Billionaire's Pleasure-Chapter 55: Sebastian’s Hidden Secret

Sebastian’s POV

"Are we going to talk about what happened at the mall?" I asked while getting my clothes.

"Yes, let’s talk about it," Stella said.

"Okay," I replied and I sat next to Stella on the bed.

"Do you still remember my advice to you before about not rushing into your emotions?"

"Um... yes, what’s wrong with it?"

"I think you don’t apply it to yourself and I notice that you still don’t change, you still get upset easily without knowing the real reason. I don’t know... do you really care how I feel? "

"What are you saying, Stella. Of course, I care how you feel that is why I’m here in front of you now. "

"Then, why? Why can’t you do what I want? I just want you to understand, trust me and change a little. "

"Stella... I am sorry... Honestly, I am afraid of being left and hurt again. Two women who are important to me have disappeared from my life ...I don’t want that to happen again so that’s why I am like this to you. "

"What? There are two women? I know one of them is your mom, but who’s this other one? "

"Stella... listen... I love you... I don’t want to go back to talk about it, it’s been a long time, Stella... please..."

"Why, Sebastian? Why it is so hard for you to open your life to me. Whenever I want to know something about your life... it’s like you don’t want to talk about it. Don’t I have the right to know your past? I thought I am your girlfriend... then, why do you have to hide everything from me? "

"Please, Stella... we don’t need to go back to the past...to my past..."

"Why, Sebastian? Why? What was there in your past that you can’t tell me? "

"Stella... please .." I said as I held Stella’s hand but she removes it.

"If you don’t tell me... then it’s better that we don’t talk... I’ll leave your condo, I’ll just go back to my old apartment," Stella said.

She got up from the bed and took a large bag and put her things in the bag one by one. I approached her to stop her from what she was doing.

"Stella, stop what you are doing. Please... stop being immature. "

She suddenly stopped what she was doing and faced me seriously.

"Really? I am immature? For God’s sake! Sebastian! In this relationship, I am the one who tries to work out this relationship because I care about you! Because I love you! I was the one who adjusted my life for the sake of our relationship. Then you are going to tell me that I am immature? If whenever you need me I am there by your side...I always think about how you feel. Tell me, Sebastian! How did I become immature? Fuck! I agreed to live here even though we weren’t married yet and even I know that you’re not sure if you want to start your own family with me. I still chose you, Sebastian! I chose you more than myself! So, don’t fucking tell me, that I am immature because I know in myself that I am not! "Stella explained at length and continued to put the clothes in her bag.

"Stella, I’m sorry, I was just carried away by my emotions, I didn’t mean to say that."

"Don’t fucking touch me! I am trying my best to understand you Sebastian but this is too much already! I really don’t know if you really love me or you just loved me because you need someone to love you because what I think right now, you are a person who is afraid and cowardly to face his past! "

I saw Stella had finished packing her things, she walked out of the room but I couldn’t move from where I was standing, as if a cold ice had been poured all over my body. I didn’t realize that tears were started falling in my eyes and I didn’t realize that Stella left my condo already. I ran and followed her out, but I never saw her again. I don’t know what should I feel, I felt like I was floating in the air. I just leaned my back against the gate while crying uncontrollably. I was just standing at the gate for a few minutes when suddenly I heard a familiar voice behind me. I saw Alice, Stella’s former boss.

"Sebastian, is that you? What are you doing in front of the gate? Are you waiting for a visitor?" Alice asked.

I immediately wiped my eyes and turned to Alice.

"Um... yeah, just waiting for food delivery," I lied.

"Is that so. By the way, how is Stella? "

I immediately remembered what had happened to us earlier.

"Um... she went back to her apartment," I replied.

"Oh, I thought she already lived in your condo?"

"Um... Carla needs some help from Stella, that’s her best friend... so she went back to her old apartment."

"Oh, okay, please tell her to visit me at my condo sometimes, my cats miss her already, especially Luca."

"Okay, speaking of your cats, looks like you’re not with them right now?"

"Oh, they are in the pet salon, I left them a while ago and I plan to get them now but I suddenly see you at the gate so I went down to my car, and yea I’m here talking with you. I thought Stella was with you. "

"Don’t worry, when we meet again, I’ll tell her to visit you at your condo."

"Sounds good to me. Okay, I have to go now, I don’t want to be late. "

"Okay."

"Bye, Sebastian."

"Bye, Alice."

When Alice left, I went back to my condo and went to the kitchen and got a bottle of alcohol and a glass, and went to the living room. I opened the alcohol then I poured it into my glass. A few minutes passed, and I didn’t realize I had five glasses of alcohol already. I realized that I need to talk with someone so I decided to call Edward. His phone rang several times before he answered it.

"Sebastian? What’s up? "

"Are you free right now? Can you go to my condo for a bit? "

"Um... sure, what’s wrong? Do we have anything important to talk about? "

"Yes, we have something important to talk about but not about business or the company or Louis."

"Oh, okay, then what are we going to talk about?"

"About me and Stella... Stella left me..."

"Wait, were you two fought?"

"Can we just talk about it here?"

"Okay, sure. I’ll be there in 30 minutes. "

"Okay, thank you."

When Edward and I finished talking, I put down my phone on the table and continue drinking. So far, I’ve had six glasses of alcohol already and I’m a little dizzy but it’s not enough to forget what happened a while ago. Since I was dizzy I decided to lie down on the couch and tried to close my eyes.

A few minutes later, I woke up to the noise of the doorbell so I got up early and opened the door and I saw Edward holding alcohol.

"Hey, I bring an alcohol but it seems like you’re drunk already," Edward said.

"Yes, I already have six glasses of alcohol."

"I see, that’s why you look drunk. I don’t think you need to drink more."

"Maybe I could drink one more glass. So, please, come in," I said.

Edward came in and sat on the couch and I took him his glass. As he put the alcohol in his glass he suddenly spoke. "So, what’s the problem? It looks like Stella isn’t here. "

"As you seem, I’m the only one here. She left and took her things. "

"You and Stella had an argument?"

"Yes."

"What are you arguing about?"

"It’s a long story, but in short she asked about my past, she noticed that I didn’t trust her and she felt like I was controlling her but I explained to her that it wasn’t like that. I said I just don’t want to be hurt again just like the two women who left me before. And that’s when she started getting mad again. "

I saw Edward sigh. "Don’t tell me this one woman is Elaine?"

I just nodded to Edward and then drink again.

"Did you tell Stella about Elaine?"

"No... that is why she got even angrier, she thought I didn’t care about her feelings and it was as if I was distancing myself from her because I didn’t want to share my past with her."

"I think you should start telling to Stella, you really need to say it. I think she has a right to know your past with Elaine. She has been a part of your life so she also has the right to know your past; especially since it became a problem already in your relationship. "

"But I’m not ready to tell Stella about Elaine."

"Why? Why don’t you tell her? Your relationship with Elaine was over. Don’t tell me you still can’t move on with Elaine? "

"Edward, you know it’s not that easy... she was my wife for 3 years..."