365 Days To Love-Chapter 231: CHANGE TWO HUNDRED AND THIRTY-ONE: She’s Too Beautiful To Die.

Chapter 231: CHANGE TWO HUNDRED AND THIRTY-ONE: She’s Too Beautiful To Die.

"Stop looking at me that way"

Zaiden said, holding her hands while she was lying down in the stretcher while waiting for the doctor to start the CT scan.

He’s trying as much as possible not to let her see through him,that he’s nervous and afraid of what might come out of the test.

They were back to the country, Hazel had insisted on going to the hospital to see her doctor,which he couldn’t decline because time was what she didn’t have.

As unbelievable as it sounds,he couldn’t really help it to believe that something that only happens in movies,really did occur.

A fairygodmther who had granted his angel more time than she already did had,the last rest results had confirmed it believable for him to know that she wasn’t joking.

Her doctor was really shocked the moment he saw her in his office. He expected that she might have been dead,seeing that she didn’t push through with the surgery on her last visit after taking her test results with her.

He was afraid.

Very much scared that there’s a possibility that she wouldn’t make it out alive,once the surgery is being held.He couldn’t help it but get scared.

Hazel on her part, wasn’t helping at all.Its like she had been preparing for this day,and no matter how many times he had told her that everything will work out fine,she always ended up doubting.

He couldn’t really blame his girl either,she’s passed through a lot for years.But that doesn’t mean that she shouldn’t try to be a bit more positive about this.

She’s about to have a CT scan and MRI,and the look she’s giving him was not encouraging.Not all,it’s like she’s scared of what the results are going to be this time.

He didn’t need anyone to tell him that it’s going to come out much worse than the last one, even the look on the neurologist’s face said it all,and it’s making his girl scared.

"I can’t help it Zaid,I detest hospitals and look at me,I’m here once again to hear bad news about my life"She said, wiping off the tears from the corner of her eyes with the pad of her hands.

It broke him.

She doesn’t deserve any of this,whatever is happening right now,she doesn’t deserve any of this.

Why is life so cruel to his angel?

"Hey look at me"He called, cupping her face to keep her eyes on the same level with him,his voice was no better option at being steady or good.

He’s already cracking up,and it wasn’t time for the surgery yet.

There’s not being able to talk about the surgery ongoing,he wasn’t even sure if she wanted to do it.

The pain was another thing Hazel doesn’t want to experience,and he knew that it’s going to be hard convincing her that he’s here with her,to walk through everything with her.

"You know i love you right?’’He asked, cleaning her teary face,as she nodded her head in affirmation to his words.

"There’s nothing that is going to change the fact that i would be right here besides you to walk through all of this baby,so please...’’He pauses, holding in his tears.

"Stop forcing yourself Zaid,I don’t want to end up disappointing you shuga,what if..."

She said,but he cut her short even before she could ulter her words, that were the main reasons why he’s trying so hard not to let him think that way.

"There’s no what if’s sweetheart,there...’’He stopped her,but she too didn’t let him finish, because he had to know that there’s a disadvantage to everything.

He shouldn’t get his hope’s high,and the more he keeps doing that.The more she gets scared of the outcome of all this.

The more it’s going to take time for him to get over her if she dies,the doctor walks out leaving them alone but not without giving them a smile of encouragement.

She saw it.

There’s no hope, but Zaiden has no Doctor and no God to tell her that a miracle might happen.

She doesn’t want to go through with the surgery,that’s a waste of money on someone that is dying.

But he won’t like the sound of that, if she tells him that she doesn’t want to move ahead with the surgery.

He’s planning on giving up everything just for her,but she doesn’t want to take his sanity with her once she dies.She knows he’s going to go insane if she dies, but there’s no helping it.

"No Zaiden stop! You have to listen to me,stop getting stressed up about this,it’s not your fault that things are this way and ..."

"Neither is it yours either,"He still persisted,"you are not going to die Hazel"

"You are no God to tell me if i won’t die or not "She reminded him,he’s nothing but a mere human.

"But i heard he’s merciful and kind,and my angel is no sinner"

"When exactly did you turn into a pastor?"She asked, smiling for the first time since yesterday.

"I won’t mind doing that to save you from dying sweetheart,I heard he listens to the prayers of his worshipers "He said, kissing her parted lips.

Hazel is so beautiful,she’s too beautiful to die.

"Stop playing around baby,this is reality"She punched his arms playfully.

"There’s no reality if you aren’t in it,"He said deadPan serious.

"They are coming"She told him, and watched his face contour in confusion.

"Whose are they?’’He asked, lightly stroking her cheeks.

"Everyone,our families Zaid"

"You didn’t have to do that if you aren’t comfortable to do that,I mean you just came back from the ..."

"I insist,I wanted to see them baby "She insisted."Including my ..dad"

"I’m happy that you have finally forgiven them"He said kissing her lips,"You such a lovely soul sweetheart "

" I wanted to make sure that everything was okay before..."She paused when she realized what she wanted to say.

"I.."Zaiden’s words were cut short by the door opening to reveal the neurologist,their conversation had to come to an end.

"Be strong sweetheart,I love you babygirl"He pecked her cheeks.

"I love you too,my Zaddy"She said, watching as he moved out of the room to give her privacy.

Privacy indeed!

She knew that he was already crying behind that door,but there’s nothing they can do about this.

This is her fate.