold."
"Miss has a good personality. Besides, it's good to be controlled, isn't it? I believe she will protect the lady very well."
"So..." Jiang Ningshu raised her eyes to look at her, and asked, "Do you like being controlled?"
"..."
If Jiang Jinyi had glanced at Song Lian's lips before she left, she would have found that Secretary Song's lips were as wet and swollen as her mother's, and there was a bite mark.
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Jiang Youwan was a little surprised, just ten minutes later, the door was opened again, Jiang Jinyi closed the door and walked in, walked to the bed, didn't say anything, just pulled a little He sat down on the stool and looked up at himself.
Jiang Youwan tilted her head to look at her, looking at her with puzzled eyes.
Jiang Jinyi's eyelashes trembled, which is a very nervous expression, but she forced herself to look into her eyes, spent all her courage, and said firmly and seriously: "Sister, I want to chase you. , I want you to be with me again..."
"You don't feel safe with me anymore, you don't like me anymore, it's all caused by me, making you sad and making you sad, leaving you alone to spend the marking period and face it alone It's all my fault for being pregnant."
"I know I'm so annoying and you don't like me, I'm such an asshole, uu..." The cry overflowed, Jiang Jinyi was extremely embarrassed and sucked Nose continued: "Can you give me a chance to make up for you? I want to take good care of you and like you so much. The thought of being separated from you makes me feel very uncomfortable."
"It's my turn to chase you this time, can you, can you please not bother me?" After speaking, Jiang Jinyi immediately regretted it. He was chasing others by himself, but he still wanted others not to bother.
Are you asking too much.
Jiang Jinyi has never had such an experience, and can't remember the words she recited at the door just now, so she thought of what to say, and said her truest thoughts to Jiang Youwan listen.
After she finished speaking, before Jiang Youwan could react, she could not hold back and bent down on the bed. She only took up a very small space, so she did not dare to look at Jiang Youwan. His eyes and Jiang Youwan's reaction.
If there is no ground seam, just bury it on the bed.
I still expect Jiang Youwan to give her some response.
Jiang Youwan raised her eyebrows, to be honest, she had some regrets just now, is it because her words were too cold and hopeless, thinking that this idiot would not dare to come in again, hide Crying for a long time somewhere, and then giving up directly, you will not understand until you teach her.
When I disagree, I lie down on my bed, so confident.
After a long time, Jiang Jinyi didn't hear Jiang Youwan's voice, and when she responded, the expectation gradually dissipated, and she made the worst plan in her heart, even if she hated herself, even if she didn't want her to chase after her. She, too, will be shameless.
It is better to be hated than to be forgotten.
However, she really doesn't want to be hated...
When I think about it, I can't control my tears.
Jiang Jinyi deliberately covered it up, but Jiang Youwan still found the soaked sheets.
It is unavoidable to feel distressed.
Really, this squeamish eldest lady was born to be accustomed to.
Jiang Jinyi has not slept well for several days. After lying down for a while, her heartbeat gradually stabilized, and sleepiness followed.
Although Jiang Youwan didn't respond to her, he didn't drive her away, did he acquiesce?
Jiang Jinyi shrunk back to reduce the space occupied by the bed, so she lay down for a small position, trying not to disturb Jiang Youwan and make Jiang Youwan disgusted, Can be by her side again.
Jiang Jinyi became more and more sleepy. When she was half asleep, she seemed to feel that Jiang Youwan was touching her head.
It must be a dream, now only Jiang Youwan in the dream will touch her head, Jiang Jinyi likes this dream and let herself fall into it.
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In the past two days in Nanshi Hospital, Jiang Jinyi has become very cheeky from the arrogant and squeamish young lady before, and stayed in Jiang Youwan's ward for a long time, coming during the day and at night .
Jiang Youwan ignored her, she didn't dare to talk much, she worked diligently, and she would buy three meals a day according to the recipe given to her by the doctor, in order to prevent her from getting other people's information. Suhe felt more at ease and expressed her sincerity. She bought it herself, although sometimes Jiang Youwan had already eaten in the hospital when she bought it back.
When Jiang Youwan was about to go to bed at night, she left for a short time, and when Jiang Youwan fell asleep, she quietly came back, and then lay on the bed, occupying a little space.
In order to be closest to Jiang Youwan, although her pheromone is weak, it is still a little vague, she thought, it would be good to let Jiang Youwan smell a little bit of.
Even if you can't smell it... If you are close to her, it should have a little effect, right?
Jiang Jinyi didn't want to let go of any role.
In this way, you can fall asleep and feel at ease.
But I was afraid that Jiang Youwan would find her annoying. Only when Jiang Youwan fell asleep would she dare to lie down there secretly, and then get up before Jiang Youwan woke up, wash up, put the I tried to get rid of the red marks on my face that I slept on, and then went to buy breakfast.
One time I woke up a little late because I was too sleepy. When I woke up, Jiang Youwan was already awake. She was still a little confused when they looked at each other, but Jiang Youwan frowned. , The moment she opened her lips to speak, she instantly woke up, afraid that Jiang Youwan would ask her not to sleep here in the future, tears fell out in an instant, and then ran out, so that she could not hear what she said.
Hidden for almost an hour, Jiang Youwan had already eaten breakfast when he bought breakfast, Jiang Jinyi was at a loss with the things in his hand, and did not dare to say more, so he ate silently Lose.
After three days of this kind of life, Jiang Youwan's subordinates came to pack up on the morning of the fourth day. She was going to be discharged from the hospital and was going back to Los Angeles.
Jiang Jinyi was worried about her body, hesitated, and finally dared to say: "Sister, are you really going to be discharged so soon? The wound seems to be quite serious, or I will stay for two more days and observe Is it alright?"
Jiang Youwan just said lightly, "You know, I don't like the smell of disinfectant in the hospital. The doctor said it was okay to go, so I went."
Jiang Jinyi certainly remembered that Jiang Youwan didn't like the smell of disinfectant.
She also remembered that her pheromone could eliminate the smell of disinfectant and make Jiang Youwan feel better.
But not anymore.
She didn't say anything anymore, she thought with inferiority, sure enough, her glands didn't work at all.
"The most important thing is that there are still many things to do in Los Angeles." Suddenly, Jiang Youwan added another sentence.
Jiang Jinyi felt inexplicably better, "Hmm..."
Then, help Jiang Youwan pack up.
Still disappointed.
However, it didn't take long for Jiang Ningshu to be discharged from the hospital to go back to Los Angeles. Jiang Jinyi was instantly excited, thinking that she could go back to Los Angeles with Jiang Youwan. Carefully went to her and invited her to go back as Fu Mingyue's private jet.
The reason is that private jets are more comfortable.
But Jiang Youwan refused, because she had already bought a ticket.
Jiang Jinyi always thinks a lot, she thinks, Jiang Youwan is not short of money, and she will definitely not feel distressed about the money for air tickets. owe your favor.
Just got out of the hospital in such a hurry.
Jiang Jinyi always thinks like this, and then feels sad and wants to cry.
But she also thought that Jiang Youwan, who was in the marking period before, was like this, and she would think insecurely, even more serious than herself.
Back in Los Angeles, it was already evening.
Clean, as if she had never been here.
This feeling really made Jiang Jinyi breathless, she pressed her head against the wall for a long time.
After the rest, she returned to her room.
The room was not messy, it was even cleaner than before he left, and the clothes in the closet were in order, but Jiang Jinyi still carefully found that many clothes were in a mess, obviously by Great move.
When he left, Jiang Youwan could only live by his own clothes.
Thinking of Jiang Youwan curled up in her clothes, she felt distressed, astringent and painful.
Why didn't she bring them all?
Because she had been away for so long, the clothes no longer had her own taste, and she didn't want to bring them, because she was determined to separate from herself.
But Jiang Jinyi knows that Jiang Youwan will not feel better now than before. She is almost three months pregnant, and her need for alpha companionship is only increasing. She is now in her new house It must be very insecure.
Like, just after marking, I felt as insecure as I left.
Jiang Jinyi really wants to send herself over.
But she also knew that Jiang Youwan would definitely not want it.
After taking a bath, she found all her dolls, wrapped them in her own clothes, and hugged them all in her arms, rubbing them from time to time, hoping that they would soon be dyed with their own smell, Then all were packaged and sent to Jiang Youwan.
She thought, she really likes the feeling of being controlled by Jiang Youwan.
Can't sleep, she feels that she really has the sequelae of separation from Jiang Youwan.
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