MTL - 70s: Raising a Baby-Chapter 118

   Chapter 118

   Ye Jinzhi has been restless in sleep these days. She always dreamed of when she was a child, when she used to play with her parents.

Later, as she grew up, the memories of her childhood gradually became blurred. Even though she really wanted to imprint that happy time firmly in her mind, but later those memories gradually dissipated, and she could only recall some intermittent, inside memories. Mom and Dad's faces are also blurred.

   What's even weirder is that even those photos from my childhood disappeared inexplicably.

   When she was a child, her memory was chaotic for a while. The memory stayed on the day when her parents had an accident. Subconsciously, her parents were still alive, but they never came home because they were too busy with work.

   During that time, my parents’ friends came and went in and out of the house. They were worried that something would happen to me at home alone.

   Originally wanted to take her to live with her, but she refused, thinking that her parents would come back, and they would be anxious if they didn't see her when they left.

   It was also during that time that my uncles and aunts discovered that her memory was confused, but everyone carefully protected her and made everyone around her cooperate with her memory.

During the    period, her father had a doctor friend who was a psychiatrist. He heard the news of her parents' death and flew back from abroad in a hurry. He was the first to discover that she had a memory problem.

   Until one day, she was playing in the yard outside as usual, looking up at the passing cars from time to time, waiting for Mom and Dad to come back, but she didn't know that Mom and Dad would never come back.

  Her home is in a villa area, where neighbors are still far apart, rarely seen, and everyone is very busy. .

   When a few little boys passed by her house, they saw her sitting outside and staring not far away.

   "Hey, what are you doing alone?" Out of curiosity.

  If the current Ye Jinzhi would not pay attention to them, but when she was a child, she was raised very innocently by her parents, and she also had no friends. She was happy when she saw someone take the initiative to greet her.

   "I'm waiting for my parents to come home." Ye Jinzhi looked like a doll when she was a child, and was very popular among men, women and children.

   I saw a few boys get together in panic when they heard this, and muttered together.

   Ye Jin was puzzled and didn't know what they were talking about.

   "Hey, don't wait, your parents are dead and won't come back." A boy boldly approached the fence and said to her.

   "Liar, you lied, my parents are just too busy." Ye Jinzhi still refused to believe it at that time, but the memory hidden by her has been slowly awakened.

   "Everyone knows that your parents are dead, and it was shown on TV."

   Being stimulated by them, Ye Jinzhi developed a high fever that night.

   After that time, her memory also recovered, knowing that her parents would never come back.

   Since that day, she has grown up completely, and will no longer be watching the passing vehicles in the yard outside every day as before.

   Uncles and aunts are all worried about her, but they also have their own families, Ye Jinzhi will be strong enough to let them not worry.

   During that time, she never dared to look at the photos of her parents. During the day, she was optimistic and positive towards everyone. At night, she would hide under the covers and cry secretly.

   When she came out completely, she was looking for photos of her parents and found that there were none, and there was not a single leftover at home.

   At first, she thought it was her uncle and aunt who were afraid that she would be embarrassed by seeing me, so she put them away. She was also afraid that she would make everyone worried and dared not bring it up.

   Then one day, she fell ill again. During the time when her parents were gone, she was often sick. She lost a lot of weight and her eyes lost their luster.

   When she asked her uncle and aunt for photos of her parents, she found that the photos were lost.

  Uncle and auntie knew how important these photos were to her, so they helped her find them together, and they searched the whole house, but they didn't see any of them, but she. I still have a single photo of myself, but the photos of my parents are missing.

I even started a network, thinking that it was stolen by someone, but there was no news, even those negatives disappeared, and there was no trace left, as if there were no two people in the world, they only live in their memory.

   Later, when she grew up and accepted the company, she tried to check the incident of the disappearance of the photo, but she found nothing, and there was no trace at all, just like it disappeared out of thin air.

   But for some unknown reason, she always had dreams at night, dreaming of the scene where her parents were playing with her, but in the dream, she couldn't see her parents' faces.

   Every time she tried her best to see clearly, she would wake up from her dream with a cold sweat behind her.

   "Mom, Mom." Ye Jinzhi was a little stunned, but he didn't hear A Xu's cry.

   "Ah, what's wrong?" Ye Jinzhi recovered.

   "What's the matter with you, Mom?" Axu carefully found that something was wrong with her mother these days. She was a little worried, and stood on tiptoe and wanted to touch her forehead.

   "Mom is fine." Ye Jinzhi pretended to be relaxed, and cooperated with him and put his head in front of him.

   Who knew that Axu didn't intend to let her go so easily, holding her hand with a serious face.

   "Mom, I'm already an older child." The baby fat on his little face has not yet faded away. With these words, Ye Jinzhi wanted to laugh at the feeling he couldn't tell.

   Ye Jinzhi nodded, not knowing what he was going to say.

   "You can tell me what troubles you have."

   Ye Jinzhi felt that these words were a bit familiar, as if this was what she said to them before, but he didn't expect it to be used by him.

   "Mmmm." Ye Jinzhi wanted to interrupt and nodded perfunctorily.

   Even though he was young, it was not easy to fool around, so he saw A Xu staring and puffing out his cheeks.

   "Mom, you're not good." The tone was still a little aggrieved.

   Ye Jinzhi held his forehead, I don't know where he learned it from.

   "No, Mom swears, Mom is just thinking about things." Ye Jinzhi was helpless and explained to him patiently.

   "What are you thinking about?" A Xu looked like he was going to give up if he didn't tell him, don't try to get away with it.

   Ye Jinzhi snorted, and made a random reason: "Mom wants to take you somewhere to play for a while."

   This is a fact. You can’t just stay at home when you come to the capital, and don’t go anywhere. Although the courtyard is very big, you can really stroll around for a long time.

   "Really?" Axu half believed it or not.

   Ye Jinzhi nodded sincerely, for fear that he would ask any more questions.

   "Really, really, shall we go out to dinner later?"

  There are many special delicacies in Beijing. The three children have not eaten it yet, just like almost everyone who comes here will come to have a roast duck, and it is also famous for going to the fried sauce noodles, so I just took them to eat.

   "Don't run around!" When the three children went outside, they were like wild horses running away, unable to pull them back.

   It is a holiday now. If it is left in the future, all the tourists will come and go, and at a glance, there will be heads of people.

   Now it is not as lively as later generations, and there are just a little more people on the street than usual.

   (end of this chapter)