I Became the Villain Alpha's Omega (BL)-Chapter 120: The Distance That Vanished

When was the last time a pair of lips had actually pressed against his own?

Cherion’s brain, currently lagging hard in the dim light of the tent, started digging through memories that didn’t even feel like his anymore. A different universe, a different set of bones. Oh, right. It had been years ago, a lifetime ago, involving a high school crush who’d treated Cherion’s genuine affection like a low-stakes weekend hobby. It had been a series of clumsy, damp smooches. The kind of awkward, clumsy kissing where teeth bumped and somehow there was always a hair involved. It was embarrassing. It was... fine. Honestly? It felt like unpaid labor.

That memory, innocent and fundamentally unremarkable as it was, had never made his pulse perform a violent, rib-cracking drum solo. It had never made his vision blur or his lungs forget how to function just from someone being near him.

But this? This was a goddamn catastrophe for his nervous system.

Zarius felt like a human furnace in the middle of all that cold, and being this close to him made it hard to think straight. Cherion swallowed hard, his brain spinning as something warm and very real pressed against his lips.

It was Zarius. The Great Duke of the North. The man of ice and iron was currently a wildfire.

Zarius’s lips were firm, carrying the chill of winter and a faint hint of the herbal salves Cherion used. They were commanding, yes, it was in the man’s DNA to lead, but there was a devastating, almost frightening softness to them. It was an insistence that wasn’t rough, but rather... hungry. Heavy.

Cherion’s eyes were blown wide, staring uselessly at the bridge of Zarius’s nose in the flickering, weak light of the magic stones.

What the hell is actually happening? The question kept circling in his head, refusing to go away. He could feel the rough, slightly chapped texture of Zarius’s lips, the lips of a man who spent his nights biting them in grim concentration while squinting at war maps or monster-sighting reports. Then there was the scent. It was overwhelming. Cedarwood, winter chill, and that familiar scent he’d come to associate with Zarius.

The craziest part of this entire fever dream wasn’t even the fact that the Duke was kissing him. No, the real insanity was the fact that Cherion wasn’t moving.

He wasn’t shoving him off. No insults, no backup plan, and his dignity had officially abandoned him. Instead, his hands, when they really should’ve been doing something useful, like pushing Zarius away or defending what little dignity he had left, grabbed onto Zarius’s clothes instead. He held on, fingers tightening in Zarius’s clothes, as he let the man kiss him with a weight that made his knees feel weak, even though he was already lying down.

Panic bubbled up for a fleeting second, a survival instinct screaming about "contracts" and "professional boundaries", but it was quickly smothered by the warmth. This steady, grounded presence... It was like a high he definitely couldn’t afford, emotionally or financially, considering his Chapter-unlocking habits.

Almost against his own logic, and certainly against his better judgment, Cherion let himself respond. He tried to follow along, a little clumsy, like he was remembering instructions he never fully learned, but way more eager than he should’ve been.

He felt the heat, the closeness, and the way Zarius’s breathing faltered for a moment. It came out a little broken, a clear crack in the Duke’s usual composure, and Cherion felt that way more than he should have. At that moment, it didn’t feel like something he needed to resist. It felt like a biological necessity. Like oxygen.

The warmth spread through him, chasing away the lingering shivers of the North, and Cherion realized with a jolt of terrifying clarity that he craved this closeness.

When they finally pulled apart, it was barely any distance at all, just enough for the cold air to hit their lips. A thread of saliva stretched between their lips, wobbling like it had a mind of its own, leaving no doubt that the tent’s frost hadn’t cooled the fire they’d just made.

Zarius didn’t retreat. Instead, his hand slid from Cherion’s chin to the side of his neck, his thumb pressing firmly against the jumping, frantic pulse point at the side of Cherion’s throat. 𝒻𝘳ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝒷𝘯ℴ𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝑐ℴ𝑚

"Your pulse... it’s erratic," Zarius rumbled, his voice sounding like boots on heavy gravel. "Are you still cold, or is there something else?"

Cherion’s brain was still lagging, but his mouth managed to fire off one last shot..

"Pretty sure it’s just you being a giant space-invader, Your Grace," Cherion answered, his eyes searching Zarius’s for the usual icy dismissal.

Zarius’s voice came out low and rough, brushing against Cherion’s lips like a whisper he shouldn’t be saying. There was a teasing edge there, but behind it... something darker, something serious, smoldered in his red eyes.

"I just hope this warms you up... a little," Zarius whispered.

Cherion’s cheeks felt like they were literally on fire. He was caught in a frantic three-way tug-of-war between soul-crushing embarrassment, total confusion, and a strange, humming thrill that made him want to dive back in. He looked at Zarius, noting the way the Duke’s dark hair was mussed and his expression was, for once, not a mask of stone. It was human. It was flawed.

"Yeah," Cherion managed to rasp out, his voice sounding entirely unlike his own. He licked his lips, tasting the Duke again. "But only if you keep it up."

The invitation was barely out of his mouth before Zarius was leaning back in. This time, the kiss was different. Soft one second, snappy the next, Zarius nipped at his lip and Cherion was suddenly convinced his heart had learned parkour.

I should stop this.

The thought came, clear and rational, but it didn’t last that long.

Because his hands, the traitorous things, had already found their way to Zarius’s shoulders, fingers curling into the fabric, pulling instead of pushing. His body reacted faster than his brain could catch up, leaning in, chasing warmth, chasing him.

What the hell was he doing?

What the hell was wrong with him?

Zarius’s tongue brushed against his, and the question shattered completely.

Cherion made a small, startled sound against his mouth, his grip tightening as something unfamiliar twisted low in his chest. It wasn’t just heat. It wasn’t just the cold driving him into this.

It was worse.

It was the way Zarius felt, solid, steady, overwhelming in a way that made the rest of the world feel distant and irrelevant. Like this moment, right here, was the only real thing left.

Every time their lips parted, it was only by a breath, just enough to drag in air before closing the gap again. Messy. Uncoordinated. Entirely too loud in the silence of the tent.

Cherion’s mind was a blur of contradictions.

This is a mistake.

Why does it feel so right?

He could have said something. He could have laughed it off, pushed Zarius back, turned it into one of his usual deflections.

He didn’t.

Instead, his hand wandered up, grazing the back of Zarius’s neck, froze for a heartbeat like it was doing a dramatic entrance, and then planted itself there, holding him in place.

Not stopping him.

Not stopping himself.

And maybe that was the most dangerous part of all.