His soul-Chapter 511: Repeat from the beginning

Massimo’s whole body seemed boneless after hearing Gina’s conversation with Doctor Olivia and doctor Dorothea, seeing how scared Gina was when she told her two personal doctors what was bothering her made Massimo’s heart completely shattered.

"It seems that Gina really has not forgiven me," said Massimo desperately with his head bowed deeply.

Doctor Dorothea smiled. "Good if that’s the case. Because that’s the way it should be."

"Doctor." Martin, who had felt Massimo’s sadness earlier, reacted immediately, warning Doctor Dorothea.

Doctor Dorothea pursed her lips at Martin’s warning. "I’ll say it again, Gina deserves to be so angry, she really deserves it. You hurt her so much."

"I know," said Massimo quietly. "And I’m very sorry for that."

"Now is not the time for you to be sorry, sir." Doctor Olivia immediately responded to Massimo’s words gently. "Now is the time for you to atone for all your mistakes, and even then if you still want to return to Gina’s side."

Massimo nodded his head quickly. "I want...I want, of course I want to go back to Gina." Massimo’s hoarse voice immediately became clear. "Please help me, doc. Please help us to be together again."

Massimo’s blue eyes looked expectantly at Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea in turn, it was clear how much Massimo wanted to make up for all his wrongs with Gina. Massimo looked at like a kitten caught in the rain, causing Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea to smile a little, the two doctors then approached Massimo after previously nodding to each other.

After seeing Massimo come to the Sanders’ house a few hours ago, Doctor Dorothea and Doctor Olivia agreed that they wanted to help Massimo get back to Gina. As normal women, they knew that what Gina needed at this time was not their expertise as medical personnel and therapists, what Gina needed was her husband, the father of the baby she was carrying.

Massimo who really wanted to go back to Gina looked like a child who was listening to his teacher’s explanation, not a single word came out of his lips when Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea took turns talking. And in the fifteen years he had served Massimo, this was the first time Martin had seen how much Massimo had hope in other people. Massimo’s cold and arrogant figure instantly disappeared, turning into Massimo’s figure who was weak and needed the help of others. Now Martin understands why Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea forbid other people to join their discussion session, they want to maintain the dignity of Massimo del Cano in front of all his other subordinates.

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The Sanders family residence.

An hour had passed since Gina ended her conversation with Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea. Usually, after talking to the doctors, Gina would immediately go to sleep, this time Gina felt even more restless. And Gina didn’t know what was causing her to be uneasy, a strange feeling that suddenly appeared and bothered her deeply.

"Ouchh.. honey," Gina screamed loudly when suddenly her baby kicked her stomach from the inside. "Why kick Mommy’s stomach, hungry, huh?"

Gina gently touched her stomach which was already much bigger than two months ago, due to experiencing severe morning sickness in the early days of pregnancy a few months ago, Gina really lost weight. She didn’t even look pregnant at the time, there were no physical features that indicated that Gina was pregnant. And Julian was very worried at that time, so he looked for the best doctor to treat Gina until finally Gina was under the close supervision of Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea who helped her through her difficult times until Gina finally managed to gain weight and maintain the health of her baby.

"Just a moment, Mommy will look for food first. Be patient, honey." Gina spoke again to her baby softly.

Gina deliberately avoids inappropriate words so that her child gets used to hearing only good words. Even though the baby in her stomach is a boy, Gina wants to keep educating her in a gentle way like her mother did when raising her. Sandra almost never screams in front of Gina, occasionally Sandra screams if she sees a cockroach passing through the kitchen or sees other disgusting insects. The rest Sandra will speak softly, Sandra who lives a tough life alone really becomes a role model for Gina. That’s why when Massimo left her two months ago, Gina immediately imagined what had happened to her mother decades ago. Gina really reflected on the whole incident to her, fortunately Julian listened to Rosa’s advice to find a psychiatrist for Gina. Because if not, it’s possible that Gina’s condition will be very difficult to handle at this time.

Since it was late, there was no one Gina had seen since she came out of her room. The mansion left by his ancestors feels bigger and wider at night like this, where no human activity occurs. The distance between the rooms became very far from each other and looked scary, lucky Gina was never afraid of that kind of thing. So that now even though she was just walking alone in the quiet big house, Gina didn’t look scared at all.

After making it to the pantry on the first floor, Gina immediately opened the refrigerator to look for food that could block her stomach. Actually, even in her room now there are various kinds of food that she can enjoy, but tonight Gina is bored with the food and wants to enjoy food that is cooked directly on the fire instead of food that is only warmed by the microwave.

"Ramen!" Gina screamed loudly when she saw a packet of Korean instant noodles in the deepest part of the refrigerator, Gina happily grabbed the instant noodles. But Gina’s smile immediately disappeared when she saw the expiration date of the instant noodles. Back when she was in London, Gina had secretly enjoyed expired instant noodles several times so her mother wouldn’t know and after eating the food she was still fine and nothing bad happened at all. Because of that at this time Gina was indecisive, she really wanted to enjoy the instant noodles but considering there was a small creature growing in her stomach, Gina finally decided not to eat it and looked for other suitable food ingredients.

Gina’s smile widened when she saw the bread on the counter, previously Gina also saw that there were other fresh ingredients that could be used as complementary ingredients. Without thinking Gina immediately took out the ingredients that she could use to make delicious sandwiches, Gina took avocado, smoked beef, cheese, tomatoes and fresh lettuce for the sandwich filling. Just imagining how delicious the sandwich would be made Gina salivate, without wasting time, Gina immediately made her sandwich.

After struggling with the stove and some other kitchen utensils, two slices of sandwiches with super delicious fillings are finally ready to be enjoyed. As soon as she made sure she had turned off the stove, Gina immediately brought her homemade sandwich to the dinner table and intended to enjoy it while it was warm. However, Gina’s intentions finally changed after realizing that she was really alone on the first floor. Carefully, Gina finally carried the plate of sandwiches to her room.

"Uhhh it’s delicious... it turns out that eating homemade food tastes much better," said Gina gratefully. "You like it too, don’t you, honey?"

A subtle movement from within made Gina’s smile widen, her son liked the food he had just made. Not wanting to waste the hard work tonight, Gina decided to finish all of her food. While watching the fifth series of Harry Potter which she had watched many times, Gina enjoyed her food voraciously.

As soon as the last bite of the sandwich entered her stomach, suddenly sleepiness came over her. Gina who could not contain her sleepiness then decided to sleep, sleeping on a full stomach was really fun. After turning off all the lights, Gina then began to close her eyes and began to wade through her beautiful dreamland.

If Gina could sleep comfortably tonight, the opposite would happen to Massimo. Although very tired after a tiring air journey, Massimo still couldn’t close his eyes. His brain was still replaying all the events that had happened to him today since he set foot back in Barcelona.

Visited Sanders’ residence, met two female doctors he didn’t know and saw all the therapy sessions Gina had. All of this really drove Massimo almost mad. He felt like he wanted to break through the gates of the Sanders residence right now and forget the advice from Doctor Olivia and Doctor Dorothea to see Gina and their baby. However, after Massimo thought twice, he finally gave up his crazy intentions and followed the advice given by Doctor Dorothea and Doctor Olivia.

Massimo would approach Gina in a gentle manner, the way Gina’s two personal doctors taught her.

"It feels really good to know that Gina still has the same feelings for me," Massimo muttered hoarsely. "I promise I’ll get you out of that house soon, Gina. We’ll raise our children in our own house. The house I built for our little family." Massimo’s words stopped when his fingers, which were feeling Gina’s photo, touched his already bulging stomach. "Thank you for taking care of our baby all this time, I’m sorry if I wasn’t by your side at that time. I’m sorry, Gina... I’m sorry my wife. I love you ..."

Hot water drops again pouring down from Massimo’s eyes, which were already It was so sad, Massimo had shed countless tears since arriving in Barcelona. Seeing Gina who was so fragile during a therapy session with Doctor Dorothea made Massimo completely devastated, he didn’t expect that Gina would experience such a terrible thing because of him. Crazy jealous again made Massimo hurt the woman he loved so much, his love for Gina was so great that Massimo was really not willing if Gina gave her smile to another man. Even if it was Gina’s father. 𝘧𝓇𝑒𝑒𝑤ℯ𝑏𝓃𝘰𝑣ℯ𝘭.𝘤ℴ𝘮

That’s why now Massimo promised himself again like five years ago that he would be an even more patient man when he faced Gina. After talking at length with Gina’s two personal doctors a few hours ago Massimo finally realized that if he was so attached to Gina, there was or wasn’t a child in Gina as at this time Massimo really wanted to go back to Gina and start all over again. Massimo wants to repeat his love story in a healthier way, unlike before when he used threats to bind Gina to stay by his side.

"I will make our love story more beautiful than all the love stories in this world."

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Massimo landed his lips on Gina’s photo gently. "Wait for me to come, honey. I love you."

Continued