Dreaming of you-Chapter 41: A New Morning
As Su-jin enters the class, all the girls in the class stare at her. Everyone in the class started making bad comments about her. Su-jin goes to her desk and sees a lot of bad nonsense written on her desk.
And among these writings, "You are a Killer" is written in large letters.
Su-jin sees the writing and looks at all the students in the class. Everyone is talking about her, laugh at her. Seeing this, su-jin becomes tomatized.
Su-jin’s eyes flash back to the events that happened in court, when the opponent lawyer was asking her various questions and the people in the court were talking about her, laughing on her.
Su-jin runs out of class. Su-jin ran down the corridor after leaving the class.
Su-jin suddenly hears Ha-na’s voice. Hearing the sound of Ha-na’s voice, Su-jin follows the sound. Following the voice, Su-jin reaches the school’s store room and sees someone.
Su-jin entered the store room without thinking. As Su-jin enters the store room, someone closes the store room door. Su-jin gets scared. Su-jin tries to open the door. Su-jin screams for help because the door won’t open. Min-ho, who is standing outside, starts to laugh when she hears Su-jin’s cry. Min-ho leaves without saying anything.
Su-jin starts hallucinating. She saw many people standing in front of her. Everyone looks at her in horrible. Everyone has hatred for her. Everyone standing in front of Su-jin started saying loudly.
"She killed Ha-na....
She is the killer...
Look, this girl killed her bestie!
What a cruel girl. "
Su-jin hallucinated all this and started crying. She sat on the floor and buried her head in her knees and started crying. Just then someone grabs Su-jin’s ear. Su-jin can’t hear anything else. Su-jin calms herself down a bit due to a sudden touch and everything calms down, looking up to see Ha-na. Ha-na smiles at Su-jin as she looks up. Su-jin gets emotional seeing Ha-na. Su-jin hugs Ha-na and cries out.
"Where did you leave me, Ha-na? It’s hard for me to be without you. Everyone thinks I killed you. But I didn’t. Tell me how am I going to kill you? When you’re my best friend, you’re mine diary, you keep me safe. how can I kill you? No one believes me. Nobody loves me here. Please take me with you. Everyone here is bad, rotten. Nobody wants to understand me. Nobody wants to listen to me. Everyone thinks only about themselves. Everyone here is very selfish. "
Su-jin cries like a baby. Ha-na give Su-jin a warm, tight hug. She knows that su-jin needs this hug the most right now. Only Ha-na’s hug can fix all the pain, hurt, cracks in Su-jin’s heart.
Su-jin calms down after a while. Seeing Su-jin’s crying slow down, Ha-na lets go of her then stands up. Ha-na extends her hand in front of Su-jin and says,
"Let’s put an end to all your pain and tears today...."
Ha-na smiles. As Su-jin wipes her eyes and climbs up holding Ha-na’s hand, she enters another world.
There is no one here except Su-jin and Ha-na. Su-jin is surrounded by flowers. All the flowers of the world come here. Su-jin is surprised to see so many flowers. She began to take in the scent of every flower in happiness.
Just then a butterfly flies around Su-jin. As Su-jin raised her hand forward, the butterfly landed on Su-jin’s hand. As soon as the butterfly lands, su-jin’s clothes change like magic. Su-jin’s clothes change into a green gown. Su-jin looks like Anna from Frozen. Su-jin is surprised and happy to see her transformation. Some birds came and placed a flower crown on her head. Just then Ha-na starts singing from behind Su-jin.
Hearing the singing, Su-jin turns back to see Ha-na in a blue gown singing like Elsa from Frozen. Su-jin’s side is all green trees and flowers and Ha-na’s side is all snow mountains, snow flowers and snowfall. Su-jin and Ha-na stare at each other. Ha-na dances and sings.
"They asked me what friendship is called.
I show them you without saying anythings,
because i learn from you what is friendship, what does that means, how It feels.
You showed what it truly means to be a friends.
You give me the love that I never felt, and the memories that I won’t forget.
You are my family, more than just a Friend.
you comfort when I’m sad.
You stay by my side during the lowest time.
Filling my world, with your magic.
people say I’m alone; they make me lonely.
They take advantage of my loneliness
Using me as a toy, as their servant
they make me cry, stole my smile, force me to take of my life.
And then i met you,
who makes me feel safe, treats me as a person, gives importance to my feelings.
You brought back my smile and made me laugh all the timeeee.
You are the one who give me life and a reason for live.
I feel the Lucky to have a friend like you.
You are my family, more than just a Friend.
you comfort when I’m sad.
You stay by my side during the lowest time.
Filling my world, with your magic.
One day, We will grow old or pass away,
But the distance between us will never diminish our friendship.
We will be friends forever, we will live with all the memories we made.
We will think of each other while looking at that same moon in the sky,
Thinking that we live under the same sky.
On that day, the sky will be our medium of communication, allowing us to laugh and share all thing we do thoughout of the day. 𝕗𝐫𝐞𝕖𝕨𝐞𝗯𝚗𝕠𝘃𝐞𝚕.𝐜𝗼𝚖
Otherwise, we will take a deep breath, remembering our old memories.
You are my family, more than just a Friend.
you comfort when I’m sad.
You stay by my side during the lowest time.
Filling my world, with your magic."
At the end, Su-jin and Ha-na sing and dance to the tune. After the song ended, the two looked at each other and started laughing. Ha-na lets out a sigh of relief to see Su-jin smiling so heartily. Su-jin laughs and says,
"After many days, we sang like that, didn’t we? When we was little you always forced me to dress us like Elsa and Anna. "
"Huh..... You remember the last few days? I’ve been requesting you a lot to dress Elsa and Anna? Maybe we got this moment today to fulfill that last wish."
Su-jin falls silent after hearing Ha-na. Su-jin understands what Ha-na means. Ha-na takes Su-jin’s hand and says with warm eyes.
"I know how lonely you are after I’m gone. But I have to go. And you have to accept that too. Please don’t blame yourself anymore. You’ve always been special to me and always will be. You’re my best friend, my sister. I am also having a hard time leaving you. But we have to accept it. This is our destiny. "
Su-jin cries. Crying, "You are leaving me again? How can I live without you? I have no one here. Please take me with you."
Ha-na also has tears in her eyes. Ha-na lets Su-jin wipe her tears,
"Don’t cry. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll be in you through our memories. And whenever you think of me, look at the stars in the night sky and talk. I will listen to you from among those stars. They will be our connection. Whenever you are sad just sing our song, the song I gave you as a gift. Come to meet me, at the cemetery. We’ll talk. Bring some food sometimes. It will be our story companion. Come and tell me about your days. I will listen to you, while eat the delicious food you brought. Bring me drinks. Otherwise, I won’t gossip with you."
Su-jin laughs at Ha-na’s words. Both Su-jin and Ha-na have smiles on their lips, but the pain of saying goodbye is visible in their eyes. Hidden behind their smiles is the pain of accepting reality and leaving each other again.
"And remember you are a very brave and strong girl. fight for yourself, Understood? Never let anyone control you. "
Su-jin hugs Ha-na and says, "I’ll miss you so much..."
Hugs ha-na and su-jin. And then Ha-na began to merge with the wind. Su-jin holds Ha-na tightly until the last moment. Ha-na is completely lost with the wind. She leaves. Tears started to flow from Su-jin’s eyes.
I wake up. When I open my eyes, it was still dark. The sun has not yet risen. But the night is almost over. My cheeks are dry. Eyes are still wet.
I glare at the fan above. Some time passes while staring at the fan.
The sun is fading outside. I removed the blanket from my body and got out of bed. I went to the window. Removes the window curtain. Open the window.
The sunlight outside falls on me. I close my eyes and says with a calm, soothing smile.
"Good morning."
