Contract Marriage: Boss, Let's divorce-Chapter 835 - 834: I’m Not Good Enough for You Anymore (Part 7)

She could only suppress her collapsing emotions, trying hard to stay calm, and analyze: "Xiaxia, I think this situation isn’t as you imagine it to be. Although you were drunk last night, it wasn’t to the extent that you’d be completely unconscious. But you said once you entered the room, you lost most of your awareness, didn’t you?"

Ling Chuxia stared blankly at Ji Xinxin, a hint of extremely faint light seemed to pass through the depths of her desperate and lifeless eyes.

Ji Xinxin took a light breath and continued, "Your memories are fragmented, and you only thought the person you slept with was Shi Che. Xiaxia, I guess you might have been drugged, which is why you ended up with another man... Xiaxia, this surely isn’t your fault!"

Ji Xinxin spoke every word with reason, and Ling Chuxia looked at her as if a drowning person grasping their final piece of wood, "Really?"

In fact, Ji Xinxin couldn’t be sure if what she was saying was true, but she knew Chuxia’s character and her feelings for Shi Che. If she had any bit of consciousness, how could she possibly sleep with another man?

Ji Xinxin held Ling Chuxia’s hand, which was icy cold, as if devoid of any warmth. Ji Xinxin’s hand couldn’t help but grip tighter. Her eyes met Ling Chuxia’s, conveying firmness and courage as she nodded heavily, "Yes, it’s true, Xiaxia, you must be the victim. You don’t need to blame yourself like this."

She’s the victim... Is she really the victim?

If she is the victim, why are those images in her mind so willing? She and that man... it was like when she and Shi Che made love. Could it be that she drank so much that she mistook that person for Shi Che?

She really wanted to fully believe Ji Xinxin’s words, but the images in her mind kept circling, and she didn’t know which one was real.

The clock on the wall ticked away, the sky grew brighter, and time was quickly approaching nine o’clock. Shi Che would soon come to marry her. 𝓯𝙧𝓮𝓮𝒘𝓮𝙗𝙣𝒐𝒗𝒆𝓵.𝓬𝓸𝒎

But now, how could she let him come? She didn’t want him to see her in such a defiled state.

Ling Chuxia raised her eyes slightly, her voice lowered to the point of being almost inaudible, "Xinxin, make the call, tell Shi Che, cancel the wedding."

Ji Xinxin’s eyes were vacant, her beautiful face now like a withered flower, lifeless, without any sparkle. She stared at Ling Chuxia, her hands slightly clenched, "Xiaxia, are you sure? You... you’ve come so far with Shi Che, do you really intend to give up like this?"

"Not give up? Do you want me to marry him like this? I cheated before the marriage. How can I face him after this?"

"Xiaxia, I told you, it might not be your fault."

"But you also said it might not be...."

Ling Chuxia gazed at the floor numbly, her heart seemed to be torn apart bit by bit, "No matter what, I’ve done such a thing with another man. How can I marry Shi Che? How can I marry...?"

In her lifetime, she thought she would only have Shi Che as a man. Everything belonged to him, but now, she was already tainted.

"Xiaxia..." Ji Xinxin called out, the sadness and helplessness in her heart surged up together. At this moment, any words seemed pale and powerless.