Love? The Reborn Me Just Wants to Obtain Rewards-Chapter 561 - 245: Gu’s Diary_2

"Giggle giggle giggle~~~"

Gu Jiuyue laughed so hard she doubled over, imagining some scene or other.

"Then you should just go and see them! Are there six or eight in one dorm room? Pfft! Hahaha..."

Beneath her cool exterior, this girl was actually quite funny. Who else would think this way?

Su Huai rolled his eyes and complained, "The next day, they come out looking like they just returned from Northern Myanmar, holding their waists with one hand and the wall with the other..."

Quite an image, but Gu, clicking her tongue, asked, "What’s the Northern Myanmar joke about?"

Okay, her not knowing was actually pretty normal.

Su Huai raised his hand and made a cutting gesture by his waist, "They lure people over there to work for them. If you obey, they let you live; if not, they chop your kidneys out for money. It’s a pretty chaotic place."

"Oh!"

Gu nodded, magically fitting into the conversation.

"That’s nothing compared to South America. Gu and I once went to Mexico, and just happened to encounter them shooting up the streets, biubiubiu, even scratching our car paint."

Su Huai found both the horror and humor in it, not knowing where to even start.

But chatting like this was fun, relaxed, comfortable, free-spirited and didn’t need tiptoeing around.

"Were you scared?"

"Not at all, it was just a bunch of crappy rifles. They chased us and shot but couldn’t even penetrate the car door."

"Ugh~~ What if you accidentally saw someone getting shot?"

"Hehe, I actually did see it. Wu covered my eyes to stop me, but really it’s nothing. Death comes from time, disease, or bullets—what’s the difference?"

After thinking it over, Su Huai countered: "I think there is a difference. If a bullet hits your face, you’ll die an ugly ghost."

"Pfft!"

Gu Jiuyue was amused and gave him a soft smack.

"Stop making me laugh; I was actually quite sad..."

Su Huai chuckled and boasted, "You need to apply to be sad in front of me!"

"Impressive!" Gu Jiuyue gave a thumbs up, "Huai is the best! Huai is the greatest!"

As they chatted on and on, Gu ended up so anxious that he paced back and forth outside several times.

Gu Jiuyue saw it but pretended not to notice.

Su Huai also saw it, nodding courteously every time.

Gu Tongshu: You might as well have pretended not to see!

Gu Jiuyue, with a smile, exposed him, "You’re just trying to annoy him."

"We clash." Su Huai shrugged, taking the chance to make an official record, "In school, whenever I hang out with any girl, he has someone watching. It’s ridiculous."

At this point, Gu Jiuyue’s mood finally wasn’t as bright.

She bit her lip, honest and pitiful, "I don’t like you hanging out with them."

Su Huai’s voice softened spontaneously, "But my personality ensures I’ll definitely have a lot of friends..."

"I suppose, you can’t just belong to me alone..."

Gu Jiuyue was genuinely a little sad—she thought it was just a bit, but her eyes had visibly dimmed.

Gou Dongxi didn’t dare to actually make her cry, hurriedly promising, "No matter how many friends I have, you will always come first. My dad, my mom, my grandpa, my grandma, my maternal grandma, my maternal grandpa, my great-grandma... my dog, and then it’s you!"

As he counted on his fingers, Gu was initially confused, her expression puzzled and blank.

But when he counted the dog and then her, this silly girl was amused all over again.

"Pfft! You’re something else! I ranked you so high, and you put me after the dog? No way, I refuse!"

Su Huai was a bit troubled, "Should I rank you ahead of the dog?"

"That’s still not... hm?"

Just as the little cunning devil was about to compromise, she suddenly realized what he implied and got angry.

"Why should I be competing for favor with a dog at all?"

"Right! I’m puzzled too!"

Su Huai spread his hands, mischievously watching her: "What exactly are you thinking?"

"Wow! I’m really impressed..." Gu raised her thumb, sighing, "No wonder those boys call you Gou Huai. If they curse you again, I definitely won’t blame them..."

Su Huai suddenly reined in his smile, his expression becoming profound and distant.

"This is also a part of getting to know each other; is there any kind of friend that can be sweet forever? The good and the bad, the liked and the disliked, will eventually reveal themselves over time.

Or what is liked now might not be liked after some time.

Things that never change simply cannot withstand tests.

Maybe both of us were changing, and after a long time, we suddenly realized, "Huh? Why have you become so unfamiliar?"

What we always hope for in our hearts is "I wish from now on, each year would be better than the last," but the result is always "Pity human feelings, thinner than water and clouds, fine meetings harder to repeat."

So sometimes I think, if people long for happiness, the best way is to never think about three days from now.

We should just live well today, plan a little for tomorrow, and look forward a little to the day after...

That’s it."

Gu Jiuyue listened very attentively, then was struck by the last line.

Su Huai’s previous argument was completely right, things that never change cannot withstand tests, but too much change makes one overwhelmed, humans are such difficult creatures to please.

The next two lines, the quoted lyrics, were equally brilliant. They weren’t from particularly famous sources, but when brought together, they perfectly conveyed the meaning.

However, none of them were as striking as the last summarizing line.

Because it was so precise, hitting directly at her psychological weakness.

She had always thought too much and too far ahead since she was young, and therefore, she had neither a childhood nor many happy times.

So, what if she thought less about things and only focused on living well today?

Chances are, it would be much better...

Later, Su Huai made her laugh two more times, but her mind was still occupied with that line, preventing her from being fully engaged.

Until Su Huai said goodbye, she went back to her bedroom, rolled around on the bed for a while, then suddenly got up and dug out a journal she hadn’t used in a long time.

Propping her chin and spacing out for a while, she wrote the first journal entry of the year—

November 6, 2016, continuous drizzle, bitterly cold.

Today Su Xiaohuai came to visit my home, we played the piano, had a pleasant chat, and then repeatedly laughed at Gu, which made us even happier.

Later he told me, we should focus on living well today, plan a little for tomorrow, and look forward a little to the day after, without thinking about the stuff three days ahead.

After hearing this, I couldn’t calm down for a long time.

The elders always advise me not to overthink, but no one specifically suggested, just three days, and that’s it.

General comforting talk only irritates me, but a detailed breakdown can serve as a guide.

If there is a methodology to happiness, then this might be a special solution specifically suitable for some people.

Like me.

Actually, I had a great day today, only the anticipation of his arrival was a bit tough; once he was here, I was completely happy.

So, according to his method, should I start planning for tomorrow?

If it doesn’t continue to rain and snow tomorrow, I want to go back to school.

If it does continue, I’ll stay home and practice the piano (by the way, Susu praised my keyboard skills for improving a lot, happy ^^)

When he left, he didn’t take those two cars because there was no place to park, so tomorrow I will secretly sort out the pass, parking spot, and license for him, to give him a surprise!

Is it possible to get a temporary license for those things?

I don’t know, but Wu would definitely be happy to help...

A simple plan, those two things should be enough, right?

Forget it, add one more thing: quietly inquire with Tingting about whom Susu has been hanging out with lately. I’m not mad, but he promised I’m his best friend, I need to make sure he keeps his word!

(Scratch out the entire paragraph above)

Never mind, never mind, it’s not necessary, he should have other friends, and should even have a proper girlfriend, Gu Jiuyue, you need to have a sense of boundaries.

That’s the end of the planning.

Conclusion: not useful at all, mood so-so.

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This seems like a failed journal entry, vividly recording the childish side of a selfish little girl who has received a lot yet still greedily wants more, so stupid!

Gu Jiuyue, this is not the state you should be in.

If you need time to adjust, OK, but please remember, time is your most precious commodity, not to be wasted like this.

Okay, now I’ll start looking forward to what will happen the day after tomorrow—all goes well for family and friends, and especially for Su Huai.

The end.

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