His soul-Chapter 516: Still Love

Gina’s face turned red when she realized the mistake she had just made, Gina quickly pulled her hands from Massimo’s grip. But again Gina’s efforts failed because Massimo’s strength was still much greater, her movements meant nothing to Massimo.

"Let me go!"

Massimo blinked his tear filled eyes. "I’m sorry, honey," Massimo said hoarsely.

"I told you before, you don’t need to apologize. There’s nothing to apologize for, so now let me go and let me go. I want to go home."

Massimo’s grip tightened, causing Gina a bit of pain.

"No, I won’t let you go. I won’t let you go, honey," Massimo said quickly. "Please forgive me, give me one more chance. I promise I will change, Gina. I will be wiser and more careful and..."

"And dump me again?" Gina interrupted Massimo’s words quickly. "You hurt me in almost the same way, Massimo. I really can’t take it anymore, the wounds you inflict hurt me too much. Lowers my self-esteem as a woman."

Massimo’s chest tightened, all his voice caught in his throat. Even though he had heard Gina’s confession earlier in his therapy session with Doctor Dorothea, when he heard it back directly from Gina’s lips, it was as if the pain was so great that Massimo couldn’t speak.

"Go Massimo, go back to your home or the place where you have been for the past two months after divorcing me so cruelly. Why did you come back to me again? Asking Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea for help like this? Are you not satisfied with hurting me so much, Massimo?" Gina’s voice sounded a little trembling when she spoke, Gina really was trying to stop herself from crying.

Massimo’s tears streamed down his tired, pale face. "I am sorry, dear."

"I’m telling you one last time, so listen carefully. I’ve forgotten all about it, so you don’t have to apologize to me anymore because there’s nothing more to forgive. So I beg you, don’t bother me anymore. I want to live in peace," added Gina again with a voice that is no less heartbreaking.

"Sorry..."

"You know Massimo, that day Martin brought you the divorce papers that you signed my whole world shattered. My husband, the person who should have been by my side when I needed him the most chose to divorce me without showing his face. Can you imagine how hurt I am? that day..." Gina stopped her words because the tears she had been holding back for so long now spilled out, rolling down her cheeks. "S-so I beg you, don’t bother me anymore. I want to live comfortably without having to feel that kind of pain again, Massimo..."

Massimo’s lips trembled, his chest was sore. It was as if there were hundreds of knives stabbing inside there. Seeing and hearing Gina express all her pain made Massimo feel sick. That’s how powerful Gina’s words about him are.

Seeing Massimo’s whole body shaking, Gina decided to pull her hands from Massimo’s grip, this time Gina managed to pull her hands from Massimo’s grip. Gina quickly wiped away the tears that rolled down her cheeks.

"I-I’ll forget about this incident, Daddy won’t know we met. So you don’t have to worry," Gina said softly in a voice that was more stable. "I really don’t want to see you again Massimo, I want to forget all the pain you gave me. So once again I beg you not to see me again, all I want is to live a quiet and peaceful life with my son..."

"He is also my son, Gina." Finally Massimo could speak. "My flesh and blood." A sense of possessiveness immediately radiated when Massimo spoke, although not as strong as usual, Gina could feel a dark aura emanating from Massimo’s body at this time.

Gina pursed her lips, trying to hide the mixed emotions inside her right now. "Your son? You said he was yours? Since when can you claim something you threw away, something you dumped back into yours, Massimo? That time, two months ago if I hadn’t met Rosa I might have lost it. it’s just that none of my family voluntarily accommodates me, accommodates a woman who has been divorced while pregnant sob ... maybe my son and I have already followed my mother to heaven. So stop saying that this child is yours, you have no right at all to say that. "

"Gina..."

"I’m home, I should be home when Daddy comes back," Gina said quickly, as quickly as she got up from the sofa and walked away from Massimo who was still kneeling on the floor like a servant, so pitiful. 𝘧𝓇𝑒𝑒𝑤ℯ𝑏𝓃𝘰𝑣ℯ𝘭.𝘤ℴ𝘮

Because she didn’t want to talk to Massimo anymore, Gina then rushed to the door and straight out of doctor Olivia’s office. Gina almost fell if not for Joyce who immediately responded to grab her body.

"Are you all right, Miss? Your face is pale," said Joyce worried and confused, how could someone who had just visited a doctor show such sadness and fear as Gina is showing at this time.

Gina nodded slowly. "My son is fine, Joyce. We are both fine, you don’t have to worry."

"You are sure?"

"I just want to go home, Joyce. I want to sleep, I feel so weak."

"Okay, let’s go home," said Joyce quickly. "And it looks like you’ll have to use a wheelchair, Miss."

"No need, I can walk alone," said Gina quickly.

Joyce shook her head quickly. "No, you’re not able to walk. Just a moment ago you nearly fell and I didn’t want to take the risk, so don’t argue, Miss. It’s for the good of you and your son."

Gina who couldn’t fight anymore finally gave in and let Joyce sit her in a wheelchair which was not far from where she was standing, so making sure Gina was sitting well Joice then pushed the wheelchair towards the exit leaving Doctor Olivia’s office. Due to waiting outside, Joyce had no idea what had happened to Gina inside. That’s why at this moment Joyce doesn’t know if Gina is quietly shedding tears again, again meeting the person who has hurt her so deeply that it makes Gina cry again after several weeks she has managed to strengthen herself after various long and tiring therapy sessions she did with doctor Dorothea. .

As soon as Gina left Massimo’s whole body felt weak, the last sentence Gina spoke so disturbed his ego. Piercing his pride as a man, being forbidden to claim ownership of the child that was in Gina’s womb made Massimo very hurt.

Doctor Olivia, who realized that Gina had already left, took Doctor Dorothea out of their waiting area to approach Massimo who was sitting on the floor in the saddest position for a man to do. Immediately the two female doctors approached Massimo, asking him to get up from the floor immediately. Massimo who didn’t have the strength to fight back finally complied when asked to sit on the sofa, where Gina had sat before.

"If you continue like this you will fall ill, sir," said Doctor Olivia slowly, seeing how pale Massimo was at this moment made Doctor Olivia’s compassion even greater.

"I’m all right," said Massimo dryly.

Doctor Dorothea nodded slowly. "Don’t refuse sir, your body needs to rest."

Massimo shook his head slowly, so slowly. "I-I have to catch up with my wife."

Doctor Dorothea, who didn’t want Massimo to be sick, then gave a code to Olivia’s doctor to immediately give Massimo an IV, not sleeping all night to make Massimo’s condition drastically decline. And Dorothea’s doctor realized that, so before Massimo’s condition got worse, doctor Dorothea asked doctor Olivia to give Massimo first aid.

As soon as the intravenous fluid mixed with medicine entered his body, Massimo slowly closed his eyes which were too hard to open. In a short time, Massimo finally fell asleep on the sofa in doctor Olivia’s office.

"Looks like our struggle to unite them will be difficult, doc," said Doctor Olivia quietly, even though she didn’t see Gina and Massimo’s conversation directly a moment ago, Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea could hear what they were talking about clearly.

Doctor Dorothea took a deep breath. "We have to get them back together, doc. They’re going to hurt each other even more if this keeps up."

"But Gina..."

"Gina will forgive Massimo, even though they are bonded more strongly at this time. The existence of their current child makes both of them bond with each other, give Gina time to accept Massimo’s presence again. However Massimo has hurt her so much. before, so it’s only natural that Gina wouldn’t forgive him that easily," said Doctor Dorothea seriously, being a therapist allowed Doctor Dorothea to think further than other people. Since the first time Doctor Dorothea saw Massimo yesterday, she could already understand how much regret and sadness Massimo was feeling.

"But what about Gina’s family? They’ll definitely be against our plans to get Gina and her husband back together, doc."

Doctor Dorothea took a deep breath. "The only person who is able to truly heal the wound that Gina is currently experiencing is Massimo, the person who has already made a wound inside of her."

"But doc..."

"Gina is a good girl and she still loves Massimo very much, now all we need to do is support Massimo so he can melt Gina’s heart again. They really still love each other, doc," said Doctor Dorothea are you serious. "That boy needs his father."

Doctor Olivia who doesn’t have the ability like Doctor Dorothea can only nod slowly, following Doctor Dorothea’s plan to actually help heal the wounds that Gina and Massimo are experiencing at the same time.

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On the way home Gina kept her eyes on the highway, trying to avoid eye contact with Joyce. Gina doesn’t want Joyce to know what happened in doctor Olivia’s office, Gina hasn’t had time to tell her father and siblings about Massimo’s reappearance.

Gina unconsciously touched her stomach gently, moments ago when Massimo spoke her son immediately reacted as if he was trying to show his whereabouts to the father he had just met. As doctor Olivia said before, a baby even though he is still in his mother’s tummy but he is so sensitive and sensitive to his surroundings. Therefore, when Massimo spoke, the twenty-week-old baby automatically took action.

"You recognize Daddy, don’t you, honey," Gina said to herself, even though her heart was so messed up over meeting Massimo. But in the deepest corner of his heart, there is a glimmer of happiness that is so warm and pleasant. A feeling that Gina still doesn’t acknowledge.

"I’m sorry, Mommy hasn’t been able to introduce you properly to Daddy..."

"Ouch."

"Miss, what are you doing?" Joyce screamed Spontaneously when she heard Gina scream.

Gina nodded slowly. "I’m fine, Joyce. I was just surprised to feel my son move in there."

Joyce smiled. "This is nothing, Miss. You will feel even more amazing when you enter your last month of pregnancy, all the movements our child makes are really so real. We can feel his hands, feet and even knees."

"Yes, doctor Olivia has also said that before and honestly I can’t wait to enjoy those times," Gina said softly with her lips parted in a smile.

Gina realized that her child was angry with her for being rude to Massimo, Gina knew that the baby wanted to be near his father just as he wanted to touch Massimo’s very pale face. Massimo who usually looked fierce and cold was nowhere to be seen, what Gina saw earlier was the figure of Massimo that she barely recognized.

"Why can’t I hate you, Massimo..."

Continued