I Am An Illegitimate Child With A Legitimate Reason For Revenge-Chapter 78: Ariel, I will never abandon you

(Rated 18 please)

After sleeping the whole evening and night, Ariel opened her eyes. Slowly, she looked to her side and found Raymond resting his head on the bed. Their hands were interlocked together and she felt a sense of relief course through her.

He never let go of her.

"Sir Raymond." She muttered and closed her eyes. The pain and shock she saw in his eyes the moment their eyes met at the basement shook her at the time.

Really, all she wanted was to be a good partner and if she couldn’t do that then she wanted to at least be a good pawn.

Losing her worth as a pawn would mean the end of their relationship and she didn’t want that. That was why she held on. She held on as much as she could.

Tears slid down the corners of her eyes. Her heart actually hurt. It hurt more than her bruised and sore body. If she got abandoned by Raymond, she definitely wouldn’t be able to live.

"Ariel." Raymond’s slightly shocked voice reached her ear and she opened her eyes. He looked like he had just woken up and his shocked expression danced in his face. "What’s wrong? Are you hurting anywhere?"

She shook her head and pursed her lips.

"Then...?"

"Sir Raymond," she called in a silent voice as tears brimmed down heavily. "...please don’t send me away. Don’t abandon me in this world, please." She pleaded, stunning him. "Please, can you do that? I know it’s too much to ask but please, I don’t want to be alone."

Raymond’s heart hurt seeing her cry and plead. He took her in his arms and hugged her. Ariel cried more in his arms and he didn’t want that. He didn’t want her to shed such tears ever.

"Ariel, I will never abandon you." Raymond claimed. "You, I will keep taking care of you. I will give you everything you want, I will take you anywhere you want to go but... " He paused, his grip tightening around her. "... I am not confident that I can protect you. What happened yesterday, I put you through that and..."

"Sir Raymond," Ariel called, cutting him short. "...it’s what I signed up for." She said and his eyes widened. "I tried hard to hold on because I knew that it was my own decision to step into such danger. I can’t blame you for that *sniff* and I cannot hate you either. In this world, there is no one I would rather stay with than you." She looked up and met his eyes with her teary ones, smiling like the world didn’t matter. "You’re my safe haven."

Raymond was touched by her words and seeing her smile so brightly, he felt a burden being lifted from his chest. Even till this moment, she wanted to be with him.

"Even if I cannot protect you?" He asked her and she responded with that same smile,

"You’re my safe haven."

"Even if you lose one of your limbs? Or all of them?"

"You are my safe haven." She spelt out and hugged him, resting her head on his chest.

Her carefree words got to them and he felt he was putting such an innocent soul in danger.

"Ariel, I do not want to put you in danger." He said and she fell silent. But then she answered,

"Then will you please work hard to be stronger so that I don’t get hurt like this?" She said, wrapping her arms around him. "I’m being serious, Sir Raymond. I won’t be able to live if you are not with me."

"Don’t say something like that." Raymond said. "I won’t let you die. Remember, your life belongs to me."

She smiled at his words and hooked her arms around his neck. Even with her bruised body, she still moved like her body was made of feathers.

"Sir Raymond," she called, smiling nicely.

"What is it, Ariel?"

"A lot of things went through my mind while those guys held me." She said, her eyes suddenly turning unpleasant. "I hated the feeling of someone else holding me and then I regretted it." She looked aside and then looked up to meet his wues. "I regretted not giving myself to you the previous night."

Raymond looked at her. She was being serious and with her arms hooked behind his head, he felt she was going to lean in at any moment and kiss...

Just as he thought.

Ariel, without warning, stuck her lips to Raymond’s and kissed him. He, in turn, wasted no time to return the action and kissed back.

The kiss got heated and he found himself moving his hands to her body, causing her to flinch. He wanted to stop, feeling he would touch her where it hurt but she held his head in place, disallowing him from separating their lips.

Still, he was worried.

"Ariel." He called while panting from the heated kiss.

"It doesn’t hurt." She responded and held his hand. "Please hold me, Sir Raymond."

Driven by a sudden rush of adrenaline, he took her lips once more and shoved his fingers in her hair. Her short hair seemed to feel long in his hands as he combed through, while ravaging her lips.

"Hm." Ariel moaned as he slowly dropped her back on the bed. The moment they seperated their lips, they stared into each other’s eyes while panting from short of breath.

Ariel stared at Raymond with bated breath, waiting for him to finally take the next action but he couldn’t help himself. He felt a sting of guilt eating at him for trying to have sex with a patient.

Her back was still wounded, her body was bruised and she suffered from a fever earlier on. Plus, it was just five in the morning. Were they really going to do this?

"Ariel..."

"Please don’t stop." Ariel said, holding his hand and placing it on her cheek. "I want you, Raymond. You want me too, don’t you?"

Raymond was silent. This was the first time she was calling him informally, outside their regular acts. She called his name straight.

For some reason, he felt some sort of fiery desire raging in him and he acted on it. He crashed his lips on hers briefly and stopped.

"Tell me if it hurts." He said and she nodded. Once again, he crashed his lips on hers.

While kissing, he traced his hand down her arms, slowly and gently. Then, he began tracing soft kisses down her neck, nibbling lightly and tracing down to her collarbone. The hickey that had been made by one of the twins stood so pronounced that it vexed him so he bit it, replacing the old with his.

"Mm." Ariel bit down on her finger whilst keeping her gaze on him.

’I want to replace all the marks on her body with mine.’ Raymond thought and gazed up at her while nibbling on her thigh. His sensual gaze sent shivers down her spine and she felt even more aroused. "Call my name, Ariel." He said,

She stared at him and curved her lips in a pretty smile before calling out to his name,

"Raymond."

"Dammit." Raymond cussed, clenching his fists. He asked for it and got it but he didn’t really think it would have such an effect on him. "You’re driving me crazy, Ariel." He growled and she cupped his face, pulling him to kiss her lips and then she said,

"I’m not even doing anything yet." She said, causing him to scoff.

"You don’t need to do anything." He said and kissed her, more violently this time and traced his hands down to her nether region,

"Ah." Ariel moaned, gripping tightly on his shoulder with her eyes shut.

"Relax Ariel, I don’t want to hurt you." Raymond said whilst slowly thrusting his fingers inside her.

"I... I feel weird." Ariel said and opened one of her eyes. "Must you do this? Just do it already."

"You’ll get hurt." He said to her and kissed her leg.

Ariel couldn’t help but feel weird all over her body. She was familiar with how foreplay was carried out but it suddenly seemed like she was the virgin one amongst the both of them and was new to this.

And also, how was he so good with his fingers?

"I thought you were a virgin. How do you know this?" Ariel asked him and at that moment, his fingers hit deep and she gasped, trembling uncontrollably.

"I did some research." Raymond said and took out his fingers.

Ariel found herself panting and trying to catch her breath. She wasn’t done catching her breath when she felt his member poking at her entrance.

"Raymond." She called and looked down at it. Her head immediately spun backwards at the sight. Never in her life had she seen such a huge... "Sir Raymond." She called him formally as she looked in disbelief.

"Don’t tell me you want to back out now." Raymond said as he unbuttoned his shirt and took it off.

"It’s not that but... Will that really fit?" She asked and bit down on her lip. "It’s so big."

"That’s why I made sure to prepare you down there." He said and kissed her cheek. "Besides, it will fit. I’m not as big as those guys you hired and they did it just fine."

"Don’t bring that up." Ariel said, suddenly looking away. "Don’t ruin this moment with such irrelevant things."

Raymond looked at her. Wow, she really knew how to be the boss.

"Fine." He said. "I don’t want to talk about them either." He leaned in to whisper in her ear, "So, I’m putting it in."

Ariel felt him pushing in slowly and though she wasn’t a virgin, she was as tight as one, even after she got an organism from his fingers. 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆𝙬𝒆𝒃𝓷𝒐𝓿𝙚𝙡.𝒄𝓸𝒎

"Raymond." She grunted in pain, scratching his back with her slightly long nails.

"Shhh." He silently and sweetly shushed her. He was equally panting like someone in pain and then he whispered in her ear, "If I hear your voice like that, I just might lose my shit."