Astral Flower-Chapter 525: Stupid

Nan Hua raised her head and looked at Long Qian Xing in front of her. "I have no intention to develop any relationship, Senior Long."

Her expression remained extremely calm and there was no indication that said she was lying. Years of training and repression had caused her to be the perfect liar, a person who could utter lies without batting an eyelids or even changing any indicator in her body.

Her heartbeat, her unconscious behavior, and everything was still the same as before, completely still and showed no difference.

Long Qian Xing was staring back at Nan Hua’s eyes.

He couldn’t see any indication of Nan Hua lying. But he felt that she was not saying what she truly meant. At least, he had the feelings that this was not the real reason for her rejection to him.

But he didn’t have any evidences.

Even worse, the evidences were all pointing in the opposite direction.

"It doesn’t matter, I only want you," Long Qian Xing replied in laid back tone. If not for the flash of emotion in his eyes, people might be able to believe that he was really so relaxed.

Nan Hua’s eyes flickered slightly. She looked at Long Qian Xing in front of her and then said carefully, "You’re a good person, Senior Long. There are many other better women out there. You don’t have to be so fixated on me."

You’re a good person.

Being thrown a good person card only made Long Qian Xing pursed his lips.

He looked at Nan Hua in front of him and felt that the defensive wall around her was still extremely high and thick. It was to the point that he was not able to get close in the slightest bit.

Long Qian Xing didn’t like it.

He wished to be able to enter to her heart, seeing her as only herself and let her relax. But he also knew that it wouldn’t be so easy.

"It doesn’t matter."

"You’re still young and have a long future..."

"I’ll never change my mind." Long Qian Xing looked at Nan Hua in front of him firmly. "No matter what you said, I’ll not change my mind."

Nan Hua looked at Long Qian Xing in front of her and knew very well that she couldn’t change his mind. She looked down at her own shoes.

In any case, the organization will make their move soon.

It was already the end of October and there was not much time left before they started their moves. At that time, there was no way she would be staying in the academy anymore because of her tasks.

In that case, it would also be impossible for Nan Hua to have any interaction whatsoever with Long Qian Xing.

When she was not here, he will forget about her.

"You’ll regret your decision today," Nan Hua said quietly as she raised her eyes to look straight in Long Qian Xing once more.

"Whether I regret it or not, I don’t know. But I know for sure that I don’t regret it right now." Long Qian Xing smirked. "If you don’t care about me, you don’t have to think about how I felt, right?"

...Right.

Nan Hua looked at Long Qian Xing and her eyes flickered slightly. She could see his clenched fist, which meant that he was holding back his feelings right now and tried his best to talk with her calmly.

Who doesn’t want to have their feelings returned? 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝘦𝘸𝑒𝒷𝓃ℴ𝑣𝘦𝑙.𝒸ℴ𝘮

When they have feeling for someone, it was their biggest desire to have this feeling returned to them. But here he was, having to say that it was fine to the person he never wished to say just to persuade her to let him stay beside her.

Even if it was nothing more than as friends.

How stupid.

Nan Hua looked at Long Qian Xing and sighed lightly. She doesn’t really understand it herself, but perhaps there were part of her that doesn’t want things to be like this. But she couldn’t explain herself to him.

Because once she said anything related to the organization and her own secret past, the chip will kill her.

And everyone around her will also die.

"If you keep on being like this, you will end up being used by others, Senior Long," Nan Hua finally said quietly.

Long Qian Xing knew that as well.

Watching Nan Hua keeping her calm in front of him as if nothing could get to her heart and mind made it really difficult for him to arrange his words carefully. He didn’t know what he should say or what he should tell her.

Because her expression showed none of her real emotions.

All he could do was to give his words, the words he wanted to say so that she would be willing to stay with him.

This is really the first time he felt really confused about what he should say in front of another person.

Long Qian Xing showed a smile on his face. "I’m only like this in front of you. And if you want to use me, then you can. I don’t mind."

HIs carefree words sounded really sincere.

Of course, if those who had suffered in his hands heard his words, they would surely come and beat him up if it was possible. They had suffered a lot because of his move and schemes against them in the past.

If there was a chance he said something like that to them, then they would definitely take this chance and beat him up as much as possible.

Unfortunately, they were not given the chance.

Nan Hua really feel that people who fall in love had negative IQ. He was willing to put himself in such a lower position just for her.

Nan Hua closed her eyes.

The faint fluttering that was about to disturb her emotion was suppressed once more, not leaving any trace in the slightest bit.

"What do you want to show me?" Nan Hua finally asked.